You Don't Consider Me
15. STRANGE ANSWER

I began to dislike what was just said by Mas Anton, arrived – arrived calling Dek to my best friend. It may be natural because of the age of Mas Anton when compared to my best friend, but in my mind do not like the call, especially they have only met for the first time and have been this familiar.

“There is wrong?” Ask Anton without a guilty face.

I showed a small smile on my face responding to Mas Anton's question just now without answering it at all.

“Li, it's natural that Mas Anton calls me Dek. My age is far away, I am still young, it is impossible to be called Mbak.” Sahut Nduk who tried to joke with Mas Anton just now.

I just nodded – nods as a sign of agreeing to the call, even though I really don't like it.

“Ludes Yes Mas Anton, food.” Cetus Nduk saw the food on my fiance's plate run out.

Sumringa's face was shown by Mas Anton after eating it all out. “Enak, that's why ludes. Just this time I ate, a meal like this.” Said Mas Anton while pointing at the dish at the dining table.

“Lebay Mas.” I sat in a cynical voice.

“No more Deck, it is true.” Said Mas Anton who then began to finish all his tea.

After eating, my fiancee immediately said goodbye and left me with my best friend in this house.

“Nduk, I want to rest first yes. It feels like my body is tired, thanks for eating and everything.” I said, leaving Nduk straight for the room.

My mind churned, looking at Mas Anton's flirtatious behavior with my best friend. So without thinking I immediately pulled out my phone and I sent a message to Mas Anton.

“Mas, I don't like your attitude like that to my sahabt. You are very flirty with him, if you really don't like me then just say.”

Not until one minute, my message was immediately replied Mas Anton.

“Don't think of the weird – Deck, I'm just trying to get along with your best friend because you're going to stay there. That's it and nothing more.”

I looked at the message of Mas Anton lekat – lekat, maybe it was just my feelings that were jealous blind to my fiance and my own best friend for no apparent reason.

I watched all the simple rooms in this house and my – items were still not neatly arranged, without waiting for a long time then I immediately cleaned up all these items and I decided to rest so that my mind was clear again.

I woke up from my sleep and the whole room looked so dark, with a hint of light from the window of the room covered with light brown cloth. I opened the window of my room and I saw twilight in the afternoon so beautiful, I watched with such dusk.

A temporary twilight, like a human life that is only a moment in this world. Even death follows the journey of life of every person in the world, as something that is always avoided but very close to him.

The drops of my tears that arrived – suddenly flowed, remembering all the events of my life. Maybe God is testing myself to be able to go up even higher levels when compared to now.

“Yes Allah, if this is the best way in my life then strengthen the servant in living all this and if all this is a rebuke for the servant then forgive all the sins of your servant who is sinful.” I said quietly with the view still fixed to the afternoon sky.

“Just open Nduk, I'm up.” I closed the window and blamed the room lights.

Nduk opened my room door with some snacks in his hand. “I think you're still sleeping Li.” Nduk said as he sat on the chair and opened the snack.

“New wake Nduk, maybe I tired and again dapet also.” My heart then sat down to Nduk.

The snack in Nduk's hand was directly given to me, this red and yellow snack looks so delicious. “You Made Nduk, good as it is.” I said the base – stale.

A big smile was directed at Nduk to me, I saw my best friend who was so good and could not be an actor to snatch my own fiancee. “Clear dong, we chat – chat casual yuk. Let's be more familiar, understand it has been a long time we did not meet.” Cetus Nduk with his voice.

“What is this talk about?” I asked with a smile that began to release suspicion on my own best friend.

“What yes, your life may be Li. What are you doing now?” Cetus Nduk who began to enter into the discussion of my life.

“Ha .. Ha. There is no busyness that is too Nduk, just being an educator all along. What about you now?” I said while looking at my best friend.

“I what is it? No one is too busy in my life right now, after the divorce from the husband. I'm now starting to support myself with online herbal medicine sales and meatball business as well.” Cetus Nduk was proud of me.

“Wah, it's been a success once my best friend this one.” My heart's back to him.

Nduk grabbed her hair and then told me back. “How else did Li, after the divorce and I got the property of my ex-husband. So the money I use by opening a kiosk to sell meatballs because I am very good at making meatballs. Different from you who are an educator.” Said my best friend who made me feel sorry for him, alone without parents or anyone who loves him now. Life is alone in this world.

“Your steps are right Nduk, always excited and grateful for whatever you have experienced.” My cetus encouraged him.

A wide smile was seen from Nduk's face that looked cheerful again. “Thanks for the motivation yes, you are indeed my best friend from the past until now.” Sahut Nduk with his happy face.

“Sssh, there's something that makes me curious about Nduk but if I ask you is afraid to make you remember the past.” Said Lianah while rubbing Nduk's back up and down.

The excited face that had just appeared on Nduk's face, instantly became so serious, his gaze that was now directed around the room and did not look at Lianah at all.

At first glance, Nduk who occasionally saw Lianah's face, then took a deep breath.

“My taste, I mean Li. It was a tough thing in my life, but how else. It turned out that my husband preferred to live with his cousin and be happy with him, although I accompanied him in distress but he preferred young leaves. During my marriage to her, I was fooled by all her sweet words, even though she was cheating on her cousin who lives with us.” Beber Nduk holding both hands.

“But how did you know your husband cheated on Nduk? Who knows if it's just your prejudice.” Ask Lianah who made Nduk immediately sniffed so cynically at her.

“You think yes Li, the instinct of the woman is very strong and much different from the male – male.” Nduk said that made Lianah speechless to hear his friend who was directly emotional with what had just been asked.