A Flick of Asa For Love
CHAPTER 66

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"Take care of yourself, Nath! Don't make the same mistake of embarrassing others in public again! Vina is your best friend. So you don't deserve to do that to him, either" Widya said after seeing Nathan begin to gain control.

Nathan heard what Widya said. “Best friend? Which best friend would destroy his own best friend?” inner Nathan. He felt as if a sledgehammer had struck him right in the heart. It hurts to hear that word. Sentences that remind him of what he has done to Widya.

In fact, Widya wants to not care about anything Nathan does, but after all Nathan was once a special person in her heart. He did not want everyone to think of Nathan as an arrogant man and could not appreciate women.

Nathan let out a rough breath. While Vina can only see Widya and Nathan who look at each other lovingly, but hold back. Tears spilled when he saw all that, especially Nathan's words were so harsh on him.

Vina didn't expect Nathan to be that rude to her. His head shrunk instantly. Torn for a bit of regret in his mind, he was too confident to be able to get his Nathan back. In fact, all the work he has done has been in vain. Even the plan he thought would go smoothly, still could not return Nathan's love for him.

Nathan gave a small smile when he realized his hand was still in Widya's grasp. There was warmth in his heart. The warmth he so longed for lately.

"I know everything, honey. I'm sorry for being this stupid! I'm sorry, if I didn't believe you back then and couldn't control my emotions. I'm sorry, because of this rotten woman, you're back hurt because of me. I'm sorry!" please Nathan sincerely. His eyes stared at the girl who had once been his lover.

"Don't I ever say, Nath? I have forgiven you. It's just that an apology can't change what happened before." Widya took her hand off Nathan. "Don't make it harder for me to heal these wounds, Nath! Please give me a little space! I also don't want to make this heart wound deeper, Nath. So let me treat him first."

Nathan was silent to Widya's words. Her heart was also slashed through every word Widya said to her. Yes, everything has happened and it is impossible for him to change. Only regret that he now felt. Very sad chest. Nathan's gaze moved on Vina. There was no more gentleness there, only anger and disappointment. "Never appear before me again. Get out of here!" hardik Nathan's.

"You're bad, Nath." Vina who had shed tears left Nathan and Widya. He could no longer see Nathan's anger. Her heart ached, her chest tightness recalled Nathan's treatment this time. However, his love for Nathan cannot be denied. His little heart still wants Nathan back. "I still love you, Nath. I can definitely bring you back to me," Inner Vina.

After Vina's departure, Nathan and Widya still stand glued. They looked at each other, clearly visible gazes of deep yearning from both of them. However, both of them could not devote their respective yearnings. Widya who has been very disappointed with Nathan, Nathan was afflicted with deep regret to the idol.

"I go first, Nath," Widya said without waiting for Nathan to answer. He left Nathan alone.

"Darling, I'm sorry," Nathan said. He immediately rubbed a drop of clear hair dripping in the corner of his eyes while continuing to look at Widya's departure which was getting away from his sight.

Widya tries to strengthen her heart, she is not the type of person who easily forgets. Especially forgetting about her love. Undeniably, there is still a residual taste for Nathan who is trying to bury him deeply. Widya did not want to get hurt any deeper. There are dreams and ideals that he must achieve. There are parents to be proud of. He does not want his love affairs to impact on his dreams and future.

Widya's determination to forget Nathan was round, she had to rise even though she had to pretend hard even though her heart injury was still so painful. "You can do it, Wid. Come on, spirit again!" Widya tried to encourage herself.

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Since the incident on campus at that time, Nathan has become increasingly quiet. The regret that always accompanied his days made Nathan did not dare to meet Widya again. College that has entered the final semester, making the intensity of meetings in the classroom decreases.

Nathan lost his way, he lost his love. The light of his life had been dimmed by the fatal mistake he made himself. If time could be repeated, but it has all happened. Regretting was free, now he can only ask the owner of life, hopefully he is still given the opportunity to reach his love again. Reuniting the heart rubble he had broken. When that happens, he will always be waiting for it.

Nathan's phone rings, Nathan seems to already know who contacted him, but he is reluctant to pick it up. Yeah, Mama Liana called Nathan, because she hasn't been home for a week. They only exchange news through Whatsapp chat only.

Nathan's cell phone rang repeatedly, but he still did not want to pick up a phone call from his mother. As usual, he just sent a chat to Mama and her twin sisters, if he is okay now he just needs time to be alone. He wanted to calm down for a moment.

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While in an apartment room belonging to Vina, the girl pecked herself in front of the mirror. He watched every inch of his body. "What am I lacking, Nath? I'm more everything than Widya the girl of the village. Can't you see it? Even my love is the same you are still the same as before. I also knew you first, Nathan," murmured Vina.

Despite Vina's repeated rejection from Nathan, he does not give up. He'll keep trying to get Nathan's love back. He was sure, Nathan at that time was just a momentary emotion. He had to convince Nathan that all he did was simply because he loved Nathan so much. He didn't want to lose Nathan.

Unbeknownst to Nathan, Vina follows him on his way home from college. Several times he asked where Nathan lived to Liana's aunt, Evan, and Elen, but no one told him. He finally tried to find it himself.

"Nathan!" vina shouted as Nathan got out of his car. He approached Nathan. Nathan was a little surprised to see Vina, but after that he ignored her as well. He continued walking as if he did not see Vina there.

Feeling unthinkable, Vina finally pulls Nathan's arm. "Nath, beat me up! We need to talk, Nath. You misunderstand me, give me a chance to explain it to you. It's not like you think, Nath."

Nathan's still flinching. He continued to walk regardless of Vina whose breath was already wheezing because she followed his steps with a little running. Vina's still trying to seduce Nathan, "Nath, please don't let me be like this! I can't calm down if you fuck me. We're Nath's best friends, don't make our friendship ruined just because of something so trivial."

"It's trivial you say? THAT'S ENOUGH, VINA! I'M SICK OF LO!" Nathan emphasized his words. Please get out of here, don't bother me anymore, don't make me lose control like yesterday if you don't want to mengesel! You should be grateful to Widya, if yesterday he did not nenangin me, I do not know what I will do to you at that time. Go!" nathan Sentak.

Vina still held Nathan's arm. It made Nathan furious and brushed off Vina's rough hand. "GUE SAY, GO!" nathan snapped, then passed leaving Vina who was still still glued to her teary eyes.

Vina's cry finally broke, she couldn't stand it anymore. His heart ached with Nathan's attitude as if he really did not want to see her again. "Nathan, you're changing, Nath. You are no longer my Nathan," said Vina on the sidelines of her sobbing, she sat down and looked at Nathan's back further away from her sight.

The warm rubbing on Vina's back restores her consciousness, she feels calmer and feels rediscovering the warmth and comfort she once felt. Vina turned her head, between happy and sad she looked at the figure who had currently smiled and gave a reassuring look to her.

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