From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
The secret revealed

I remember it back. After visiting Ilyas Hospital, Joseph hugged me with his motorbike. He just kept quiet until I realized. He didn't take me to my boarding house, he took me to his house.

“why did you bring me here Yusuf ?” ask her.

Joseph got off his bike and he hugged me, so tightly that he didn't want to let go.

“what is Yusuf ?. This is embarrassing in front of your house like this” I told him.

“i'm jealous, seeing you close to Ilyas. I want to be like this first” he said to me gently.

How stupid I was to make my girlfriend worry about this. Yet all this time Joseph has shown his love for me as a Secret Admirer. I was confused about how I felt about Joseph. I returned his embrace and said to him.

“can I go to your house ?” ask her.

He nodded and led me into his house. I was brought into his room and it made me flutter. The room is full of colors with posters of singers. Joseph brought me a cold drink and sat down beside me.

“Yusuf, which family is your ?” ask her.

“My dad usually comes home in the middle of the night. If my mother, already died when I was 10,” he replied in a quiet voice.

“forgive me” I said to him.

On Ilyas' appeal, I was even more stupid for not knowing my boyfriend. We have already had this relationship. I held her hand, and it was getting darker. Our feelings were overflowing at the time. Joseph took hold of my chin and softly poked my lips. I didn't fight back at all, because for me this should have been normal for us. and it wasn't the first time we did it.

outside it was raining, Joseph pushed me and tried to take off my clothes.I was embarrassed at first and held his hand. I tried to hold him until he looked at me.

“you don't want ?” Ask Yusuf.

He's so cheating. I couldn't look him in the face even though the room was a little dark. I took my hand off and closed my chest.

“ini... first time for me..” I said slowly to him.

“then...I'll slow down and put on the safety” reply to me.

She undressed me, and she undressed afterwards. He treated my body gently. My heart was pounding as our bodies touched. We ended up naked like babies. He wiped my face and said to me

“i will slowly” he said to me.

I just nodded my head. And at first it hurt so much that I had to bite him on the shoulder. But in the end, we were together that night. Remembering it was so happy that I finally heard something I didn't want to hear from Ilyas' mouth, my body was so limp and shocked to hear the sound of lightning striking.

Lately I have been fantasizing about myself. Remembering Ilyas' words earlier, it made me not believe.

Ilyas ever killed anyone ?

not just one but a few ?

That's not possible.

A person as good as himself would not do that.

But hearing his words about Sin Redemption and Hand Washing, it seemed like it was too heavy a word just to struggle normally.

So, did Ilyas really ever kill someone ?.

That question always popped into my mind.

The next day, the sky looks cloudy because it was raining very hard last night. I walked with Joseph after putting his bike in the parking lot.

"Icha, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been that irritated. Because of me, I made you two awkward again" Yusuf told me.

"Do you know Ilyas ever killed anyone ?" I asked Joseph in a quiet voice.

Joseph was silent for a moment and did not set foot. I looked at him and he saw me.

"i just know, he killed someone. But the details I don't know for sure" replied Yusuf.

That was enough to surprise me. Because killing someone is not an ordinary thing.

Yusuf explained what happened after hearing that, Nuge looked at me and he went to ask his boss for permission to rest for a while.

"You parked your bike, and got in my car. I'm sorry my car is illegal because it's handmade" Nuge said.

" woah isn't that cool?. You're assembling your own car ?" ask the astonished Joseph.

I nudged Yusuf so he wouldn't go overboard.

"It's okay, excuse me.." I replied as I got in the car.

Nuge took us to the public grave to one of the tombs that read in the name of Khaled.

"He was our friend Khaled. He is not known as One Eagle. But, he always hangs out with us and gives us information that is important and that we do not know. We nicknamed him Database-Sama" Nuge said after praying at his friend's grave.

"What does this have to do with this guy ?" ask Nuge.

"when I was young, Ilyas and I used to kill people. Honestly, we wouldn't be afraid if we didn't do that. Who is afraid of ordinary high school delinquents to make an uproar ?” nuge explained.

“Killing people is the key” Nuge continued while looking at both his hands.

It was really surprising. Hearing from Nuge's mouth that came out just like a burden, he seemed to think it was common.

“do you not regret it ?” I asked Nuge.

“of course we regret it. I always vomit when I do. But we do it because we have to. If we don't do it, the people we love or maybe we ourselves will be killed” replied Nuge.

“but on my appeal, Ilyas is a steel-hearted human being. So often, his hands were covered in blood that never dried. He always sacrificed himself. Killing someone, it's no surprise to him” Nuge explained.

That day I understood, why Ilyas bravely fought against such a large number of people, it turned out that he was used to it.

No. gabe….

It is the conditions that force him to get used to it

“But, different story with him. He was the one Ilyas was proud of. He is our best friend. During our battle, we tried to help Ilyas who was under trial by one of the gangsters. He has no proof that he is innocent because he has the right information and the gangster wants to have it. Me and Database-sama are trying to help her. When we managed to get the evidence, I tried to protect him but I was off guard and he got shot after getting the evidence on his laptop”, Nuge told him about his past.

I was a little surprised to hear the story, and he continued the story.

“that time I managed to get Ilyas to win from the Trial, but the fact that Khaled died, Ilyas did not accept that. Ilyas was raging and unbearable. He flattened the delinquent himself and almost killed everyone there including me who was trying to hold him" Nuge explained.

Listening to Nuge's explanation, I was a little surprised to hear that Ilyas' dark past turned out to be that heavy.

"At that time, the Dark side of One Eagle was born. And I always try to hold back Ilyas' emotions when he goes berserk. However, our friend Rika was also not saved after the incident that made her have to go to the Psychiatric Hospital. He always regretted not being able to protect his own friend and considered himself that it was not the gangster who killed Khaled, it was not the Gangsters who made Rika so mentally ill, but ilyas himself made that mistake so this all happened because he was unable to protect him. Looking at the fallen ilyas like that, I became the bright side of One Eagle by calming Ilyas down as he wanted to explode. Different from ilyas now ?. I was even surprised why he turned like that" Nuge explained.

Knowing the truth I was devastated. Because Ilyas thought it was a man who could be found anywhere. But in fact, Ilyas is a person who desperately needs help and needs a helping hand by someone. So that he can get out of that dark side. Suddenly Nuge pointed at me and said to me

“now is your turn, I heard that you are the Light. If you're his best friend, it's your job to calm his heart when he's hurt. Are you going to depend on Ilyas forever?” said Nuge who really hit me.

As soon as I remembered the words that said you were my light shining light, that was the reason. I took Joseph's hand and said to him

"Yusuf, tonight we're going to mess with Ilyas right ?. Teach me how to play that game" I told Yusuf.

She just held my hand while smiling at me, she nodded her head. Hearing that, Nuge was surprised at me

"i've been quite dramatic about my past. Why even ask to play the game anyway ?" ask Nuge to me.

I held Nuge's hand and smiled at him.

“Thank you, Nuge, you completely dispel my doubts about her. Thanks to you, I can talk to him” I said to Nuge.

“Database-Sama, it looks like our friend Ilyas hasn't changed at all” said Nuge looking towards Khaled's grave.

I bowed my head before his grave and sprinkled flowers into his grave, saying.

“Database-Sama, thank you for protecting him. Thanks to you, I'm friends with him. And thanks to you, I met him” muttered me in front of Khaled's grave.