From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
End of a Relationship (Ilyas and Icha Story)

                                                                                                        ...*id*...

After that incident, Dina finally ventured to close the Event.

“...Thank you for enlivening our show !!!!” dina said while bowing her head.

After closing the Event, all supported Dina because the program she was working on was very successful and earned praise. Dina cried even though I knew the reason for her crying was not because she was moved but she cried because she was depressed by me and In fact this event succeeded because the HMJ Qibla was centered on Icha, not on Dina.

A few days passed, my name got worse and I was nicknamed a geeky person. Likewise, Dina who uses ordinary Style is not as beautiful as Primadona once was. But people still appreciate it because it changes more and more.

Their bullian to me got worse until sometimes I was flush on Wc even my desk often in doodles. I'm even worse than before. Even Dina's supporters beat me up. And being lazy to respond, I let them beat me up. At that time I was thinking only one thing.

What kind of bullian is not creative ?.

Even the High School kid in school. If bullied a serious person dong.

If the next way is less, maybe I will teach a tutorial how to bully to all of them.

Dina came to me after being beaten by those uncreative students

"why don't you fight a fool ?. You could if you wanted to" Dina told me.

"That's if I wanted to, but I've thought about the consequences. You do have a lot of fucking fans" I told him.

Dina smeared my wounds with gloves drenched in bottled water.

"forgive me, if I wasn't this selfish, you wouldn't have to get hurt. Though you only intend to help me" Dina said softly.

"you know, everyone can change. When we take her down the right and right path" I reply to her.

Hearing that, Dina smiled and looked towards the sky.

"In the future, you're perfectly suited to be a teacher. It must be very exciting, your students will respect you" Dina told me.

"that was my goal from the beginning. I will become a Teacher, and give my students free but purposeful thinking. That way, their future will be bright. They do not need to be ignored anymore as teachers who pursue the Ranking" I told Dina.

Not long after that, I cleaned myself up in WC then when I came out, Icha was running Ngos-nangosan and it seemed, he was looking for me. My feelings said, maybe this conversation will hurt both of us in the end.

                                                                                            ...*if*...

After our Concert together, Dina finally came too. With a gloomy face and already crying eyes. Just then, I found Ilyas and approached him

"what did you do to Dina ?" manya curious.

"i'm just doing something as a Dark and Dark side. After this, don't come near me again or you'll get the impact" Ilyas replied to me with a smile.

No way, he must have done it again.

I hate this Ilyas Smile.

What else have you sacrificed to you, Ilyas ?

"What do you mean ?" ask her.

He approached me and held my head

"we.... Can't be like before. We, don't need to be friends anymore ?. Enough of us as friends" he said and left me.

I don't want to be like this

and we talked again

He already smiled at me

Why did it end like this ?.

"Why !!!?. Why do you always stay away from me !!!?. We are friends, not !!!?" yell at him.

His steps stopped and looked at me

"tomorrow you will see, I will become a Culun to replace the previous position of Dina" he replied and left me.

I don't know what that means but, the next day I understood. He was really hated by one Faculty for making HMJ chairman Dina depressed and snapping at him. Until Dina finally changed her appearance with normal circumstances in general. A few days passed and it got worse, Ilyas in Bulli inhumanly. The Lecturers closed their eyes and did not care.

I can't let this go. I wanted to help him but suddenly, Joseph took my hand and stopped me.

"What are you gonna do ?" ask Yusuf.

"He did it intentionally. You know how strong he is, right ?. There's a reason why he didn't fight" Yusuf assured me.

"Take me off, but Ilyas is still hurt in Bulli, right ?. Ilyas is also a Human !!!" I snore at Yusuf.

Suddenly, he held my hand with both hands and let me go

"it's true, you care more lately about Ilyas after knowing how he feels about you, right ?. L'm... A little jealous." Joseph said to me, bowing his head.

What's wrong with me ?.

I'm worried about Ilyas watching my own boyfriend.

Even though I myself said I would choose the feelings of my girlfriend rather than my own best friend.

I approached her and held her cheek. He slapped my hand away my hand to his cheek.

"I'm sorry, I'm not supposed to hurt your heart" I said, calming her down.

We were silent for a moment because it felt so awkward.

"no.... I've been doing this stupid thing all along. I stepped up to my own magistrate and tortured myself" said Yusuf who puzzled me.

"I... Don't understand what you mean ?" ask her.

He still lowered his head and held both of my shoulders

"sorry.... I've been lying to you all this time.... In order to win you over, I made an unforgivable mistake.... I'm sorry." Yusuf said to me.

I was shocked and did not understand his words. I'm staring at nothing to say.

"I... Not your real secret admirer. Everything I told you was all Icha's lie. I pretended that you wanted to be my girlfriend." she continued.

When Joseph said that, my heart really hurt not being able to digest his words. I thought he was just kidding then I asked

"You... kidding, isn't Joseph?. As usual, your joke isn't funny" I asked him.

"Listen to me, this is the truth. And I don't want to regret anything anymore. All this time the one who gave you food during the famine was secretly not me, it was Ilyas. He did it and pretended to know nothing. The one who gave you a rose, it wasn't me, it was Ilyas. Because he knows you like flowers when you're sad. I didn't even know anything at the time" he told me.

And it surprised me when Joseph told me.

"He sent your Burger out that day, yes it was him. Ilyas deliberately hasn't come home while driving you to deliver food for you, he even gave you your favorite teddy bear let you like it. And when you cry for not being able to do the job as a secretary, he's the one who did it wearing that Scream mask. He's disguised as me. And I, just took the chance to get close to me that night.... I don't deserve to have your whole body" said Yusuf, who made things clear.

I saw Yusuf's face, he didn't show lies. Instead, he showed me a face of regret.

"what more lies do you keep ?" I asked with disappointment in Joseph.

"I underestimated it that much. I was jealous because he was able to get close to you when his style was gloomy and looks Naughty because smoking freely beside you, I looked for his identity and even asked his friends. I finally found out he killed someone. I threatened her and she seemed threatened and I acknowledged being a Secret Admirer to you when I saved you. I like to see his disappointed expression when I approach you even I'm happy to be closer to you than he is. Moreover, you are able to accept my possessive side. And when I saw ilyas' true self, I was terrified. Because it looks like he could have killed me if he had the chance. But he admitted himself when he killed someone, somehow my lowest side said no because after saying that, he didn't destroy my relationship. I'm a bad person, right ?. Even he is jealous of me, I am still proud !!!. But, not anymore. After saying her feelings, I felt like a sin to break your relationship. And you look like you want to get closer to her than I do. Because it's.... Forgive me for making this mistake.... I beg you to forgive me." said Joseph to me even bowed to me.

Uhh.... It felt so upset that I wanted to slap him in front of me.

But considering that I was angry and snapped at him about my feelings, I looked stupid not to realize that he was my Secret Admirer.

Am I that bad ?.

So evil, I vented on Yusuf

"you are the worst.... I even gave you my first kiss, even my virginity I gave you and you lied to me all this time ?. You're the worst Yusuf !!!!" snapped to him.

"Go away from me and don't show your face again in front of me... Hix... I'm really disappointed in you." My words are getting louder.

"I will curse you for the rest of Joseph's life. God damn it !!!!" I snatched and left Joseph.

While running I only remember the good side of Ilyas all this time by my side. And imagining her turning out to be my secret admirer. I went around the Faculty to find him. My feelings were so explosive that I got in front of the public wc, I found it. He looks battered and seeing it I can't bear. From the beginning I could not see his kindness.

It is not me who shines brightly.

But it was Ilyas who shone until I could not see him.

And the dark side is actually me

For not being able to accept the side of his goodness that he has been given all this time for me.

I was really the worst for him.