From: Sacrifice Of Ilyas
The Worst (Icha and Ilyas)

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I couldn't hold back my feelings and just cried regretting everything. I really look Hina in front of Ilyas. He was so good that no one could see his bright side. I was too stupid and too weak, so far a burden and I was unable to repay it. He walked up to me and knocked the keychain I had given him to my seat. I opened my eyes and saw it

"why are you crying stupid ?" askinya.

As usual, he even cornered his cigarette at a time like this. I took a cigarette in his mouth and stepped on it until it went out.

"What the hell is wrong with you ?. You better go all the way. Maybe one of my Friends or Senior will come back and bully me" he told me.

I leaned myself against his chest and put myself in

"why are you never honest ?. You never told me my real Secret Admirer was you, did you ? Hiks.." I asked him while holding back my tears.

He just kept quiet and said nothing. Shortly thereafter…

"I'm sorry, I don't want you to hate me as a murderer back then, and I end up telling you that too" she told me.

"Heh, I must have been blamed, right ?. Like a slut kid says now. Men are always wrong. And it will always be wrong" he continued to humble himself.

I hugged her so tightly. Really that day I didn't want to let go again. I've made a big mistake.

"you are not the Darkness of Ilyas, you are a very bright Light to me. Doesn't look so bright. And I'm a filthy creature who doesn't know your struggle all along.... I don't know what I should do ?. Everything was destroyed like this... Hiks.." I said to him.

He took my shoulder and let me go of him.

"i...Can't love you anymore Ichi-Chan. Try to accept Joseph as he is" he said, convincing me.

"i don't want to !!!. I just want to be with you, my friend.... Secret Admirer.... And Prince.... I just want you !!!!" snapped to him.

"you're so close to him, haven't you?. You've even done that. Are you sure you said that after I found out everything ?" ask Ilyas.

At that moment I could only shut up and bow my head.

"Chan-Ichi. It hurts a lot, it hurts a lot to see your progress. Until I kebablasan open myself and rampage as a delinquent back. My heart is already hurting to see you two. This heart, it is not easy to treat" continued Ilyas explained his feelings with teary eyes.

"Let her take responsibility for you, just think of it as Karma. Moreover, he loves you very much. L'm.... Not worth loving you anymore. I'm just going to make this feeling a memory sheet" said Ilyas, who made me cry.

"Blujah.... Hix... I beg you that I don't want our relationship to break down like this.... I want you to stay with me.... I want you to be my lover... I want you to be my play.... I promise I won't do anything wrong again... I beg you to torment." I said, who could not help his feelings.

That day my cry was so heavy. He held my head and tried to calm me down.

"everything... It's too late Ichi-Chan.... I will still be your best friend. No more and no less. Excuse me.... I can't repay your feelings" he said and let me go.

He left me alone and did not return. My legs were so limp and I fell sitting down. That day I was heartbroken over my own mistakes.

I'm the worst….

I really am the worst….

I was so late to realize my real prince was now soiling himself full of blood because of me. He sacrificed so much for me, and I couldn't repay him. I'm really the worst.

                                                                                                    *Ilyas*

When I stepped up, I went down the stairs.

I finally told him...

Although my heart still really hurt, but I've let it go.

It's okay, all this is okay.

I can control this feeling.

I just want to go home and rest for a while until I am completely calm.

I went down to the 1st floor and accidentally hit my senior

"woi woi Culun boy, you don't see the cave anymore ?" he said to me threatening.

I just lowered my head and went to avoid it. He pulled me up and said

"Woe !!!. Not very polite you !!!. Here you are !!!" they said while pulling me.

I broke one of her hands and the other I broke her.

"Senior, my Mood is not good now. I want to go home and rest. So, just bully her tomorrow" I told her.

"That shit !!!!" said one of the seniors and smashed my face.

I held her head and slammed her many times on the wall until she was unconscious. One of them was brandishing a punch but I parried and held onto his hand swing until I threw him he bounced away until he hit the gate fence towards the stairs.

"I told you, my mood is not good. Leave me" I told them.

One of them hit me with a bench until it broke. I looked at him with a feeling of annoyance and said to him.

"didn't you listen to me ?" ask me with annoyance.

She was petrified and frightened as she looked at me and ran away in fear. I was the center of attention by all the students and they looked scared of me.

"What are you doing Ilyas. You know fighting is breaking, right ?" said one of the teachers who approached me.

"You're coming, sir ?. Where were you when I was in Bulli lately ?" ask her while looking at her with annoyance.

He looked silent and sweating in fear. His words stammering uncharacteristically. I walked and the students avoided me out of fear. I got on my bike and left the faculty. While on a trip, someone called with a new number.

“ under the name Ilyas ?” Ask the person who called.

“iya ma'am, I myself” reply me on the phone.

“we are from the hospital. The patient on behalf of Nuge had burns all over his back and Ita had a puncture wound in his abdomen” said the mother who called turned out to be a nurse.

Whenever the worst happens, it always seems that the worse happens quickly. This is the same as what happened a few years ago.

No, I've lost enough of everything…..

I won't lose my friends again….

After hanging up the phone, I turned on the motor and drove it towards rushing towards the hospital.

* Sorry this section is very short because the author has a busy one thing and another so with a heavy heart write this short