From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
Decisionmaking

When I started coming home with Nuge in his car, it turned out that my parents noticed it and our car came face to face and almost crashed. At that time, I couldn't say anything more. Nuge and I were rebuked and angered like children. I could only sit and quietly look at the mother who was nagging.

"your mother did not stop nagging yaaaa.." said Nuge who was getting uncomfortable hearing the scolding.

"yes that's it.." I replied flatly.

"YOU HEARD ME, DIDN'T YOU !!!?" snapped my mother at us.

"YES MA'AM !!!!" me and Nuge shouted

I looked at Dad and he just drank coffee and then shook his head slowly at me. But after nagging, she ended up crying and treating us. Well, because it's so bad we went down to the hospital on the grounds that we were fighting with each other. At least it masks the fact that we are both One Eagle.

The next day it was very viral. The Mafia was arrested under multiple charges.

mampus lu, hehee....

similarly, Bella who clarified in front of the media along with Kiki and her family while apologizing. I saw the news using tv in the hospital. So surprising, Kiki actually looks different. She was so calm and hugged Bella first.

"i knew you were wrong, but I wasn't supposed to be proud of you back then. So, it was partly my fault.to make your friends and brother quarrel, and you lost your beloved brother" kak Kiki said while hugging Bella.

Bella who was in the hug at that time could not stem her feelings anymore and cried hugging Kak Kiki.

Kak Rahman's condition after the incident was also treated at the Hospital. Initially he had just regained consciousness.maybe because this is the first time he felt such a heavy wound. Kak Kiki never stop going to visit Kak Rahman every time he finishes College Hours. Ita continued her work as a servant while Ichi and Yusuf,

yes as always BUCIEN TEROOSSSS !!!!.

Well, it seems like this is the end. Although to be honest, I would rather expect Kak Kiki to slap him in front of the tv or make him prostrate while licking his shoes.

Must've been exciting. Ehe…

A few days later, we were still in the hospital. I was bribed by my sister even though I still could not open my mouth due to my cheek that had previously been torn. But, what is frustrating is that Nuge is getting closer to Ita. He was so friendly while on bribe. It was like, hitting Nuge as soon as possible. I was so embarrassed that time claiming Ichi and Ita as my women. Kiki and Rahman were unable to attend as he began to compile his Proposals for the preparation of the Thesis. But he always sends his regards. Likewise with Yusuf and Ichi, he was present and thanked us. It made me happy a little bit but it also made me sad until finally when we got out of the hospital, my friends came and cheered us on. After that I decided on them.

"Friends, this time I'll say it. I. I want to delete the name One Eagle" I told them.

All my friends were shocked and one of them said to me

"what do you mean ?. In fact I thought, you would return the One Eagle name and reveal your face one day" Rahman told me.

"At least tell us, what's the reason ?" joseph asked curiously.

I looked at all of them Kiki just lowered her head. Ita and Ichi looked at us with disappointed gazes.in fact, I didn't expect this.

"What do you expect of me ?. I want to wash my hands, do I have to dirty my hands further ?. You guys are too selfish !!!" I shouted at them.

I don't really want to say it, and this is not what I want to say. Nuge approached and held my shoulder

"maybe Ilyas is still depressed and does not want to be disturbed. But what he said was true. We even disbanded this name when we determined the strongest between the two of us when we finished High School.so, the One Eagle that you guys previously saw is Gentayangan" Nuge explained.

All my friends are down though I don't want to do this troublesome thing anymore because what for ?. My heart was so broken when I liked Ichi and he was even closer to Yusuf. Everything accidentally overflowed just like that, wanting to go back to my gloomy time at the beginning of the semester.

It's all my fault, though,

L'm.... Tired of these mixed feelings.

"I.... Wanna go home. Layla, you can help me, right ?" I said end the conversation.

Layla holds my hand and hopes for me. But, I can't anymore. I held her hand and said

"I beg you." I said to Layla.

No other choice, Layla took me in her car with her father's private driver and took me home. I left them all at that moment.

when I got home, I always stared at the window. It felt so soothing and nothing happened. Seeing me silently looking at the window, Layla came up to me for Worrying about me.

"sister, what's the matter really ?" ask Layla to me.

"no, I just can't bear to smoke because I've lived in this house for a long time.You know, right?, my mom's very against me smoking" I told Layla.

But like before, I couldn't hide anything from Layla. she kept quiet and didn't say anything. I sighed Breath and looked at her.

"you know you're lying, right ?" I asked Layla.

he just replied with a nod.

"i'm not just trying for Muff On. I think I got Karma for not paying attention to Rika's feelings when I was in high school" I explained to Layla.

"what's Brother talking about Brother Ichi ?" ask Layla to me.

"your sensibility is really something huha?. It seems like this time Brother lost, you won this match" I replied trying to cheer him up.

After a moment of silence, Layla offered me something.

"what if Big Brother talks to Natasya, he must help you" Layla offered to me.

"i won't, I won't talk to him for a moment" I replied after hearing Natasha's name.

"but why?.he was also a One Eagle Anggot and your maneger right ?" my sister said persuading

"just no. Even brother was embarrassed to show my face in front of him. Because Big Brother, it has failed unlike anything he ever planned.even me, also never rejected his feelings" I replied while bowing my head.

hearing that, Layla did not speak anymore. Even I didn't realize, from the beginning my father was watching us both back then.

                                                                                                    ...*****...

A few days have passed, everything just goes without anything even though Nuge and Ita finally date. I just came to congratulate them and I became their mosquito repellent at Cafe Tani. Thankfully free wifi. Otherwise, I would have disturbed their ridiculous relationship. Nothing happens to me and Ichi like we're not friends anymore. Every now and then I just go to Roof Top and smoke a relaxing sit there. Tampa I realized, we finally sat on the bench Semester 5. And this is where I put myself back as a straight man starting again.