From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
College Chicken Girl

After a long time of contemplation that night, I spoke to Nuge on the phone. I told her about my relationship with Ichi and the words I heard after I told her everything, she said instead.

“it turns out you are a loser who has not been converted?. As usual, you are too naive Aibo” he told me.

“but you know what the two of us are like in Nuge's past?, I'm just afraid the past will happen again. And I can't protect what I love anymore” I'll give him back.

After sighing, he got the idea and started telling me.

“How about you go to Jalan Nusantara aja ?. Let go of your stress with the campus chicken girl there” reply Nuge.

His words made me misbehave and started to yell at him.

“WHAT DO YOU SAY STUPID !!!. You know we are virgins ?. Can you say cake so” I said to him with annoyance.

“we ?.our only time. I've been there” once he said to me arrogantly.

“Ra.. how does it feel ?” manya curious.

“yaa B anyway. Not as great as in the video that we usually watch” he replied in a flat tone.

“just try to get there, if you're lucky you'll get a virgin” she told me then she hung up.

It made me think that I didn't sleep all day. The next morning I headed to college for college and out of hunger I headed to the cafeteria after class. I found Joseph telling his members again. It was like telling me about a relationship.

When they talked to their friends there were words that made me curious until I approached a little.

“how is your relationship with the prima donna ?. loe very lucky anyway ?. bro” story said one of his friends.

“let alone yesterday you were alone in his dorm, you say ?” Ask friends.

“if you think yes too ?. How stupid cave anyway let them alone, there must be nothing. Why am I just now ?” I murmured in my heart

“there is nothing. I'm just taking care of him. He's sick” Yusuf replied.

“Allaaaa.. bac*t. must have happened something, women are off guard so there must be nothing this” said his friend fishing.

Joseph seemed silent for a moment sighing heavily. He saw his friends who were beginning to be curious about Joseph's answer

“that day he was indeed off guard. She was so beautiful and charming.and her nightgown opened a little on her chest, I let my guard down and made out with her” said yusuf.

His friends cried out happily encouraging Joseph differently than me. With annoyance I accidentally smashed my coffee glass until it broke and made my hand bleed. I stood up and pulled Joseph and strangled him

“I told you already, limit yourself Yusuf !!!!. She is an innocent woman, how dare you do it !!!” I growled at Joseph.

He tried to escape but was unable. Until his friends sat down it helped to break us up.

“woe, you gloomy boy, why are you taking care of people's relationships ?. Who are you to manage their relationship ?” Ask them arrogantly.

“who's mouth is ?” I said while looking at his friends.

And they, dare not look back at me. But my heart either justifies their words. I left the place while biting my mouth to bleed.

I accidentally faced Ichi, maybe he wanted to meet Yusuf he tried to greet me but I ignored him and just passed him by. I picked up my bike and left campus. I went to the hill near the campus and struck the tree that stood there until it was destroyed as well as my hand that was full of wounds. After destroying the tree, I cried out loud. For some reason, my heart really hurt. It felt like treating it to heal instantly but, this was even more painful than in the machete passage. Maybe this is my Karma for ignoring past feelings.

                                                                                                ...*****...

In the evening, I finally take the middle road and I have to muff on. As a marker I want to forget Ichi, I headed to the Nusantara road which Nuge told a lot of campus chickens (whores) at midnight there. With my whole salary I took him. And not as expensive as I thought, it only cost 200san. Wibuku friends

in Makassar gave me one of the contacts. And we made a promise at his cost.

So I went to the Nusantara road why?. the ends even to the cost of Campus Chicken

I didn't think it turned out he was contracting a house. After knocking on the door of his house, he opened the door. She was wearing sexy clothes and slightly wet hair like she had just taken a shower.

"This is just part of the appeal of my work, sir. Please come in" he replied with a smile.

He pulled me over while closing the door to his house. He pulled me and took me to his room. Somehow I imagined Ichi and Yusuf making out on the way to his room. I pulled the woman and forced her into the bed and tore her clothes off she looked so resigned as she shed her tears.

“why are you crying?. This is your job right ? you whore !!!. You always sleep with other men, don't have to face a crocodile like that to me !!!” I said I was upset with him.

She wiped away her tears and also wiped away my tears that had accidentally come out while being annoyed at her.

"sorry, I'm an amateur, so I have nowhere else to go but home. And this is my first time. After all, why are you crying too ?" he said with a trembling voice.

I walked away from him and let him go while sitting on his bed. We were both silent and awkward. But, I realized the Alma mater hanging in his room was the Alma mater of our campus.

"Wait a minute, are you from the campus of the State University of Starlight ?" ask her.

"why do you know ?" ask me in surprise.

I pointed to his hanging alma mater

"actuallys.... I went to college there too" I said.

She was so shocked that she closed her very sexy body at this moment. I saw her she was frantically holding back her tears, she was trying to cover her body with her hands. From there I thought, he has never done this. I covered her body with the jacket I was wearing and she said nothing and just looked at me.

"i'm sorry I was rude to you. But, if you haven't done something like this why are you forcing it ?" ask her.

"i need the money. And I'm a pretty sloppy person so I can't do anything but this. Everyone mocked me and didn't care about me. I thought walking around like this was fun. It turned out, my life was very heavy" he replied in a weak voice.

I picked up my cigarette and cornered the cigarette next to him

"i can smoke, right ?" ask her.

"Please" he replied briefly while giving an ashtray.

"Your name, and which department are you from ?" ask her.

"I'm Nurhasita. Just call Sita. And I studied Sharia Economics" he replied.

"Isn't that at the Faculty of Economics ?. We're neighbor dong. And also, the Faculty of Economics like you should be good at processing money. Sure you just ended up like this ?" ask her.

"I'm sorry" he only replied briefly.

I poked my cigarette and tried to calm him down. It's none of my business, but I can't bear to see it.

"Women are like Vases of Flowers. Once broken, even if repaired there will still be cracks. If you work like this, after your virgin release people will consider you a whore or not a virgin. You want to be ridiculed like that ?" i told him.

He looked upset and stood in front of me

"You know what about me !!!?. Who are you !!!?. And what else do I have to do in order to earn money in this great city !!!?" she screamed at me while crying.

I held her head and stroked her as well like I stroked Ichi's head when she was upset or lashing near me.

"tomorrow to meet me. You can Chat with me via Whatsapp, save ya?. I will meet you and take you to my place of work. Who knows if your luck is there, right ?" I returned to him with a smile.

After that, he put on his normal clothes and served me a drink. He's starting to open up to me.

“sorry if I tell you such a sassy story. What is the reason you are looking for Campus Chicken?. instead they have been slept with by other men ?” askinya.

I sighed and told Ichi about me, about Yusuf and his relationship with Ichi to the point where it upset me. After telling it, Sita hugged me and said

“it's okay Sir, you are a great man. No man as great as you can sacrifice feelings for the one he loves. You are a Great Man” he told me.

Just such words, ordinary words that any person is capable of saying, makes my feelings calm. It turns out the cure is just talking to the right person, not venting it. From yesterday I held my tears out. But just because of Sita's words, my feelings were completely open. I returned his embrace and let out my feelings for him.