HIJRAHS
"THE REAL LEA"

ONE MONTH LATER......

I woke up hearing a very noisy voice.A splashing sound of water, which was earthy with someone I knew. was cleaning myself in the bathroom.

I feel my head is very dizzy and painful.I hold my head.it really hurts.not only that, my whole body feels very sick. my bone feels like it's all crumbled.

even I was very difficult to get up and sit. when I was neutral, right all of them. only then did I realize that I was in a place that I did not recognize?

I look up at the sky and the walls of this room?

Yeah, it's not my house, and I don't think it's a hospital either.

I remember the events that happened to me.

Yes, I remember all that night, after I resigned from my job, Sindi and I were after Mommy's men

And we had an accident until our car was mired into a cliff that was not too steep.

I remember all that time I was forced to leave Sindi's own brother in the car.

And I also remember, that I ran in pursuit by some people until I got hit by a car. Yeah, I remember I got hit while I was dodging Mommy's bodyguards.

The incident that happened to me that night, clearly remembered in my head, even though my head felt very painful to remember all of it. Until, I remember how the fate of Sindi? is he safe too?

O Allah, I repent and want to come back to you. Please show me your best way.

When I was looking at the sky of the room, the bathroom door that was inside the room opened.

A man came out of the bathroom bare-chested.His head was still lowered.with a hand that kept wiping his wet hair with a small towel.

That guy, like he wasn't aware of my presence?

don't I not be gone? and I'm not accepted in the sky? so I'm on the verge of the world?

But, if I'm already gone? why is it that my hands are still attached to the infusion hose?

The man was wearing his clothes.he took the clothes in the closet until when he combed his hair.

I saw his face was very paled. Our eyes met each other, even though he saw me from behind the mirror.

The man immediately faced me and looked at me. He walked over and now he was sitting right in front of me.

"You're sober?" I asked her with a look that I could hardly understand.

I couldn't answer her. I just nodded slowly. For some reason? I'm very hard to open my mouth. It feels like my mouth is exposed to adhesive glue.

"Bi, Auntie." cried the man, which made me a little confused.

"What do you feel now?" say it again.

"My head is still painful and painful" I replied, because I forced to speak.

The man touched my head like he was making sure of my words.

"What else do you feel?" said it.

"Honestly my body hurts" I replied.

"It's okay, as time goes on. You will recover.you want to eat something or drink?" said it.

"No" I answered.

Before long, the door of the room opened.A woman I thought was 40/50 years old entered.he looked at me in confusion.

"Oh my God, Den. is he awake?" he said with eyes staring at me.

"Yes Bi, thank God" the man replied.

"O Allah, thank God you have granted our prayer" she said.

"I where? and is my brother safe?" ask me.

"You're in my house, I accidentally bumped into you that day because I saw you were in danger. I'm sorry, if I can get you to the hospital, maybe you'll come to your senses sooner, unlike now" the man replied.

"You've been in a coma for a month, I honestly don't know what to do? we just hope that God's miracle will come and help you" he replied

"Yes Neng, you were in a coma for one month.and Den Danu who took care of and cared for Neng all this time, he treated the wounds in Neng's body so painstakingly. even he never left Neng alone, Bibi hope, Neng do not report Den Danu to the police Yes Neng" said the middle-aged woman, who I know is a maid in this house.

Geez, so I was in a coma for a month?

and for a month now, I've been in this house, I don't know? is Sindi safe or not?

"Why should I report you? what have you done?" ask the man.

"I accidentally hit you" he replied.

"No, I should be the one to thank you for saving my life" I said.

"Do you remember all of them?" the answer.

"Yes" I said.

"BI, please get some water and please make some porridge for her" the man told his maid.

"Well Den" answered the maid as she left us both.

After the door of the room closed again.the man approached his sitting position.he looked at me closely.I don't know what this man will do.

"Who's the guy chasing you?" he said arrive.

So, he knew that day I was being chased by some people?

"Fruit of someone, who desperately wants my death" I replied.

The man was surprised

after hearing my words.

"Why do they want your death? what have you done?" said it.

"Why did you know that I was being chased by some people that day?" my answer.

"A moment where I accidentally bumped into you, I saw some men come out from where you came out earlier.they photographed your blood-soaked body. afterwards they came back with a fluffy smile. at that time, I knew that you were in danger.especially when I found out that you were still breathing.so I decided to take you to my house, and take care of you here. because I'm afraid, if I take you to the sickroom.I'm afraid, they know that you are safe and may be able to do things you don't want" he said at length.

"Thank you" I replied.

"Tell me, who are they? and why would anyone want your death?" said it.

"After I tell you everything, you're gonna throw me out?" my answer.

"Why sedemikan? who are you really?" heed

"My name is Lea, Lea Patmawati. and I.." answered confused. whether I will tell. all of them or not? he saved my life, more after he found out who I was, and was about to throw me out of his house.

"You what?" said it.

"I was once a prostitute, and the one who wanted my death was a pimper in the place where I sold my body.he didn't accept it when me and my brother were about to quit his place. my brother and I ran away from that place and we were chased by some of his men after our car was shot several times from behind. we went into a not so deep abyss.I was asked to leave my own brother in the car, and save myself. indeed, before I got hit by your car. my head has also shed blood" I replied.

"Oh Allah" he said, shutting his mouth.

"I am very dirty, I am a very despicable human being.I am the most evil human being, because not only did I sell the body.I also killed three people, I also killed three people, and it has been the cause of the people I love and love me. I died, I am a wicked man, I do not deserve to live. After this, if you want to expel me. I accept. because I deserve it" I replied.

"Why did you kill those three people? and why do you say that you're the cause of death of the people who love you?" said it.

Finally, I told her all my life, from my poor life with both my parents, to the time when my father finished, and my mother died. when I was raped on the night of my mother's death, and when death befell Nurma who had defended me.

And how I'm willing to sell my body.

In fact, how I killed those three people, how I was responsible for the family life of Mbak Nurma. and how I met with Sindi, and decided to work selling my body.

I even told her, The very thing I never wanted to tell you is that I am an illegitimate child.

it's really embarrassing, isn't it?