HIJRAHS
"INTENTION STOPS"

After consulting the Ustadzah, somehow? Now my feelings are much calmer. I no longer think too much about what I have experienced before. Moreover, the short answer he gave. Like the answer I've been looking for all this time.

After the ta'lim ceremony, I decided to go straight to Sindi's house. I will tell him what my purpose is and what my desire is.

I was determined to quit that despicable job, Yes, I don't want to continue my work anymore.

15 Minutes later....

The car I was driving finally reached the yard of Sindi's house.

"sister, brother" I said as I entered Sindi's sister's house.

"Lea" replied Sindi.

"sister, I want to talk seriously" I said.

"What's Lea?" Answer with a face that paints confusion.

I also brought Sindi to sit on her soft sofa. The sofa is always a pride in Sindi. Because Sindi's father really wanted to have and felt able to sit on this sofa, however, takbir said another. When Sindi has a lot of money to realize her father's every dream. God called him first.

That's why, Sindi never replace or intend to replace it with another sofa. Or the latest sofa.

"What's Lea? Is everything okay?" Ask Sindi. With knitted eyebrows.

"No brother, but please promise not to get angry" I replied bowed.

"Yes, my brother won't be angry. But, tell me what's going on?" Her speech.

"I want to quit our jobs" I replied loudly.

"What's? Can you repeat it again?" Sindi's brother. What I saw looked at me expectantly.

"Yes, I want to quit that job, brother. I want to go back to being the old Lea. And I also want to repent" I replied.

Sindi remained silent for a while, she kept looking at me fixedly. I don't know what's on this woman's mind right now? The woman I consider my sister.

Is he going to be angry?

Or, he doesn't want me to stop?

But something surprising happened. When I wrestle in my mind at Sindi's sister. Suddenly he hugged my body tightly. And soon his body shook.

Is she crying?

Old brother Sindi hugged my body tightly. Until he let go of his embrace.

"Old brother is waiting for you to say this. Lea" he said while still crying.

"What does brother mean?" Reply confused.

"Son't feel guilty, so guilty for bringing you in and putting you in the job. All night. Brother is always haunted by the mistakes you make. Why did you let me sell your body? It should be that sin is not a sister for others" he said, crying.

"No brother, brother is innocent. That's not my decision. I myself want to work as a night woman. Didn't my sister ever forbid me?" My answer.

"I'm sorry, sister Lea, I'm really sorry" he said, covering both hands.

"No brother, brother don't be like this. Brother is innocent in this matter" I replied.

We hugged each other again, we cried with what we had done before, I cried. Remembering the many sins I have committed.

I cried, when I savagely and wickedly took the lives of others? They are murderers and venereal criminals. But how is it different for me from them?

I hate their actions so much. I hate Jalu so much, but I also do the same?

.i'm really embezzled by power.

I am completely possessed by ambition and vengeance. Until I don't see the old man I'm being ignorant of?

I wept. Remembering the many sins I have committed.

Tonight, after me and brother Sindi compromised for a long time. Sindi and I decided to resign from the job. Hope Mommy will receive with chest roomy.

And let us both live quietly. We both went to the club that night. But this time. With a different costume. I'm wearing long jeans and a long black hoodie.

Usually we come with a special costume of a thick-tweeted man.

Sindi and I entered the club by hand. When we came in. There are many who look towards us. But no one dared to rebuke or seduce me. Because Mommy used to affirm. That I was his most expensive asset. Just a little scratch. Then their lives bet it.

Thats why. Right now I'm not so sure, that mommy will set me free so easily. Don't know why? My feelings are not so comfortable and free.

I feel like something's going to happen in there?

Sindi and I looked at each other. We were standing at Mommy's doorstep. We both took a deep breath. To neutralize ourselves.

"Lea, Sindy. You guys coming? Come on come sit down. Hey, prepare a chair for my Lea" said Mommy when Sindi and I came to her.

Sindi and I sat down. Now the three of us looked at each other only blocked by a small table.

"What's up, baby? You need anything?" Said me.

Yes, all this time mommy's attitude was fairly good to me. I need anything he will provide directly. How not? I am his gold asset. I'm the one he sold at a much more expensive price than the others. Or in a sense. I am his biggest money-making slave.

"We came here to talk to mommy" said Sindi.

"What's wrong? Is everything okay?" Mommy answered with questioning eyes.

"We both want to stop, we want to resign" Sindi said loudly.

" What!" Her reply with eyes almost came out perfectly.

"Yes, Sindi and I want to stop. We want to repent" I said

Now, the woman with the fat body was staring at me fixed, I saw her breathing was hunting more and more.

"No, you can't stop from here. Especially you Lea. You are my asset. You won't be able to stop from here!" The answer was half screaming.

"Whatever, the poke we still want to stop" said Sindi.

"Yes, we both want to stop" I said.

"You won't be able to stop from here, or get out of here" he replied.

"Whatever you're going to do, we're both going to stay out and stop from here!" Sindi's words

Plaque.....

The woman slapped Sindi's sister with her grimace. And Sindi did not remain silent. He directly pulled the woman's hair with his brute force. There was a fight between the two of them.

Until, the commotion we made, managed to lure the guard who was outside. They immediately pulled the body of Sindi's sister who was still grabbing the woman's hair.

Plaque plaque.

"Basic shit woman!" Said the woman while returning to fix her hair and slapped Sindi's sister.

"Basic cunning, your wicked woman!" Sindi replied that she was still in the hands of two bodyguards mommy

"Lepasin, I said selebin kak Sindi" I said while telling them to take off kak Sindi.

"Look good well, you won't be able to stop from here Lea." Said Mommy while gripping my chin. .

"Whatever, I'll keep stopping!" My answer.

Plaques

"Bare you to me!" Prattling

"Who are you? Why should I be afraid of you!" My answer.