God's Choice of Mate
New beginning

I blinked my eyes, feeling tired and stiff all over my body. I saw someone looking at me with a smile that could cause diabetes.

I spread my gaze to look at my body which was still wrapped in a thick blanket. Holy hooch! this is me no longer wearing anything inside. Means that last night was not a dream dong. That means I'm really a full wife. Hua.. Not virgin anymore!

I drowned my face into the bolster I was hugging tightly. There was a very deep shame in my heart especially when he looked at me with that martyr look. Make me not strong.. Not strong to not hug him. But this time it's her shame I'm focusing on what happened last night.

"Darling, wake up!" The sound made me hug my neck even tighter. I dare not look at my face that may already be like a tomato. He stroked my head gently, occasionally tucking it.

"If you don't get up, you force it" threatened him who would not want to make me look up my head.

THE CUP!

One kiss landed smoothly on my lips. True the saying *dont judge a book by its co*over seems to apply to my husband. Outside he looks like a henchman, calm, flat as a highway turns out in a blanket he is quite aggressive.

"Yes.." I hid my face again.

"Dear on, let's get up in the shower!" Bring again.

"What time is it, I'm still sleepy?" I still hide my face. The feeling I just slept for a while was playing wake up.

"Hour 4 Shafa, are you sleepy or ashamed?" Ray teased me. Mas Ray took the bolster that was between us. I don't know since when the bolster was there because as I remember last night I fell asleep with the position of Ray hugging me from behind.

"Masses.... Ray..!!!" I screamed as Ray pulled me into his arms. Our skin came back in contact without any barrier .

"Shafa, hey look at the mas" He rubbed my face gently. I bite my lower lip staring at him. Her face looked happy.it seemed like the effect of the first night was so amazing on her.

"I'm ashamed of you" I said softly. The cake wants to cry tau no.

"Then why?" Ask me to rub my head.

"Yes, shame is shame" I replied. Take it again. Yes I was, he was last night "ea ea" in me. Look, touch all parts of my body that have never been exposed out. And now in his leisure he asks why am I ashamed?

"Be ashamed, no one is ashamed. The room is soundproof" WHAT? Nothing's heard, room is soundproof. I didn't connect Gini to Ray.

Waita..Wait.!!! I just remembered, what Ray meant, that last night I screamed it was possible. Aaaaaaaaa. Mommy, I want to disappear into space. I can't afford it. It's a shameful disgrace. Hueee....

"Aaaaaaa Mas Ray" I immediately hugged him tightly drowning my face in his chest. While Ray chuckled.

Last night, after finishing the sunnah prayer called the sunnah of the bride, we immediately performed the first night ritual after a month more we saah as a married couple. I thought the ritual would be as delicious as it is often described as the paradise of the world. But it turns out it was all hoaxes. It felt like my body was split, several times I screamed withstanding the immeasurable pain. And when I asked him to stop and finish lightly he said "Hold, Patience". Really not feminine. But behind the pain I saw a happy hue that could not be hidden from his face.

After completing the sacred ritual, Ray hugged me tightly and showered me with soft kisses.

"Shafa, don't do this. I'll be lured again" he said as I squeezed more and more into his chest.

"Mas! It still hurts when I play fishing. If you want to lure noh to the sea aja sono" Gerutuku.

"The end of Shafanya nempel nempel continues, yes I can stand" he said while holding back my body that I tried to keep away from his body.

"Mas..lepasin ah" I tried to rebel as she hugged me tightly.

"Shafa why did you lie to me yesterday?" Ask while looking into my eyes.

"What lie is it? Shafa never lies" I said.

"Why did Shafa say Shafa was holy again?" Ask. Wuih, did I say that?

"Look, I never said I was holy" I hit his arm.

"I would have thought if only there had been a word if it had been Zidane Arrayan!" Imbuhku.

"Now you know, right?" I said while pulling a small tug on his cheek.

"Hmmm. Thank you for making the first mas" he said back peeking at my forehead.

I was blushing again by him.

"Now bathe, hunt down at dawn" he said, lifting my body.

"Mas would like to say" I tried to rebel but what power of my weak body is far inferior to him.

" Bathing dear" He dropped me off in the bathroom bath.

"I can shower myself" I said trying to cover my chest with my two hands.

"Ga papa shower together. His Majesty did so with his wife Aisyah" he said. Geez Mas Ray, anything is always associated with religion. Sholeh is very dirrimu. Mending does not need to be a teacher, so viral ustad is cooler.

After the showers together and the congregational prayers I was berserk on a thick carpet by leaning on the bottom side of the bed. While mas Ray looks busy cleaning the bed and replacing the bed linen that contained stains last night. Diligent loh dianya. without being told to directly intervene. Let me know from the first time not use the drama-drama show directly I want.

"Still sick?" Ask after finishing with the bed sheet business. He positioned himself sitting next to me.

"No pain" I said slowly. He grabbed my head to lean on his shoulder. So Sweet Gaes's.

"If it hurts you don't teach me well" he asked, kissing my hand. Didn't think I'd be this gentle.

"Ga papa kok ntar is also missing. I want to go in aja mas, ga long time will be Deuteronomy semester, I have to hunt the material. Yesterday I did not go in often" I said. I can't be selfish, my students have the right to learn.

"Yes, but went with ya. And again do not wear clothes that are too open" he asked again. I thought I would be gini. Tomorrow she'll tell me to wear a veil.

" Well, if there's something we'll go with?"

"If there is anything left, answer me to go with my husband" he replied again. That guy if he likes to talk doesn't think.

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With misgivings I had to go with Ray.

" Don't worry, sooner or later they will know, after all our party is 2 weeks away" said mas Ray who was focused on driving

"Yes, but I have to say what ita ma'am, I'm not good mas. He will be hurt" I said.

"Honey, it's better to be honest, if he's a good friend he'll definitely understand, the more Shafa covers he'll be the more disappointed" he said.

All right, if asked I'll be honest, otherwise I'll just shut up. Bismillah.

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