You Don't Consider Me
12. DISCUSSIONS

Making a decision alone for me, is not something I would be grateful for. I prefer to discuss and find solutions together for what will be done, combine thoughts and then get the best decision. It was more precious to me and much better.

Anton held his head and then looked back at me. “So you want how to Deck? How should I?” Ask Anton to me.

“Let's discuss together – with Mas, let alone this matter regarding my life and not your life.” My answer was a little emotion to my fiance just now.

Anton took a breath while talking to me. “Iya Deck, let's discuss. You want to find a cost, there is a view of where? You're a Dek girl, so vulnerable. I'm just worried about your condition.”

“Adek already big Mas, insyallah can take care of themselves. Pray for the best for Adek.” My daughter without looking at my fiancee just now.

I opened the book on my desk and I saw the financial records all this time, one by one I noticed the expenses I had spent and the money I had in savings. Starting from savings, emergency funds and capital money that I have.

“Lumayan to meet my needs for the next three months, the money.” I said in my heart while this hand kept counting the – numbers on paper. One by one I counted until finally there was a slight sound snapping from my front.

“Dek ...” Call Mas Anton with his hand right in front of my face.

I smiled for a moment in embarrassment, a little daydreaming in front of Mas Anton. “Iya Mas Anton, sorry to daydream a little.” Sahutku.

“Many thoughts yes Dek. Come on, help the Deck. Don't assume this is just your problem because Sister's problem is Mas's problem too.” It was Cetus Mas Anton who made me smile to myself in front of him.

“If looking for a boarding place, it should be a safe and comfortable yes Deck. Later the way should be the same Mas, behind the cottage there are several boarding places that Mas knows the owner. Want to see there?” Ask Anton to me.

I nodded – nods as a sign of agreeing on what my fiance had just proposed. “Oh, yes Mas. How many months is there? I need to take into account my expenses every month as well.” I replied while playing – play the ball in my hand.

Mas Anton seemed to think for a moment and seemed to remember – remember from what I just asked, I looked at his face that was very beautiful. Very clear eyes, a sharp nose and white skin. It was perfect in my eyes, the figure that was in front of me right now and so lucky I could be his match.

“Perhaps three hundred thousand a month Deck, a range in that price if it goes up. Later we ask all of you for sure, keep your budget for a month how many Decks? Later if less, let Mas add, do not worry.” Said Mas Anton with a sweet smile in front of me.

I smiled when asked my current budget, because my current principle is to save as much as – save because incidents that I did not count at all become a big stone for my life now. I looked back at the note I made earlier and I looked at the details.

“Insyallah, three hundred thousand still fit into my budget Mas.” Cetusku while showing notes to Mas Anton who was right in front of me.

Anton smiled to himself at some of the notes I made in my book. “Details once Yes Dek, you are indeed the best. Indeed treasurer in our family later, best.” Said Mas Anton while teasing me earlier.

“This mas, likes sobain godain Adik continues.” My leg while pulling my book.

Laughing loudly, arrived – suddenly sounded from my front and who else could be as loud as laughing? If not Mas Anton who was very happy to tease me since we first went to college.

“Once – times is not what – Deck, continue for your next life how? Is there a new agenda that you want to do?” Mas Anton asked me with his face arriving – to be very serious.

I was silent for a while listening to the question because I usually relax or joke around with my family if there is free time but now, it must be very difficult to do so. There will be empty space in my next life, I never thought about losing my beloved family.

“Entah Mas, haven't thought a bit in my mind. Next, what should my life be?” I answered briefly to Anton.

“Siap Boss.” My mouth while giving her a thumbs up.

I enjoyed the snack in front of me and started thinking slowly – slowly about my next life, although there was still sadness in my heart because I had just left Mother, a very valuable person in my life. However, this self must be able to be strong and strong in the face of everything. Moreover, my family is instead used by irresponsible people because of our grieving condition now.

The time has passed by an hour more and my condition has improved considerably when compared to before. “Mas, let's find the place now.” I told Anton.

“Iya, come.” Sahut Mas Anton who chimed.

When I finished – done my stuff to go from the cafe and see my new place candidate, arrived – arrived from the back there was someone who called me.

“Lianah.” Call a woman I don't know who she is.

Immediately I turned my head back and remembered – the figure that was already in front of me with a big smile on his face.

“You forgot me?” That woman's voice that I didn't immediately respond to her call just now.

The smile on my face instantly appeared, while remembering in front of me was the woman who was my little friend from MTS to MA and in the cottage first. “Yes your God Nduk, how are you doing now?” My voice stood up and hugged her.

“Good Lianah, thank God you still remember me. What about yourself?” Ask my friend who I always called Nduk a long time ago.

“Alhamdulillah my good news – is fine, who are you the same here?” My heart goes out to my friend who seems to be coming alone.

Nduk smiled at my question just now. “Now where are – where is always alone Li.” Speak Nduk with a slow tone of voice.

“I heard you are married, your husband works so where to – mana own.” My candle to him who arrived – arrived was very sluggish.

“My husband passed away a long time ago.” It was Nduk who made me instantly speechless because I felt guilty about what I just said to him.

I sat Nduk beside me. “Sorry yes, I didn't know your husband died. I'm so sorry.” I said to Nduk while holding his hand.

“Nothing – what Li, you are your same husband huh this?” Ask Nduk to me.

I saw Mas Anton who was in front of me.”Boy – man in front of me is my future husband exactly my fiance Nduk.”

“Waduh, interrupt yes me.” Cetus Nduk closed his mouth.

“No Nduk, just relax. We want to find a cost for my place of residence later, so more konsen work.” I told Nduk not to think we were dating and his whereabouts could be disturbing.

“You want to find Li's kos? Just stay in my contract, I'm alone there. If you are from the direction of this cafe, straight keep turning right and there is a green house.. That's my place to stay, back of the princess's lodge here.” Said Nduk who offered me a place to stay.

Me and Mas Anton looked at each other to signal a response to my friend's offer just now.