Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 19

Before reading do not forget to smile first, smile because a smile heeds your beautiful and handsome face.

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The night the more silent, no more laughter and joking figure of the man who seeks his identity, cold gaze perched piercing the heart, only the wind of hope word that no longer speaks.

At night before morning, the sun is no longer beautiful, like today is full of ploblema in life. The taste is not always the same, the ploblema still continues to exist and remains the same, tears flow until the kedagu.

Ah damn the feeling is getting more uncertain, I do not know why, this heart and body is helpless, while the wind pierces the soul and the heart feels empty.

Why am I this..?

why is everything like this..?

I don't understand, just shut up without a word, move on without talking..

I feel like I am a mute person. I was confused with myself, confused in my helpless silence. Unable to smile back. My mind moved the hope of the dead, the smile on my face as if swept away in tears of despair. It'll all go back to how it used to be, it'll be okay.

Here I will struggle to find the true, true meaning that is full of meaning in the journey I am on.

If I could turn back time, there would be no illusion that could manipulate my life.

I used to dream of wanting to be a sun figure for my loved ones but that dream disappeared instantly, when the power took the breath of my loved ones. Maybe hope and reality are different.

But I'm sure the creator has his own way behind it all, there will be a silver lining, because what the creator is doing is best for me.

Sometimes it is complicated and becomes a wound of sadness, always ringing in my mind in the lives of loved ones. But I can what?

Can only be willing and sincere to the will of the creator. Maybe it's a test.

Then what the meaning implied in him, maybe a million meanings implied before my eyes that I must understand. Although the body never understands, because the heart is not completely sincere..

How broken is the confidence I have that is not in accordance with the character of my life, I always wear a mask for all to see me.

Turns out I was wrong in thinking, I should be myself without being someone else, imitating someone else's style if it makes me grow but I have to know, I know, I'm not him and I can't be him. Because I have the best version of my dreams and goals.

Because I know, I do not want to be knocked down and slammed helplessly, considering you are always sacrificing, sacrificing for the happiness of his son. Forgive me for not being able to make you smile in the sky, making you proud of everything I can.

But I always pray the best for you in my prostration at all times, may you be placed in the most beautiful paradise full of happiness, he said, I hope someday I can make you smile proudly at me, when I can be the rainbow that will decorate this earth with its most beautiful colors..

Sometimes I envy the sun, even though it is a dark night, the sun never gives up to keep smiling.

I also envy the wind that is always able to give a cold, at all times. Time will end everything.

Because time meets, then time will also end the story in every story of human life on earth.

When I look at young children who are young, I envy those who live without burden and laugh freely, they are free to move without thinking about anything, I want to be the one who can live without burden and laugh.

But the storyline is not always the same, all have the best and worst version of life, a human figure who lives on earth who seeks true meaning.

I don't want to stand without direction is wrong, I don't want to give up when tired. It hurts when I'm guilty and give up, I immediately stop stepping I give up for good, but I never stop stepping to reach for the simple to be beautiful.

There is no giving up on my campus while still breathing, because God is always there and will always give way to his servant.

My name is BUMI, BUMI the most comfortable place ever lived that always gives a memory. A memory that will always be remembered at any time, because a memory will be eternal in the hearts of all who always remember the stories about us.

⁇ ️May entertained friends️

⁇ ️Take the positive side away️

⁇ ️Throw away the negative side️