Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 32

O God, please do not continue to test my patience.

Have you ever thought about how I feel now, I always try to be patient and never show my frustration or anger at you..

I always try to be the best for you, because I don't want to make you sad.

Even though I was angry, because you always mentioned his name constantly in front of me, I always tried to hold back my anger or jealousy.

If I may ask you which is now an ideal I wish to embrace.

Do you really love me??

Do you really love me??

I love and love you more than anything in my life.

Don't keep testing my patience, dear?

I am also a normal human being, who can be sad and angry or disappointed.

I can also feel the pain.

I can also be angry and my patience has its limits.

Are you happy to make me sad?

Are you happy always making pain in the chest.

I always try to hold back my emotions and anger.

I'm always patient and patient with what you've done to me.

Sometimes I always close my eyes and always look strong and strong when you see my smile..

All you need to know is that I don't want to make you sad about what I said to you.

Since I love you so much, I can't possibly make my woman sad..

Sometimes even when you're alone when you don't see me. I wept.

Turmoil in the chest always makes the heart worry, whether what the heart feels. Always stabbing in happiness..

Lord, please take care of him for me, while away from my eyes..

I can only pray that he will always be healthy and happy in his days, because he is the thing I want to embrace.

God allows me to always see his laughter in the days that I spend in my day and night.

I will be a palanquin to you, when you see my most beautiful smile and trust me my most beautiful smile is only for you, you who are the spirit of my life.

Maybe tonight, the heart fretting over you holding back the pain.

Lord I beg of you, relieve the pain in his body, lose everything that makes him feel sad.

I couldn't hear a voice that made my heart so sad and cry.

I can do nothing, I can only pray to you, O God.

I can only complain about all my worries to you.

I am very, very worried, God, my heart is so unsettled as if stabbing a wound in this chest. It hurts me to hear the voice of someone I always miss day and night..

When I look into her eyes and her sweet smile, it makes me happy. I'll promise you, baby, this heart belongs to you.

My love is only for you, don't think about giving up, baby.

I believe and believe, if we are always together, will be as painful as any ordeal we can certainly pass through all this and I am sure all these trials will bring happiness.

When your presence always drives away my loneliness, your affection always nourishes this heart..

Your embrace is the most precious medicine of my life, embracing, defending me, providing warmth in the cold of my night and morning

I believe and believe you are the sun that gives warmth in every step of my life and I do not believe you are darkness alone, which will disappear when the morning greets and begins to show the light of the sun.

I have sincere intentions for you, which I always express in my seconds and times and say you are a happy future.

Because you're my last search, because you're my true love that I've been looking for.

Although the trials come and go, and are so heavy, making the chest tight every feel a heavy burden but I'm sure god knows we are a strong person in the face of each ordeal with patience and sincerity.

Because patience and sincerity are a sign of our faith that is able to fight every day ***** that comes to bring suffering to the heart..

Believe that behind every trial there will be happiness waiting.

Keep smiling even though sometimes a smile always makes us want to give up because of the tiredness of every tragedy that befalls in life.

Take the positive side.

Throw away the negative side.

😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀