God's Choice of Mate
Ummah Pain.

Tears Ummah and Abi flowed instantly after seeing my condition that fell from the plane until now is still unconscious.My body still lies helplessly on the patient bed.

The heartache of Ummah and Abi stared at my very weak body, with a few hoses attached to my body.

"How is my daughter?, " asked Ummah softly at the nurse who took care of me.

"The patient's condition is stable, but still unconscious too. The patient has been in the ICU since a few days ago. (The patient's condition has stabilized, but still not aware as well.The patient has been in the ICU since a few days yesterday),"sush nurse while looking at Ummah.

Ummah was still shedding tears, his footsteps seemed powerless to bring himself closer to me. Abi then rubbed Ummah's back to strengthen it.

Ummah continued to take short breaths repeatedly, to strengthen her fragile self.

It was only in a few moments that Ummah was really strong to keep stepping and his feet looked at me up close.

Ummah almost fell down, as both of his eyes watched the pain from my creaking. With both hands closing her mouth, Ummah was completely powerless to stem her grief. His body trembled with the sound of sobs that sounded as a mouthful continuously echoed. The sister, who saw Ummah unable to contain herself, immediately asked Abi to take Ummah out of the ICU room. In order not to disturb. Abi nodded and understood, and then slowly Abi directly led Ummah to come out until Ummah's heart was completely calm and able to accept the reality of my state which was still struggling against pain, pain.

Ummah resigned and did not refuse, when Abi brought Ummah out of the ICU room. Outside the ICU room, Abi immediately invited Ummah to sit down and calm her. The cry of Ummah is even more broken and uncontrollable, his sadness is increasingly becoming in his novelty that is still covered in grief.

Not long after, Abi's milki mobile phone rang. Abi looked startled and immediately grabbed the mobile phone from the small bag he had on his shoulder.

Seen from the screen of his milk phone Kak Rafa is calling, and quickly Abi immediately picked up the phone coming in from Kak Rafa. While sitting next to Ummah, Abi continued to communicate with Rafa regarding my current condition. During a conversation with Rafa over the phone, Abi shed tears several times. But he quickly shed those tears, before many fell soaking his tired-looking face.

While Abi was busy talking to Rafa. Ummah still seemed to dissolve in his feelings, his mind silent in his own daydream. With a gaze that seemed empty, occasionally his breath sounded slowly drawn.

There is a bitterness that is still clearly drawn from his face that looks pale and sweet.

After Abi finished making a phone call with Rafa and Enjid, Abi quickly hung up and refocused on calming Ummah who still looked so shocked, after seeing my condition.

"Are Ummah alright?, "asked Abi while looking at Ummah's face which looked at Abi's face in lethargy.

Ummah nodded without passion.

"Ummah must be strong and firm, we leave everything to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Including for healing and everything that happened to Rani, " said Abi slowly.

Abi was not able to stem the cry of Ummah, just a soft touch of his hand that Abi felt quite capable to make Ummah can be a little calm.

"Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rooji’un. Allahumma’jurnii fii mushibatii wa akhlif lii khoiron minhaa .Everything belongs to God and will come back to Him. O Allah, reward me for the misfortune that has befallen me and replace it with a better one.Hopefully Allah will reward him in the calamity we face and replace it with a better one, Ummah, " abi said softly while holding Ummah's body.

Not long after that the representatives of the KBRI who sent Abi and Ummah, also sat next to Abi.

"May Mr. Iwan and Ms. Putri, be given strength in finding this calamity and more lightly face it with sincerity and rigor that accompanies it.Although I know it is not easy, but may Mr. Iwan and Bu Putri always be blessed with patience from Allah Ta’ala.

Praise be to Allah, whose favor all good is made perfect, I ask Allah that you both be given strength and sincerity, and the goodness of birth and mind in the face of the trials of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Allah is All-Hearing, All-Aware of the Do'a. "

"Aamiin.Jazakallah Khairan, may Allah reward you with kindness sir, "said Abi while wiping his tears.

The representative of the KBRI also explained to Abi that it would help me fully return to Indonesia, after my condition was actually declared capable and can be taken using aircraft transportation.

Abi and Ummah unceasingly thanked the representatives of the KBRI and the local authorities who with all their hearts continue to help them find my existence.

Not long after, Ummah asks Abi to deliver her back into the ICU room. While Abi with the representatives of the KBRI and local authorities met the doctor to find out about my situation in detail and detail.

Ummah was already wearing plain green clothes, with her heart that was much stronger and stout. Ummah's footsteps steadily and confidently entered the room where I was being treated.

Although his heart still felt bitter, but this time he really tried to toughen up.

Ummah realized that Allah Taala would test every one of His servants with misfortune, with things they did not like. All need patience, not despair of the grace of God and remain consistent in religion.

Ummah sighed as he continued to draw near to me, where Abi's words reverberated in Ummah's mind, "Everyone's will is unshaken by the trials that exist, as well, do not simply surrender to the trials that God gives, even every servant should remain committed in his religion. Every servant should be patient with the fatigue and tiredness they carry when walking in this religion. A person will be tested according to his religious condition. If his religion is so strong (sturdy), then he will get a test so strong. If his religion is weak, he will be tested according to his religion. A servant will always have trials until he walks the earth clean of sin.(HR. Tirmidhi).

May Ummah, Abi and all members of our family who are getting exams or mishaps contemplate can continue to be strong and patient. There is indeed something that we do not know behind the misfortune that Allah has given us. So be patient and strive for the Ridho with the divine taqdir. Indeed, the prophets and the Sholeh have also suffered as we have. Why should we grieve, complain and be angry? Even sholeh people in the past, according to their level of faith, they even get a harder test, " Abi said.

Abi's words continued to give strength to Ummah. Ummah held my fingers gently with his trembling hand, "O Allah, may you enter me in the ranks of those who are patient when facing calamity, whether with a verbal heart or limbs. O Allah, make us among Your servants who are always pleased with Your taqdir."

Ummah closed his eyes, hoping to ask for pleasure from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.