God's Choice of Mate
About me and her again.

Night comes greet and envelop the people in the world to rest after a day in busy with activities that make the body feel tired. Similarly, Ummah, Wirda, Pak Budi and Bik Inah and my favorite nephew Fariz.

All were fast asleep after packing all the items and clothes into the suitcase. Because tomorrow in the morning we will all leave to go back to my hometown, which is where all the bitter and sweet memories begin.

But this time my eyes seemed hard to shut. Even though I tried to squint my eyes and try to close them.

However, there was a pervasive unrest in my body and heart. Something I cannot understand in my own mind.

I woke up and immediately got out of my bed. Then I walked slowly so as not to wake up Brother Reno who was sleeping on the sofa bed.

Well me and Brother Reno did sleep apart from the beginning of our marriage. Reno did not mind it and he did not force himself to try to touch and impose his desire on me.

However, when I saw him he was not on his sofa bed. My eyes are looking for her around the bedroom. Out of curiosity I finally turned on the lights.

Sapid..

The main light was brightly lit and it was true that I was unable to find the whereabouts of Brother Reno in this room.

"Where is Reno's sister going?, "I said slowly while thinking.

My eyes were fixed on the wall clock that showed one o'clock at night. I immediately tidied up my veil and searched for the whereabouts of Brother Reno.

After looking in the bedroom I did not see Reno. I also walked out of the room.

"Maybe Reno's sister is in the kitchen?, "I said slowly.

Nor did I find her whereabouts there. Until slowly my sense of hearing listened to the sweet sound of someone singing the holy verses of the Quran.

I smiled happily too.

"Akh it must be Brother Reno, "I said slowly as I rushed to find his whereabouts.

And it didn't take long for me to find his whereabouts.

As I thought, Brother Reno was in the prayer room of this house and was solemnly reading the Quran.

I walked slowly and very slowly so as not to disturb him.

Delightful and so beautiful his voice really tightened my heart to continue to listen to the recitation of the Quran that Brother Reno recited.

Without realizing it, I also sat down not far from Reno who was sitting facing the Qibla.

And I was more and more sedated by the recitation of the holy verses of the Quran which he recited.

Not long after, Reno realized my presence.

Then he finished his recitation of the Quran.

I gasped to find out if Brother Reno had finished reading the Quran.

And now he's sitting right in front of me.

Brother Reno smiled as he rubbed my head covered in a veil.

"You haven't slept Ran?, "he asked softly.

I shook my head slowly.

"Not brother. I am not yet sleepy and forgive me if my presence disturbs you who are reading the Quran. "

"No Ran, your presence never bothered me. You are a complement to my life and are one of the biggest reasons for me to continue living this life, "he said softly while looking at myself.

"Don't say that, Brother Reno, "I said.

Brother Reno looked at me seriously and brought his face so close to mine. Until the two ends of our noses met.

DEG.. DEG.. DEG..

My heart was beating fast and fast again. And again the sensation of taste is like an electric shock shock. Started to spread from the crown to the tip of my foot.

Huhhhh..

I felt a warm gust of breath touching my face.

And it made me feel something like a strange rumbling sensation that made me unable to look into his eyes anymore.

I immediately lowered my eyes from him.

However, quickly and so gently he raised my chin with the fingers of his right hand.

"Don't blow your face off my face Ran. Do not avoid my eyes. Because this face and eyes have long been held in the shackles of deep longing. And now let my sense of sight convey that feeling of longing through my gaze, " said Brother Reno quietly with a very serious face.

I am powerless and try to avoid it. So I quickly let go of Brother Reno's hand from holding my chin.

And so the fingers of Brother Reno can no longer reach me. I also try to stay away from him.

But again his hands were too fast and so swift to grab my body.

Buggg..

Brother Reno clasped my body tightly.

"Don't go Ran please. Let this body feel your body that keeps warming my feelings. I want to keep hugging your body in my arms Ran. So that I know and be absolutely sure. If at this time you and I have become one in a sacred bond, " said Brother Reno as he continued to hold my body.

I was silent and dumbstruck in the warm embrace of his body.

This time I could not resist our closeness.

Comfortable and a feeling that is so calm when Brother Reno embraces my body in the warm embrace of his body.

And Brother Reno continued to express his longing for me through his cribs and tongue that whispered softly and softly to my sense of hearing.

"I have always been silent when you are far or near from me Ran. But that doesn't mean I don't have a taste for you Ran.

I just want to try to keep what should be taken care of, you who never know Ran how long I have been trying hard and strong.Seeing you along with the late Ustad Fariz. But at that time I realized, if I am a nobody and it is not worth having you. Until Allah Subhan knew Wa Ta'ala taught me of all the trials He gave me. So that I immediately improve myself and make myself worthy also worthy to be a priest for you Ran.

I used to be quiet in front of you, but you never know Ran. If before Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala your name continues to echo in every chant of my do'a-do'a.

I just want to always be with you Ran up to two times that is the present and forever. Until death do us both part. I love you so much Ran, " said Brother Reno softly and deeply.

I silently listened to her voice that was trembling in novelty and continued to cling tightly to my body.

Without realizing it, my two fingers returned hugs from him.

Me and Brother Reno are drowning in taste.

A feeling I cannot understand through my mind. However, I can understand it through her gentle touch.

our eyes met and spoke in their own language.

In the silence and silence where our lips meet and lock on to each other.