From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
Between My Friend and My Secret Admirer (Icha Story)

That day I had no idea what Ilyas had in mind. After that incident, he always avoided me and was far away from me.

What happened to our friendship ?.

I'm getting confused.

Even though I ran as the chairman of HMJ so that I was known as well as him.

I will tell Ilyas to be useful and not to be denigrated again on campus as a gloomy person.

People as good as themselves do not have to be alone and suffer.

But on that day, he responded to her normally. And in fact, he said strangely to me

"do I dare decide on my girlfriend for my own best friend ?" my mumble that was accidentally heard by my friend who happened to live.

"Heh, what's up Icha ?. There's a new rumor until you say so ?" ask my friend.

"Don't be so Ammi. I'm just bugging you" I'm going back to him.

"Tell me, we're friends, right ?. Yes, although it can not replace the position of the gloomy for you. But, I will listen to it" Ammi said persuading me.

It feels right, after Ilyas silenced me again I don't know to whom I'm talking things like this if not him ?. When I was with Joseph, I was a little afraid because he was very possessive (jealous). So I told Ammi until when it was over, Ammi was surprised and said to me

"apparently.... Ilyas has such feelings for you ?. Even though I knew the truth from the beginning" Ammi told me.

"What do you mean ?" ask him because I don't know what he means.

"You know, he accidentally said that because he likes you. We are in Nusantarakan Philosophy ?. If we examine this, normally it is not possible if women are best friends with men but there is no feeling of flowering in the slightest" said Ammi explained.

Hearing that made me a little surprised

"you mean, I.. I.. Ilyas likes me ?" I asked him as if he didn't believe me.

Ammi laughed at me heartily as she did not expect my expression to respond to her.

"when Ilyas showed it clearly from the beginning, he was very close to you even different from Joseph before shooting you. Whatever your complaint he listened to it well, he was so supportive of you that he faced Rahman. Then you guess I don't know, every time you're in danger Ilyas must be sick again and scarred. For me who is close to you, it is clear that he is helping you. She was my type if her face wasn't that grim" Ammi explained to me.

"How ?. Definitely not ?" ammi convinced me.

His words made me feel ungodly. After hearing that, just imagining Ilyas's face now made my heart thump.

What is this ?.

Even when Yusuf expressed his feelings my feelings did not thump as hard as this.

Could it be... because I'm hungry ?.

When you look at the clock, the clock shows midnight. I think I'm hungry. So I cooked indomie back then.

“i is-there is. Laper really considered Baper?. but people say, Laper ama Baper different thin. What is it ?” mumbling alone.

A few days have passed I have also avoided ilyas out of embarrassment. Until finally Kiki invited us together. I wonder what Ilyas would react if I said that to resign. Apparently, the answer is enough to support me.

Does he really like me ?.

But I had a relationship with Yusuf.

Yusuf seems to like me too.

So is that true ?.

My relationship with Ilyas as a best friend really ended like this ?.

I looked at her while wondering at her in my mind.

How deeply do you like me actually Ilyas ?.

a few days passed, we were busy with our activities. Everyone spread both support for both camps. Between me, and Dina. Even though it was like that, I continued my studies. There was one moment where it felt so tired. I just sit on the bench and put my head on the table. Unintentionally, he put a bottle of cold drink on my cheek to my surprise.

“Don't pout that way, your face is rese’ if you're tired” he told me.

“what's your business if my face rese’ ?” I was upset with him.

“that's my business, because you still consider me a friend. Even though I already thought you were gray” Ilyas replied coldly to me.

Hearing that from him, I thought. Was he jealous because I was dating Joseph?. Moreover, I was already very close to him.

Not long after, Joseph came with a snack.

Wow, that's a danger.

Joseph could be jealous again because there was Ilyas.

Joseph approached Ilyas and said to him.

“what are you doing to my boyfriend ?” Ask Joseph who seems upset.

TUH KAAAANNNN HE'S JEALOUS

Ilyas just grinned in response to Joseph and said to Joseph.

“Don't get me wrong, I'm here to see Ammi” Ilyas replied and then approached Ammi.

“heh ?. Me ?” Ask the surprised Ammi.

Ilyas approached Ammi and pulled Ammi out while holding her hand.

“Already, follow me briefly” reply Ilyas pull Ammi.

Joseph and I saw it petrified not to be expected. Since when was Ilyas close to Ammi ?.

“Ti.. don't guess yah the ?” Joseph asked in surprise.

“i. yes. I don't even know what to respond to it like” answers me nervously.

Not felt, the time of the election of the chairman of HMJ finally arrived.I attended it and paid attention to the accountability report of the previous HMJ. After that the release and election of the chairman, yes even though the results I failed. After the event ended, we drafted a positional arrangement instructor. I chose to be his deputy because I wasn't elected, but, it happened according to what I didn't expect.

"I don't think you should be Icha's deputy" Dina told me.

"You are diligent and seem able to work together. How about you be a secretary ?" dina offered me.

"If it's a deputy, I'll call Ian. Because he is a man and deserves to replace me if I'm not around" Dina said clearly.

That time I didn't fight back. I actually wanted to be a deputy but she expected me to be her offer and her secretary. That night I told Joseph the incident on campus and he was quite surprised after hearing the situation.

"is it okay ?. You will be very busy" Yusuf assured me.

"It's okay, I'll take care of myself" I said to calm him down.

"in that case, I will visit you every time. You don't have to bother this time to come to me. You know I love you Icha" Yusuf told me.

"I know what, baby, but there are zombies. I've been biting your cheeks like before" I said teasingly.

And he laughed that night because of what I said. But after that he shut up for a moment and said to me.

“you... really love me right Icha ?” askinya.

“why do you sound doubtful like that?” I asked to go back to him.

“no... I just.. forget” reply like waiting for certainty.

“aku Darling. Otherwise, I wouldn't have given you everything” said I calmed him down

well I need not hesitate to say it. After all, I have already made up my mind from the beginning, I will love my Secret Admirer before.

After saying that, he sounded very happy. And we continued the call at what time.