A Flick of Asa For Love
CHAPTER 39

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“You are evil, Nath! Tega you betrayed me. What does the word love and affection mean? Is this how you love me? Pain, Nath. It hurts so much. It hurts even more when Harsa hurt me first.” Widya squeezed the front of the shirt, more precisely the front of the chest. His heart feels so tight. His heart seemed to beat faster.

“How can you do this to me, Nath? Our togetherness, our love, it turns out all fake,” the balance is endless.

The clear details that continued to flow were proof of the pain that his heart felt. Anger, disappointment, pain, tightness, all the feelings were now struggling into one in his heart. His limp body felt powerless to accept the harsh reality of Nathan's betrayal. His gaze was hollow, but tears still faithfully trickled down.

“God, this really hurts. My heart was so badly hurt. It felt smashed to pieces no longer in shape and I could not save it even if it was just a small piece. Love, I love her sincerely and wholeheartedly, but why is it only pain that I get? Do I not deserve to be loved, Lord? What wrong? Why does this feel so cruel to me? Harsa and Nathan. Two people I've loved so much, but why do they hurt me so deeply?”

Widya spilled all her tastes. Until twenty minutes passed, Widya felt she was capable enough to leave Nathan's house. The house that today looks so lonely, out of nowhere all its inhabitants. Nathan didn't come. Widya wiped her tears. As if his heart had calmed down enough, he got up from his seat.

Just about to step foot, the sound of Nathan's motor sport was heard in his sense of hearing. Seeing that there was a heart idol on the porch of the house, Nathan rushed to park his motorbike and approached Widya. Widya's heart breaks when she sees Nathan's smile. Her tears could no longer be broken.

“Yang, you why?” Nathan's smile faded for a moment when he saw Widya's tears flowing, as well as Widya's glare at her. Now only the worry is so obvious on the face of his handsome. “Log in first, yuk!” bring him.

His hand outstretched to grab Widya's hand. Before Nathan managed to grab it, Widya had already dodged it. “Don't be like this. My heart hurts to see you like this. If I'm wrong, I'm sorry, but please, don't be like this!” Nathan grabs Widya into his arms despite Widya's rejection, but Nathan doesn't care.

Widya cries in Nathan's arms. Nathan's heart was so sad to see his heart stir like this. He was only able to calm Widya with a hug. Cuddling her so tightly as if afraid of letting go. For God's sake, her heart ached seeing Widya's cry.

Widya still spilled her tears on the chest of Nathan's field without taking out a word. Only sobs sounded so heartbreaking, while Nathan still faithfully kissed Widya's head while continuing to say 'sorry'.

“You are evil, Nath!” After a while, Widya finally spoke.

“Iya, I'm evil. Sorry me, yes!” please Nathan. Both of his hands were still tightly clenched Widya. “Don't cry, I beg you! My heart hurts to see you cry because of me,” he continued. His face now looks full of regret.

Widya is back. For a moment they enjoy each other's warm embrace, until finally Widya back to voice, “We just break up, Nath,” said Widya. However, it still sounded clear in Nathan's ears.

Nathan's heart stopped beating hearing what Widya had just said. His body suddenly stiffened, as if blood flow was no longer flowing. Widya parsed her embrace. Slowly he ventured to look into Nathan's eyes. There's nothing there. “We broke up, yes, Nath?” doors again.

Widya's second words send Nathan's soul back into her body. Nathan holds Widya by the shoulder and stares back at Widya's brown netra. “Ka-you don't joke, The!” His voice seemed to be stuck in his throat.

“I'm serious, Nath.” Nathan shook his head in disapproval. “I don't want to get hurt more, Nath. My heart is too fragile, so when you touch it with a little bit of a wound, it's broken. I want to save my heart even though now there is shapeless debris.” The tears were back melting.

“No! I don't want to break up! What mistakes have I made?" Nathan insists on questioning the reason why Widya said that.

Nathan rubbed his face in a ruffled manner. "No, Yang. I love you the same. I love you the same. I can't without you. Really am! Don't ever think of leaving my life, Yang!” please Nathan.

“You still love Vina. I know it. Even if it is a little, the feeling is still in your heart. And I, I can't accept that.” Widya. His heart was like being squeezed by something invisible.

“It is your attitude that makes me think like that. And this,” Widya gave her phone to Nathan. With trembling hands Nathan grabbed Widya's phone. Both of his eyes glared perfectly when he saw the image of himself with Vina who seemed to be kissing.

“Now, Honey. This is not real. It's not what you imagined. I can explain all this. I never really did anything like this with Vina,”, Nathan said. He grabbed Widya's hand for her to hold tightly.

“Then explain!” widya's Order.

“That time Vina wanted to fall and I helped her, that was it. This must be Cindy. He must be willing to ruin our relationship by taking advantage of Vina's presence. Really, honey, I never did that either then or now.” Widya was still fixated on hearing Nathan's words. He looked into Nathan's netra, looking for honesty there.

“Honey, for me to love is to keep. Like I love you sincerely. Therefore, I always look after you, your honor, your pride. I never thought about doing anything like that before we got married. Especially Vina? Don't ever think that I'm a jerk who likes to play girls and likes to do things like that. If I were such a man, I would have ruined you a long time ago. Dating here and there. Why did I spend five years in love? Trust me, Yang!” nathan at length tried to convince Widya.

Widya tried to digest the word for word Nathan said. However, when Vina's words came back that they enjoyed each other's kiss, Widya's heart rumbled again. He threw Nathan's hand rough.

“But he said you guys enjoyed each other's kiss. Even he said you didn't have to apologize to him even if you knowingly did. Is he lying?” ask Widya.

“Dia? Who?” Nathan is confused.

“Vina,” replied Widya briefly.

Nathan gawks, distrusting Widya's answer. “Now, Honey. Vina couldn't possibly admit to something that didn't happen. Really, Vina is not that kind of person. It must be Cindy.” Nathan clenched both his hands. “Tell me, did he provoke you again? Because there's no way Vina's gonna admit that. There is no benefit to him. I'll do the same calculation Cindy.”

Widya smiled cynically, finding Nathan so trusting Vina. It even seemed to know anything about Vina. It made Widya's chest back tight. “Because Vina wants you, Nath. He wants to separate us. Not Cindy,” Widya said.

“You don't think about Vina! I know very well who Vina is and what you're saying doesn't make sense. Vina is not a lowly girl like Cindy who wants to do disgusting things for her benefit,” Nathan said.

Widya's heart was getting stifling. The wound was still gaping, but Nathan deliberately sowed salt on it. “Then we break up, Nath!” widya pinta.

“Now!” Nathan's voice was rising. “Until any time, we will never break up. Honey, beat me up! Trust me the same! I love and love you. You are my life.” Nathan grabbed both Widya's shoulders. His eyes looked at Widya's bead.

“I'm tired, Nath. My heart is not that strong to share,” softly while breaking away from Nathan. Feeling that this debate will not finish well, Widya chose to leave. He ran out of Nathan's house with tears. “All is clear enough, Nath. Meaning of Vina in your life. Even you are so defensive and trust her,” inner Widya.

Widya no longer cared for Nathan's voice calling her name and trying to catch up with her steps.

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