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A month passed after the last meeting between Nathan, Widya, and Vina. Widya who looks happy because she is surrounded by good friends, especially Harsa who always tries to be on Widya's side because she does not want to see the girl sad. Even Vina the girl who hurt her heart, now really kept her promise by not showing herself again in front of Nathan. Apparently Vina was really serious with his words to apologize and improve his attitude by returning home to Singapore and leaving Indonesia.
This morning Nathan has looked neat with a light blue shirt with khaki pants that dress his perfect body. Nathan still looks handsome. Although if considered well, will appear hair that began to look long, because for two months he never cut his hair. At the bottom of his eyes was blackened like panda eyes due to lack of sleep. However, it all does not reduce his good looks.
After finishing preparing and putting the files in the bag, Nathan rushed to the apartment parking lot, approached the blue ridye montain metal BMW car, which was a car, the one he just bought three months ago before he broke up with Widya.
After Nathan sits perfectly behind the wheel, he starts driving his car to the group's Z office. The office that Zacky founded two months ago in Indonesia. Initially Nathan accepted a side job from Zacky just a mere fad. Zacky who feels that Nathan has the intelligence in terms of business continues to beg Nathan to work for him, even though it is not separated from Liana's orders.
Even Zacky gave Nathan a choice if he could work at home. However, during this one month Nathan actually chose to do all his work in Zacky's office. If he forced to do it in the apartment, he would only feel tight in the chest, because he would only remember the shadow of Widya's face, the girl he loved.
“Good morning, Mas Nathan," greet the two receptionists with a smile from behind his desk. However, Nathan only nodded coldly without the slightest smile.
“Lo face why the hell, Nath, rigid kayak kanebo dry?” Zacky patted Nathan on the shoulder in front of the elevator, making Nathan turn his head and raise his shoulders. Some female employees who wanted to approach him discouraged him, because of Nathan's cold and rigid attitude.
Finally, the elevator is filled only by two handsome men, making Zacky want to invite Nathan to talk.
“Lo doesn't do it, Nath? Lo should have again completed the final task lo, ‘kan,” asked Zacky.
“Let's go to campus at three in the afternoon, Bang. My dumper is usually late afternoon. Hence, today I can come morning.” Seeing the elevator open Nathan was out accompanied by Zacky beside him.
“Nath, you work at my place, right, just part time. I don't want you to push yourself too much. I don't want you to suddenly get sick and I'm wronged by aunt Liana and om Daniel because of my cooperation until I don't remember the time,” said Zacky at length like an older brother who was advising his beloved sister.
“Gue is fine, really, Bang. I'm also happy to help you here,” said Nathan slowly, but Zacky knows that Nathan is very injured at the moment. The Nathan he used to know, his time in Singapore was a cheerful and rancid Nathan, a man who wanted to know about everything. In fact, at a very young age, Nathan was able to replace Daniel as the leader of a large company in Singapore when Daniel was sick. Unlike the Nathan he sees now, Nathan is quiet, cold, and fragile.
“True Aunt Liana said, that the girl is not only able to make Nathan's world become colored, but the girl is also able to make Nathan's heart become completely dark, so, beyond the dark that Vina once gave Nathan first, Zacky's inner”.
“Bang.” Nathan patted Zacky on the shoulder, resuscitating the man who was thinking about his fate.
“Ngagetin I'm aja, lo, Nath. What's up?” ask Zacky.
“Lo why, Bang? Early in the morning, I daydreamed. Nightmares, lo, Bang?” Nathan displayed his smirk, then shook his head.
“Badness, nih, son. I was thought to be daydreaming dirty. I'm thinking of you again, asshole,” Inner Zacky.
“Who else daydreams? Do you want it to be the same as me?” zacky asked annoyedly, then began to enter his study followed by Nathan.
Zacky and Nathan have the same workspace. Zacky doesn't want to leave Nathan alone by working in a separate room. Working in the same room makes it easier for Zacky to keep an eye on Nathan.
“Today we have ten o'clock meeting, right, Bang?” ask Nathan, “With Malaysian investors?” he continued as he stepped foot to his desk and began to open the file.
“Yes, as scheduled. My secretary said, they're coming to the office today. Wh why? You haven't prepared the material?” ask Zacky suspiciously. Actually Zacky knew that Nathan was a professional man, so there was no way he would make one mistake.
“This I prepared, all the files I have entered into one map. You just have to reread the file, Bang. Let no error occur.” Nathan moved from his place to Zacky's desk and handed over the files he had prepared.
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According to what Nathan said, exactly at three in the afternoon Nathan headed to the campus to meet the guidance counselor. Arriving at the Nathan campus began to go to the lecturer's room to conduct guidance and submission of final assignments. Not much is said by the lecturer, because according to the lecturer, the thesis made by Nathan is quite perfect.
“I'm fine, Mom. I did not have time for lunch because I was busy working together. Keep in a hurry here.” Nathan replied calmly.
“Alright, Nathan. Our guidance today was quite old. Go to the campus cafeteria to eat! If you are sick, you will not be able to graduate,” said the lecturer to Nathan.
“Good, Mom. I'm sorry.” Nathan stood up and then left his guidance counselor.
Nathan's steps came to a halt right at the canteen entrance. Netra is sad Nathan is not stopping to pay attention to the happy smile of Widya who is in the cafeteria with her two best friends, Karin and Kartika. Every time he saw Widya's happy smile, Nathan's heart became warm but also felt very sore at the same time, because it was not him who made Widya happy, but other people.
After being satisfied to see the happy smile of the girl he loved, with no intention of seeing her, Nathan leaves the cafeteria without entering. Nathan doesn't want to see Widya's smile fade due to her presence. For the first time, Nathan missed his meal.
With heavy strides, Nathan left Widya with a million wishes in his heart. So that someday only he can publish that smile.
As Nathan approaches his car, Nathan encounters Harsa, Edo, and Zakir. Edo and Zakir, who were still ordinary to Nathan, greeted him warmly, in contrast to Harsa who looked cold to Nathan.
“Lost guidance, Bro?” ask Edo.
“Yes, I'm out of guidance. I unplug first yes, Guys,” said Nathan, but immediately prevented by Zakir.
“Wait, Nath! Your face is very thick. Lo sick, huh?” pierce Zakir with all his questions, then put the back of his hand on Nathan's forehead to check Nathan's body temperature. But that made Zakir surprised.
“Buset, bye!" pekik Zakir's. "It's really hot, huh, jidat? I'll sip my mom's pot if I boil some more water. Lo fever, Nath? If you have a fever, you don't have to go to college. Your health is more important,” Zakir's nagging like old fathers who worry about their children.
“Gue, it's okay, really, Zak. I'm fine, so you don't have to worry too much about me,” replied Nathan weakly.
“Thank you for worrying about me. I'll pull it off, Guys,” tells Nathan to Harsa, Edo, and Zakir. However, had not been able to open the car door Nathan's body had collapsed, making Harsa swiftly catch him. Harsa who felt Nathan was in a weak condition started carrying Nathan's body in the seat beside the steering wheel. Harsa wants to take Nathan to the hospital.
“Do, Zak, you follow me in my car, let me take Nathan's car. We must quickly take this child to the hospital,” Harsa's orders are firm which are soon followed by Edo and Zakir. Nathan is one of his best friends. While Nathan who is helpless can only obey.
On the way to the hospital there was only silence between the two of them. There is no talk between the two. Nathan was still sitting weakly in his chair. After thirty minutes of silence, Nathan began to speak.
“Still, Sa. You already want to nolongin me,” said Nathan weak.
“This is no problem, Nath. Lo my friend, I should have brought you to the hospital,” replied Harsa straightforwardly.
“Thank you also for changing me to keep and make Widya smile back.” Nathan said it sincerely while staring at Harsa. Then he closed his eyes.
Harsa was stunned to hear Nathan's words. "Lo thinks Widya wants me to smile? In fact, now Widya also keeps a distance from me, because I know her love Widya currently only for lo, Nath,” inner Harsa while staring at the city streets.
“Gue thinks you'll be fine, Nath, after breaking up from Widya. Turns out you got down like this. I think my love for Widya is big enough. But, it turns out that your love for Widya is much greater. I just want the best for Widya, Nath. And only lo part of his happiness.” Harsa is back. Every now and then he glanced at the helpless man beside him.
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Ouch, Nath. That heartbreak is so. There is no Widya, there is still me, 🤭
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