God's Choice of Mate

God's Choice of Mate
The Past of Daddy Part 2.


In life, everything is not always beautiful. Sometimes reality does not match expectations, as felt by mommy and daddy Shafa at that time. Their dream is to be able to keep their love, to age together in joy and sorrow. In fact, the presence of Anita and the child in her womb has eroded the hope, shaking the fortress of dr. Harsa and destroy Fanny Azura's trust. Everything that happened was not entirely their fault. I don't know why destiny is so cruel toying with their feelings. The feelings of Fanny, a wife who must accept the fact that her husband is polygamous, dr. Harsha has to choose between a wife she loves or a woman who is carrying her child, and Anita's feelings that must be left behind by the person who has just become her husband and when she is pregnant with her child. All three are equally tortured and suffer equally.


Shafa cried while holding his chest that was so tight. Likewise with Aini he was not even able to lift his face when listening to the story of Fanny who was so heartbreaking. No wife in this world would willingly share a husband, if any, must be deep in her heart feeling a great pain even though her lips say no but her heart must say yes.


Fanny takes a tissue to wipe her tears before resuming her story.


That night, Dr. Harsha came home suddenly, without telling her first. Fanny was quite surprised by the sudden arrival of her husband. As soon as he saw Fanny he immediately ran to hug her while crying bitterly. Fanny was just dumbassed for not knowing what had happened to her husband.


"Mas... Why are you mas?" He asked while trying to let go of his embrace. Could it be that longing made it to such an extent?


"I'm sorry, Fanny... I'm sorry!" Her great-grandson was still as cool as she hugged Fanny.


"Yes, but what's up? Why are you crying all of a sudden?" Fanny is confused by her husband's behavior.


"I'm sorry, Fanny" he tweeted.


"We're talking in the chair, right? Don't be like this" She invited her husband to sit on the sofa so he could talk more comfortably.


"Say! What's up until I cry like this?" She asked while gently rubbing her husband's shoulder.


Fanny's gentle gaze made dr. Harsha is speechless. He could not hurt the woman he loved so much. His body decays he kneels before Fanny while holding her knee.


"Mas, what's wrong? Don't be like this" said the increasingly clueless with her husband's behavior.


"I beg you not to leave me Fanny! Whatever happens don't leave me" she said, crying in front of Fanny. Fanny begins to sense that something is wrong with her husband. Something big must have happened.


"Mas! Tell me what's up? He suddenly came and cried like this. Have you done anything?" Ask full of questions.


"I had to Fanny. By Allah, I didn't mean to do it all" he said, still drowning his face in Fanny's lap.


"Mas! Lookatme! You did what?" Fanny stared at Harsha sharply. All sorts of thoughts had disturbed his calm. Did her husband kill people? Ah impossible, did he bump into people or make a fatal mistake with the status of the doctor he was holding? That's more impossible.


Are you cheating on me?


"Don't tell me you... " Fanny did not continue her words. She looked at her husband while shaking. He was sure his guess must be wrong.


Harsha clasped Fanny's hand and began to tell her the beginning of the fateful incident until the day she learned that Anita was pregnant.


"I'm sorry, Fanny... That night I was really happy. I swear I only did it once" he said, stunned in front of Fanny. While Fanny was petrified with a blank look after hearing her husband's confession. His world seemed to have been forcibly taken that night.


"Fanny I beg you to forgive me." Said again.


"I'm going to divorce Fanny, I'm not going to live with her. I just want to spend my time with you. I promise I'll never make a mistake again" he replied, trying to grab his wife's hand.


Fanny smiled cynically, though,


"Well, what a wonderful life you are dr. Harsa, after betraying your wife and impregnating another woman you dumped her. Where is your responsibility as a man?" Fanny stood up leaving Dr.Harsa still glued in front of the sofa. His heartache heard Fanny call him like a stranger. All night Fanny cried herself in her room, ignoring her husband who kept knocking until he banged on the door.


As morning approached, Fanny opened the door to her room, where she found her husband asleep at the door of her room. There was an unbearable feeling to see her husband's face so sad, she still did not even change her clothes. You can imagine how tired he was, but all that was not enough to make his heart that was already injured improved.


"Goddess...!!!" He immediately stood up as he felt a soft hand touch his face. Fanny turned her face back while holding back her tears.


"Take me to meet him now!" Fanny said firmly. Last night he pondered as he thought about what decision he would make. If she chose to separate, her family would have wondered even to find out the cause of their separation and if until they knew it wasn't just her husband's career that would be ruined, but he might never see her again in this world, and Fanny doesn't want that until it happens. Because after all, his love for dr. Harsha is bigger than anything even her disappointment.


"What are you going to do about Fanny? I don't want to go back there, Fanny!" dr. Harsha begging.


"Don't be a doctor's coward. You have started it so you have to finish it. Or I'll leave you forever!" Fanny said coldly. He was forced to follow the will of his wife. That very day, after changing her clothes and breakfast they headed back to the place where Anita was. As soon as they got out of the car, they immediately walked towards the residence of Mr. Rashid. Dr. Harsha introduces Fanny to Anita's family. Anita has no mother, she only lives with her father while her other siblings already have their own family.


"I'm here, wanting to clarify everything. I know you must have been hurt, as did me and dr. Harsha. Now I want to ask you, what do you expect from this marriage?" Fanny asked Anita who was sitting in front of her while looking down.


"I'd like to apologise to Mbak. By Allah, I never had the slightest intention of becoming the third person in your household. Everything that happened I believe to be the line of hands that God gave me. I don't expect anything from this wedding. If dr. Harsha wants to divorce me, I'm sincere. I am indebted to the doctor for helping me and protecting my honor. Enough for me to be married and given a clear status, than I have to bear the shame and humiliation for being raped by the depraved man" Anita replied sincerely. I don't see any lies in his eyes.


"Are you sure?" Ask again.


"I'm sure mbak. I told this to my doctor before I became pregnant. And regarding my pregnancy, my son and I will not demand anything from the doctor. At least he was born not from adultery let alone rape. If this child becomes a disgrace to the family of the doctor, I will keep it a secret" Reply Anita. So great was his determination not to make dr. Harsha and Fanny are troubled because of her and the child in her womb.


Suddenly Anita's answer made Fanny touched. She would not even be considered for the sake of preserving the honor of her husband. Seeing the figure of Anita who was so sincere, Fanny did not have the heart to say rudely as she had planned earlier. She thought Anita was a cunning woman who deliberately ensnared her husband. Seeing the doctor Harsha who is so handsome and authoritative, anyone would be very tempted. He dismissed all his bad thoughts about Anita after meeting her in person. Even though the pain caused by the presence of Anita has not subsided.


"Now the choice is in your hands!" Fanny said as she glanced at her husband.


"Anita, Mr. Rashid. I'm sorry, I can't afford to be fair to this marriage. I really can't beat Fanny. And about the kid Anita was born with. I will be responsible. I will meet all his needs until he grows up." Said dr. Harsha with a clear face.


"Thank you for the kindness of the doctor, but really, we didn't expect any of that. With Mr. Doctor willing to marry Anita at that time, I'm already very grateful because my son's spirit has been awake." Said Mr. Rashid. Grateful Anita's parents are very good and understanding, not a materialistic person who will be tempted by treasures.


"But sir, I will still be responsible for providing a living for the child. I am not a cruel person who will abandon his own flesh and blood. Even though maybe I can not be with his mother" said dr. Harsha while looking at Anita's calm face.


"It's okay, doctor, that's what I expected. I don't want to be the third person in your household either. I don't want to be stamped as a woman grabbing a man's husband." Anita.


After that meeting, Harsha never again met Anita. They just sent word on the phone, that was with Fanny's knowledge. Because Fanny herself is the one who contacts Anita more often. And right after 40 days Anita gave birth to Jeffri, dr. Harsha drops a talaq that ends her second marriage. Even so, their relationship remains well established, every month he always sends some money for the needs of Anita and her son. After two years of Jeffri's age, Anita married another man who was her childhood friend. His life was very happy even though he was not in the gift of offspring anymore. By the time Jeffri was 6 years old. Anita ventured to see dr. Harsha and Fanny to Jakarta.


"Mr Fanny, I'm sorry"