
"Shafa wakes up" I hear that voice again.
"Eemmhh" I squirm, re-hugging my roll tightly. But wait! this is how it feels different, right!? I opened my eyes slowly, and AAAA. Immediately I turned to hug the bolster behind me and covered my entire body with a blanket. Could this all be a dream?
I just remembered last night after an apology kneeling, Ray took me to bed rest. I told you all the things that happened that day. Starting from my meeting with Sam until I was suddenly stray do not know the way home and met with 2 kind of thugs. I guess after I told you everything Ray would get angry, it turns out he just smiled gently caressing my head. He said that it was all the answers from his donya during this time, and also the way for us to learn from each other and accept each other.
When seriously talking again, suddenly the room lights went out making me hysterical again considering the new incident happened to me. Finally Ray calmed me down by hugging me tightly because I was really scared. Until the lights were on I was still tightly hugging her body. I don't know if that hug lasted until morning. I was too good a time. His embrace was so comfortable and warm. I became a nyesel why ga from the first time I stuck to a gini cake.
"Sheaf... Comeup! Praying Subuh, Ntar your misfortune" Invite him to try to pull the blanket that wraps my body.
"I'm ma.luu" I kept the blanket wrapped around me.
Ray chuckled at my words.
"Who's the same? Not that last night has not been shy to do mas ampe morn gini"
"What's? Mas! Don't bring me up again, don't embarrass me" I said from my sleep. I dare not look at him.
"You're funny when you're rich. Make gemesss, so you want to......"
"Okay I'm up! I was wudhu first huh?" I immediately went to the bathroom. Gawat, don't tell me he wants ea ea in me. Ahhe... Shafa is aware of Shafa. I patted my cheek. So I thought I had gini anyway. Most watch drakor as kek gini.
I immediately put on my face and took a position behind my husband who I saw praying.
"Mas! How am I staying?" My protest as soon as he saw her finished greeting.
"Who killed Shafa? I pray sunnah" he said.
"O"
"Shafa knows that 2 Rakaat before dawn is better than the world and everything in it. So it's a loss to the one who left it." Evidently. I'm just shaking. Where do I know about soan, Salat aja still perforated. Duh... Ray guided me to the right path.
After the dawn prayer, we enjoyed the early morning air on the balcony of the room. Lagit was seen starting to show a tinge of morning sunlight. We saw a vehicle on the highway. A sight I rarely enjoy.
"Maassa..." Call me.
"Hmm" The answer is concisely solid and vague.
"mmm... You're not angry?" I asked him who leaned back relaxed on the sofa du balcony.
"Why angry?"
"Didn't you get mad at the photo of Shafa being shared in the school group?" I just remember kalao mas Ray also had time to comment on the photo.
"Mas was angry with the person who sent him." His word.
"Shafa, can you ask for something?" He looked towards me. Seriously, what does he want? don't tell me to ask....
"A..what's mas? I'm nervous.
"Mas asked Shafa to delete all the photos of Shafa with Shafa's girlfriend. Because Mas didn't want it to be a slander for Shafa and him" Oh, so he asked me to remove my pictures of Sam. How I am sad.
"Mas tau is difficult, but can at least Shafa delete photos that can be accessed by many people, on Istagram for example. Shafa can keep it somewhere else that no one sees" he said. My husband here what his heart is made of, really good.
"Syukron, Uhibbuki please"
Again in Arabic. I was curious, he said what the hell?
"Mas! What the hell Kron kron, I don't understand mas. Pake language that is easy to understand kek. mending German, I still understand" Gertutuku upset.
Ray brought his body closer to me. Wih, want to do this, make me nervous. He put his lips to my ear as if to whisper.
"Danke meine Frau, ich liebe dich wegen God." THE CUP!
I closed my gaping heart with both hands. Seriously, it was Ray I who just talked?. He said thank you and I love you because God is in German. Keep the kiss that suddenly landed on my cheek? Ah this is not a dream. I shake my head. Trying to gather all my consciousness.
"Why gangs? You don't like me saying that?" Ask. Huh huh? I'm a cengo gini anyway.
Without a second thought I immediately embraced the best God creature in front of me. It's up to him to think of me.
"Ich liebe dich auch, mein Mann (i love you my husband too)." I'm spontaneous. The seeds of love begin to grow. I just realized how I felt about her. All this time, the sense of loss, the longing feeling I felt as she left was a sign that I was starting to love her. But my ego and my blind love for Sam seemed to deny everything.
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After breakfast at the hotel, Mas Ray and I immediately went home with a happy feeling. There is always a rainbow after the rain. It looks like the rainbow has appeared. But, there was doubt in my heart whether Ray could accept me wholeheartedly. See, my lady-like appearance tonight, is it worth it to be with a man who is so understated like him? It seems like I need to contact Amel immediately to find something that can erase this image on my arm quickly. Although not a permanent tattoo, I began to be uncomfortable with the views of people I had previously ignored, let alone friends at school already know. I'm afraid that you think I'm a real woman and that you've made me Mas Ray's wife.
As soon as she got out of the car, Mommy immediately ran to hug me. I saw Daddy and Ray's parents gathering at our house.
"Shafa, Mommy's son. You're all right, son" Mommy seems so worried. He hugged and kissed me.
"Shafa is good mom, there is Mas Ray who always take care of Shafa" said I glanced at Ray mas who walked towards his parents.
"Bad kid, in relation from last night no one wants to answer. He knows two more" Mother-in-law chimed in by pinching my cheek and then hugging me.
"Sorry mom, Hp Shafa is dead" I said with a pepsodent smile.
"Let's go in, let's talk inside" Take Daddy.
I was led in with 2 women I loved so much on my left and right. The woman who has given birth and raised me with love and the woman who has given birth and raised the warm figure that God has given me in my life.
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Sir Ray's worried about aa anyway??😍
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Happy.. who started falling in love😍🤗