Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 21

I am quite self-conscious, because the sky does not want the EARTH to be next to it. Are every word you say to me, just a mere word to make me smile?

Maybe I was hoping too much, loving the sky that I could not possibly embrace, I was just the figure of the EARTH that always skyrocketed his name in every do'a-do'a I.

I realized, maybe I can't make you happy and I realized that the heavens don't want the EARTH.

Maybe I love you too much and you just feel sorry for EARTH.

Well, how else, I know enough and self-conscious, even though I try to always be there for you, but if your heart is not for me I am sincere..

Even though I have to get hurt and maybe I can't smile anymore, but I hope I end up on EARTH and you don't cry for me.

If you don't hear my voice again, and maybe you can't see my smile anymore.

I understand and I understand, if I cannot have your heart on this EARTH. I will pray that in the hereafter I can have your heart fully

Thank you for every voice that makes me opiate, every time you hear your voice my heart is happy, thank you for the sweet words that make me soar high up in the sky and make me smile happy.

Thank you for all the flavor you gave me, for carving a smile to this day. I will pray for you all the time in my bow, may you be happy, may you be healthy always and remain happy.

Keep smiling yes, if later I am no longer on EARTH. I hope no one cries for my departure.

Because maybe my spirit has been lost, but I still have goals that I want to achieve, happy parents who taught me a lot about life.

I Want to repay my parents, I will always pray to God if God takes my last breath. I wish I could make my two elders happy and realize the ideals of my dead nephew.

He once spoke and said to me, before he died. Yes aspire to mamahkan mamahnya, if I can realize the ideals of God.

God extended my age, as my body would, until I completed the missions I had long written in my diary.

I can only hold my pen and write my life story. May my story be remembered forever.

Because life needs to smile, not tears, because an inspiration is created from a smile.

Keep smiling even though a smile does not sound but a smile can be the medicine of all your joints.

A smile is worship and simple which is equivalent to almsgiving. Incredibly useful.

I hope and pray to God, may the people who love me never leave me and seek comfort from others. When you feel bored and tired of hearing my voice that greatly makes you touched by my words that sometimes make you sad with the story that I reveal to the sky.

Because I know you, I know love, I don't know your face and your body, because I see with my heart I see the way you present yourself and make me comfortable with you.

I believe and believe, God has not brought us together and gave a distance between the two of us, to fight for happiness.

Far or near, I consider it a test God has given us both, a test of love, a test of faith and waiting is a test of my faithfulness to you, my loyalty is to the heavens and I want to make my future happy.

The longing that I always leave to do'a, is the longing that cannot be said, because of the restlessness and uneasiness that I cannot reveal to the heavens..

Only I can speak, be strong for me and God is all-powerful. I can only say good night, good night, good morning, good afternoon, good afternoon and good night. Have a good dream.

Until this moment I hope to meet you even if only in desperation.

Asa who has always been a part of my longing for you dear, rest assured a wish will be extraordinary when we meet face to face and will be the most beautiful thing in our lives both.

Falling in love with you is a blessing given by God to me, because it is the blessing I enjoy the most every time I hear the sound of your laughter that makes me happy.

If the blessing of love is brought to the right path, then it will be glorious.if the blessing is brought to the wrong path, it will look despicable and destroyed.

I may be broken, weak and fragile if I continue to be tested for heart and feelings. Maybe I can still smile in the crowd but I won't be able to hold back tears on my own.

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Let my conscience echo through the night, all sad, all sad, I grumbled in my do'a, may Allah subhanahuataala kindly turn sorrow into happiness.

😁Fixed smile😁

May it be delivered on every word for word, may it be useful to me and to all who read my writing. Amynne