HIJRAHS
"MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MOTHER NURMA"

After passing a long journey.at exactly 4 pm. we arrived at the village of kurungrejo Nganjuk. The place where the Nurma family lived and both children and parents mbak Nurma.

We are greeted with the atmosphere of the village that is still beautiful.the gaze of some residents who feel astonished at our presence.is clearly visible from the look of their faces. especially when the car Kak Sindi stopped right in front of a house that looks still very original countryside.

House with shades and models of the past. some people were in front of the house.Sindi and I looked at each other before we both got off the car.

I took a deep breath, trying to neutralize the possibility of what would happen later, especially if they knew who I was and I was the cause of Nurma's death.

Sindi and I came down. We walked over to some eyes that had been watching us.

"Assalamualaikum" said the two of us

"Waalaikumusallam" answered simultaneously from everyone on the porch of the house.

"Sorry, is this really Nurma's house?" sak Sindi asked some people who were still looking at us with meaningful gazes.

"Yes right" replied one of the middle-aged women

"We are from the city, we are her friends mbak Nurma. happened to be a few days ago we just got news about the death of mbak Nurma, so we came here" said Sindi.

"Let's go in Nak" replied an old mother who told us to come in.

We both entered, following the old woman's bow steps.But everyone outside just now followed us. made me and Sindi's brother vibrate violently.

Will I be adjudicated?

do they know I'm coming?

"Please sit down, son" said the grandmother, telling us to sit on a mat that stretched out on the ground.

Yes, the floor of this house is still grounded.I don't know? are all the houses here still land-based, or just this house alone.

Sindi and I sat down. We were surrounded by a lot of Humans who kept watching us. I held the hand of Sindi. sis Sindi also seemed to tremble.

"Who among you is Leah?" did the old grandma mention my name? which makes me and Sindi's brother surprised amazingly, from where do they know my name? and from where they know my presence.

"Sa, I'm Lea" I replied nervously

There was no answer from the people here.they just kept watching me closely. And there were some of them who spoke to each other in a regional language that I did not understand.

"I'm Surti, Nurma's mother" said the old grandmother, who I knew was Nurma's mother.

Immediately Sindi and I looked at each other.

"Mom, I came here to apologize. For what happened to mbak Nurma" I replied with a bow.

"Why are you apologizing? what have you done?" he said as he kept staring at me, making me even more nervous and scared.

"In indirect, I am the cause of death mbak Nurma. because of my problems. mbak Nurma who intends to help me. even got a disaster. I'm sorry Mom, I deeply regret my actions" I answered while crying.

considering I was the cause of Nurma's death, the kindness Nurma gave me. All of her sudden flashed through my memory. Her laughter made me even more powerless to hold back tears.

"I know you will come here, I also know who you are" he said

As soon as I lifted my face, I looked at this old grandmother's bead. Is she a smart person?

what smart person does that person often mean to exist? what is one of them he?

I said Sindi, she was just as surprised as I was.

"How did you know I was coming here? and how can you know who I am" I replied curiously.

His answer makes me even more confused?

"Mbak Nurma?" answer me

"Yes, Nurma told me about you. meeting you two. how she really wanted to help you change your life.she told me the moment she brought you into that house. and when you get slander from your coworker" he said.

"What, did Nurma tell you about me?" I answered very surprised.

Did mom Nurma tell you everything? including about my disgrace, who was harassed the night my mother died? did Nurma tell you that I was an illegitimate child? who was hated and eventually expelled from the people I lived in?

"Yes, Nurma told me all about you. She was very angry when she found out you were tortured and fired disrespectfully. and decided to reprimand the woman named Siti" he said.

"Mom, I beg you to forgive me. I apologize as much as I. mbak Nurma to die" I replied as he rested at the feet of this old woman.

"You're innocent, son, that slander is indeed very cruel.The death of my son is destiny.Every human being born into the world.has his own story and life path." he said as he stroked my back which was still hugging his legs.

"Thank you, ma'am" I replied.

"How did you know that Lea was coming here?" ask sis Sindi.

Actually I was also curious about the question that was asked Sindi?

how did they know we were coming?

we have not given any news before.

"Nurma told us" the grandmother replied with a small smile.

"What" replied sindi.and I simultaneously.

What does this grandmother mean? why did he say he knew of my arrival from Mbak Nurma? isn't Nurma gone?

"Three days ago, I dreamed of Nurma. She said that you would come here, I thought it was just a sleeping flower. Her aunt. Her father.and there are still some people who got similar dreams.and her peak last night.she said that today you will come home. and Nurma asked us to welcome and be kind to you, and Nurma also said goodbye to us" he said at length.

"So, did Nurma come to my mother's dream.and tell her about my coming?" my answer.

"Yes, listen to my son, Nurma loves you so much. she told me many times about your life story.Throughout the story, she was constantly crying. he also really wants your life to change, so as not to be looked down upon by many people.even he had wanted to bring you here and live with us here. but you are hunted to get a job" said explained.

Instantly I was astonished by the words said by mother mbak Nurma. mbak nurma not only do good near me but also behind me? he planned to bring me along with him.

Who am I to him, but why is he so kind and loving to me? the kindness he gave me brought him to death,

why does this all have to happen?

why should Nurma not exist?

and why, too, am I the cause of his death.

I deeply regret my actions.

if at that time, I did not receive the love of Rehan mas.if I could take care of my heart and feelings.Mbak Siti might not be reckless as yesterday.

I really condemn my actions, I condemn my relationship with that man.I condemn Siti's life.

Just look, I won't let that evil woman live quietly! I will repay her every act to me and Mbak Nurma. she will have to pay dearly for what she did to me and Mbak Nurma.

He took someone very good in my life.he took a child from his parents and the mother from his child.

I swear, I will demand revenge!