God's Choice of Mate
Perfect Woman

"Not ngizinin!" Said Rayyan with sura.

"But mas!"

"Enough Shafa! Mas does not want you to be related to Nisa or all things that have to do with Nisa, is not enough you cry because of all things related to Nisa? Still want to repeat the incident like yesterday hm? What if Nisa makes the reason for her pain to be close to you, or her family blames you for what happened to Nisa? What if Nisa is hysterical and lost control when she sees you? Please think about it, don't just follow your ego" Rayyan said, staring into his wife's eyes. He could see a puddle that was ready to spill. Shafa's lips trembled withholding all his might to keep his tears from spilling.

"You better cry now in front of the mas than later behind the mas. Come here if you want to cry" said Rayyan while holding his wife's head, leaning it on his chest. He cried but did not make a sound, only a small sobbing was heard. Rayyan let Shafa cry, while he was still listening to her words. It's okay to be selfish for the common good.

After Rayyan accidentally heard the antics of Shafa and his friend earlier, Amel and Vira immediately say goodbye home for fear of seeing Rayyan who suddenly acted cold. It was only after the Prayer Isya Shafa dared to be honest with Rayyan that he wanted to visit Nisa.

"Mas, I tell you it can't be susudzon" said Shafa curled up at the speed of his tears.

"That's not suudzon dear, but alert. We better stay away from things that have the potential to cause problems for our families. Now Mas just wants you to focus on our son." Rayyan said while stroking his wife's head.

"If the nelfon can't? I just want to say that I'm not angry anymore with him" Shafa looked up at Rayyan who was also staring at him.

"Just for a minute, promise! The doctor said he should stay with me. If you can't meet hopefully with us talking can help a little recovery mas" said Shafa with a pleading gaze.

"By the nelfon but use hape Amel or Vira" replied Rayyan.

"Oh my goodness, all the way. Just a nelfon doang" said Shafa who looked disappointed.

"You don't understand Shafa! They are trying to protect our family. You know how painful it hurts when you start doubting when Nisa is in our midst. Please understand." Reply Rayyan.

"Mas just wants to live quietly with you and our children" Rayyan clutched Shafa's body tightly.

Sorry I was the one who doubted you.

"Is Zafran asleep?" Rayyan asked to shift the subject.

"Here, just after eating he immediately asked for in kelonin" said Shafa.

"Now replace yah?"

"What kind of loyalty?" Ask Shafa.

"Replace kelonin mas!" Rayyan replied with a sweet smile.

"Yes, it's fast... I nina boboin here rich Zafran" Reply Shafa who is anxious with her husband who is spoiled. Since the age of Shafa's womb entered the 7th month, Rayyan so happy to sleep with his face is aligned with his wife's stomach. He sometimes invites fetal chat in the belly of Shafa, sometimes chanting holy verse or Sholawat to calm his son when his movements began to be active and make the mother overwhelmed.

"Darling...." Call Rayyan while kissing Shafa's big belly.

"Hmmm" Shafa answered while stroking Rayyan's hair elus.

"Shafa happy to be married to Mas?" Ask Rayyan.

"Why is that the tumben anyway? Don't I usually do that?" Reply Shafa who was astonished by her husband's attitude.

"Because a lot of mas lately regulate and prohibit this and that Shafa." Rayyan.

"Shafa must remember, whatever you do, all for the sake of Shafa and our family"

"Yes, I know that. Shafa apologizes, mas, if Shafa is stubborn and often not horrified by the talk of Rayyan mas" said Shafa. There was a hint of guilt in his heart as he ignored or refuted Rayyan's words.

"Mas always sorry Shafa" CUP! He kissed Shafa's lips and re-aligned his body.

"Mas, next week will Zafran first enter school, we are anterin ya. I watched on the news, he said ASN was given permission for the first day the child entered school" said Shafa.

"Insha dear God. Shafa tau no, actually mas want Zafran to go to school in Islamic Kindergarten after graduating paud later" said Rayyan.

"Loh why? There is a near mas, TK in place of Zafran school is also good, international standard as well. The Islamic World is far away." Reply Shafa who was objecting to Rayyan's proposal.

"Honey, good religious cultivation for children is from an early age. Mas just wanted to instill religious values early on in the child. Not only for his future but also, as a form of gratitude we have it in our midst. He wants her to be the benefactor of his parents who are gone. We want our children to be the children of Sholeh. I don't want them to be like a teenager, because the company of children is getting more and more worrying." Rayyan.

"Why do you think it's so far away? There will be us who always supervise mas" said Shafa.

"No Shafa, we have to watch him at home, but outside the house we can't monitor him 24 hours. If the foundation of religion has been embedded early on, at least they can be more careful in doing something. Being a parent is hard, baby. We will be held accountable for them in the hereafter" Rayyan explained.

"You know it's heavy, so you want to keep the kids!" Grunts Shafa.

"Honey, the Prophet said: Marry a woman who is a lover (that loves her husband) and who can have many children, for verily I will be proud of your cause (many) before the people (the former) [Shahih Chronicle of Abu Dawud, Nasa’i, Ibn Hibban and Hakim from the path of Ma’qil bin Yasar]"

"In addition, if we have many children, many will pray for us when we are gone. There is nothing more precious than children who are dear Sholeh" Rayyan explained. Shafa listened carefully to Rayyan's explanation. There was a sense of happiness in her heart because God gave her the opportunity to feel like a mother.

"Mas, what if Shafa can't give the child to Mas, Mas will leave Shafa?" Suddenly asked. It occurred to him whether Rayyan would still love him even if he could not conceive.

"Hush! Don't make a wish, dear. Remember that! The child is part of the Risqi of Allah which has been arranged by Him. Not having children is no shame. So never assume that women who have not been given child risk are failed or imperfect women. Because in fact sayiddah Aisyah R.A beloved wife of the Prophet did not have children. So Shafa cannot be born if there is a brother Shafa who has not been gifted a child, but Shafa must be very grateful. Because we don't know how they struggle, their efforts and their efforts to get children." Rayyan Bright.

"Said that the woman is considered perfect when it has given birth to a mas" said Shafa.

"Who said?"

"Say the people. But I see in the sosmed if someone has given birth to the caption Alhamdulillah has become a perfect woman" said Shafa following the caption that he often read on facebook.

"The word of man is not the word of God! No one is perfect, my dear. Containing and melahirkaan is indeed in the odd with a very large reward but not the basis of perfection of a woman. Women who can educate their children to be children that Sholeh is a great woman but there is something greater than that" said Rayyan.

"What is mas?" Tanya Shafa was curious.

"Women who remain patient in their prayers, women who remain strong with the scorn and ridicule of others and women who still think well of God even though they have not been given offspring." Rayyan.

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