Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 2

Myself

The record is an escape

Making poetry is an impingement

Praying how I find hope

Crying the way I let out sadness

The days I go through with a million smiles, sometimes I feel tired in life. Sometimes despair drowns me and I almost give up.

I Am Me

I always ask myself “What do I want in life?”

“I want to see both my parents proud of all I can and make them always happy” Fight nothing is impossible as long as we are sure.

Sometimes I walk in the rain and don't want to take shelter, because I can let out my sadness and my crying without anyone knowing. Because of the biggest sadness in my life, when I saw both parents getting older, even until this moment I have not been able to make him happy.

I want to ask on the month “ Can I be the moon to light the night for my loved ones?”

“Moon answer I asked you, are you mute not answering my voice”

“ Actually I know the moon can not talk or hear”

But why do I still ask him, because I think the light is so beautiful in the dark of the night.

If the moon can't hear and say.

I'll ask the sun “Can I be the sun to warm the days for my loved ones?”

“The sun answer I ask you, are you mute and you don't hear my voice either, are you like the moon?”

“Tot able to hear and say”

“Actually I know the moon and the sun can't hear and say”

“But why do I still ask the moon and the sun, because in my opinion, the sun always shines on this earth and gives life”

Actually I want to ask not the moon and the sun but the one who created it, Allah subhanahuataala.

allah is my only God.

For Allah subhanahuataala is a place to pit all restless fidgets between my stories.

God, can I be what I want?

“If I can, I want to be anything to the people I love and care about. For me to be the cause, for all smiles laughs”

God my heart is full of question marks

Why is all hope not in accordance with reality?

My concern is lost in the blink of an eye

Is it because of a different mindset?

When all my thoughts were destroyed

Who now crammed

Maybe this is my fault

And maybe this is my destiny

I fell asleep with a dream

But baby that's not my way of life

Which is not gray

I was born into this world as equal in the eyes of God, so why envy each other. Envy is a feeling that indicates you are not confident with the life you have. Envy can actually happen, because in your subconscious mind, you feel unable to get something that you perceive from others. What you see from others you will never get. Envy only makes you broken.

So do not have envy for the success of others ok.

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If I were Earth in solitude, I would tell my story to the heavens.

That right now I'm depressed at anything

When I face the pressures of age and the pressures of others, with all the lamentations of my life.

Maybe I feel tired in my life until I feel stressed..

I always try every time I feel sad with all my wailing.

I always write and slap with every writing I make and I read as hard as I can until I forget my sadness.

I write a word with deep taste and understanding, because motivating myself is so much more meaningful because I will always stop by every writing I make and I write a word and then I read it.

Only I know what is best for my life, God is good. I love myself because I know what is best for my life.

Sometimes I'm friendly in solitude, because I like solitude. Loneliness has been part of my life story, it has always taught me about many things in life and I have always been friends with my own fears. I don't want to be an enemy to my own fears.

Because every time I start doing something, I don't like to think a lot and make a new noise in my life that makes me unable to step up.

Never let your mind destroy everything, when I haven't started something never think this fear is fear of it and you end up losing your fear and in the end you get dizzy yourself with all the thoughts that haven't happened yet.

We'll never know if we don't try.

Moving forward I thought that was what I did, just like writing a word for word.

Nulis used to think that the analysis of two things in the field meant that in the writing that I made that was always a lot of wrong words in writing, understand that there is no perfect human being the place is wrong, the place is wrong, but by mistake will be the best teacher for me and I believe that.

...If you want to look unique in the eyes of others....

Be Blind, Deaf, and Paralyzed to You. In a sense not Blind, Deaf, Paralyzed really. But Blind when you close your eyes, Deaf when you are unaffected by what others say, Paralyzed when you find something in yourself and focused on it. Because I believe and I believe every human being is unique in his own way.

stand on your own heart without being affected by the words of others.

A mother's smile is a motivation. Motivation when I'm tired of all my life stories.

Let me just arumi this earth, let the sky as a witness to a journey full of challenges and trials of life in the real world.

Because my top priority is making the people around me and the people I love smile.

I am not a poet who is good at word-stringing. I'm just a cloud man with no deep understanding trying to make a souvenir of passion. To all who are on earth and to all who see my writings.

I will write a word for word that is far from good.

The wind seems like you are an invisible feeling and time is not stopped. Every second it passes back. Why am I still standing here and being deceived by a pseudo world.

Seriate

How the story of my story that I make sad is not and I add a little bit of arrogance that runs rampant everywhere.

...DON'T FORGET TO KEEP SMILING...

...DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE A TRACE OF TEMEN-TEN...

...VOTE LIKE AND COMEN...

...Let the author get excited again in writing....