
In the month of March
I started writing a sense of heart-setting to
Seeking the meaning of a dream
Slow but sure steps
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My voice sounded hoarse in my ears, my eyes looked sad because of the tears that kept dripping. I looked at the mirror and I saw my face that no longer glowed, all the rays on my face were gone.
There was no smile of laughter adorning anymore, I lay limp to stand even I could not afford..
What I am going to get away from this earth God, what about all the dreams I want to achieve. Do I have to give up and bury myself in the earth that I am currently on.
Even I have not been able to make my two parents smile happily, What my ideals are too high God..
The ideals that might be buried with a body without a spirit in it. I don't know all this is too much for me to think about.
I can't walk if I can't smile, I can't write a story on earth anymore after this body is buried in the earth..
At first I wrote poetry on blank paper I read and I sang every time I wrote like flowing water, every word I write on blank paper with a taste that is in the heart.
Until one day I read a novel that I thought was amazing and made me want to try to write a story.
I created an account called BUMI
because I love the earth because I was born on earth and will end up on earth too..
And I write as a pen called dark white, 'cause I like white and I like dark.
For to me the dark white will accompany me at all times, for God created all things in balance.
There is day and night and there is life on earth, when night turns morning, that is where the beginning of human life begins.
Many people who pass by on the streets with happiness and sadness, happy when they see people laughing without seeming burden in their lives. Sad when you see someone begging on the street to buy food to fill an empty stomach..
All have been stories among my stories, dark white is the name of my pen.
I made a title called a great woman and I turned it into a beautiful mafia love story for a handsome ceo and I changed it again into a marriage behind the tragedy.
I am confused about determining the right title to make it look interesting and many like.This story tells the story of murder romance and mystery.
The female lead Mila Louise and the male lead Patir Angkara.
Writing also began.
I wrote one chapter until it became 25 chapters and I submitted a contract from the origin of the push only, fad forward contract once passed the contract, the writing is very exciting good and true Indonesian grammar I can not. in the wrong punctuation. In making the dialogue really interesting and make ngakak who read and a lot of typo.. Understandably I am not a learned person but I always learn wherever I stand on this earth.
From there I continued to learn through google how to write the right dialogue and correct punctuation, finally I quite understand..
Every day I review but there is still something wrong, or so atou. because so because there are so many mistakes in writing me. But I didn't give up there..
Humans are the wrong place.
I kept writing until 35 chapters, but there was still a lot wrong, in a semicolon.. I review again and again.
Once there I wanted to give up, I finally met the name.
I met Brother ... in gc and Alhamdulillah he welcome me until he became my friend to share my joys and sorrows...
At first I didn't know what gc was or spread the box didn't understand the problem. Finally I enter gc someone else there is a box of lebel, I do not know the name of a beginner. I also did not read . happened to be my phone error box lebel pense.. understand my phone only ram one giga can be said old mobile phone. But I am grateful even though my old phone is also I can still work even though sometimes I like errors..
Lebel already pissed, I was finally in the same rampage everyone and threatened to be reported to the mangatoon.it was a valuable lesson for me..
Lebel it was 700 if not wrong, but I have returned even though the way is wrong.not returned even I spread. 700 means 3 boxes.I wrote 250 for 250 people. his name is also unknown. I dropped 700 points. Keep me in the same rampage as the person who is entitled to the lebel. Want to change again I do not have points, the name is also only running three weeks I write and play manga.
I said I've returned, the name of the public does not know anything. I am still angry and threatened.. I apologize and speak as polite as possible but still he wants to report to the Mangatoon party so that my account is deleted.
I just found someone who is crazy points, until I obviously not heard. I'm still in the same amok as the person who deserves the lebel.
Finally there is a good person named ... give help nebar box to the gc..
He is the one named ... who I consider my own brother. Help me and always support me to keep writing..
I kept writing and finally I passed the contract, After graduating the contract I made my own gc..
Because I hurt the same gc...aja yes, if it is called kasian. because I promo my novel in gc only give five points because I did not read the rules. it should be 10 points. I was right in the kick from there.His heart aches in the sob.
I swear from there my emotions burned instantly, even though I was polite promo. Say asalamualaikum.
“Disrespectfully kicked in without a PC, After a new kick there PC to me,” Pay PJ said the admin.
“I said gini same admin, Want to pay PJ how I was kicked, if less points I spread said later I added.
Don't just kick it.
You crazy points yes, that's where I advise the admin. Just got a cocky gc. Play kick-kick aja.” said me while full of emotion to the admin..
From there I got a valuable experience.
I also focus on my gc in helping the welcom friends with me, just one week less I have gc, the days continue to pass happily.
Until something that makes me sad happens. It was as if I lost my spirit and almost gave up..
Until here only the story, if I continue I am not strong, my head is already dizzy as if I want to fly mattress and sleep with everything that happens in my life.
... ⁇ ️Don't go.don't go️...
... ⁇ ️From the one I love to go, it is better for me to go. With all the whispers of the devil, who unceasingly whispers in my ear ️...
... ⁇ ️Until the rays of the Surya...
...He put his face back on and I woke up from my sleep️...