HIJRAHS
"GO ON"

I was very surprised, when Angga said the word proposal, is what Sindi think is true?

Is Angga really going to propose to me?

Then, what am I supposed to do? Do I have to accept that proposal?

Meanwhile, I have absolutely no feelings towards Angga.

[Lea, are you home?]

A message came in and broke my daydream.

when I opened the incoming message, apparently from Angga. long also his age. when I was thinking about him. he suddenly sent a message.

[Yes, today I am at home] I replied

[Can you come with me?] its message

[Where?] my reply.

[To the Mall, we buy equipment for handover] his message.

As soon as my heart stopped beating, O God, will Angga really propose to me?

Can I refuse it? If I refuse him, am I not selfish, for he has also saved me.

Remembering, where he and some of his colleagues were fighting with the bad guy.

simply, to save me and indirectly, I owe him a debt of gratitude, and a life.

Is this your destiny God?

what Angga, the man you sent me on purpose?

if he is indeed the soul mate you have promised, please give me the determination to accept him. and eliminate my love for your Creation Creature named Danu.

[ Calling up?] my reply.

[Yes, surrender to your proposal.if you choose it yourself. I will not worry anymore] his message.

[Alright] reply.

After replying to Angga. I immediately entered my house. I approached Sindi, and decided to ask for advice from her.

"What's Lea? why do you look so moody?" ask Sindi when I have sat near her.

"Female, he will take me to the Mall" I replied lazily.

"Good, it looks like he wants to take you shopping" said Sindi.

"Yes, he said he would invite me to buy a handover for his fiancee" I replied.

"Fiancee? so is it true he's gonna propose to you?" said sis Sindi.

"Yes, it looks like he's going to propose to me. Remembering what he said earlier. I think he's going to propose to me sister" I replied.

"Alhamdulilah" said Sindi.

"But, to be honest, I have no feelings for Angga kak. I just think of him as a friend, and nothing more" I replied.

"What, so you don't like Angga?" said sis Sindi.

"Yes, all this time I only considered her as a friend. I actually kept feeling towards Danu. her friend" I replied.

"And you mean doctor Danu?" Sindi's brother.

"Why didn't you say that to brother?" said sis Sindi.

"I'm ashamed, brother" I replied.

"Then, how? isn't Angga gonna propose to you?" said sis Sindi.

"I don't know either, sis, if I refuse his proposal.I feel bad, especially when remembering.when he exchanged fire with criminals. and during the trip, the escort against me was so strict, it made me feel bad if I refused it" I replied.

"So don't know that, if you tell Angga the truth how?" said sak Sindi

"Maybe I can, however, be very sure, if he will be disappointed" I replied.

"Look at Lea, maybe Angga is the man God sent for you. Maybe he is the right match for you. love problems, gradually may arise. because according to brother, he may be the right match for you, how much better.you accept Angga. because he sincerely loves you, you remember, how you used to love Rehan, But in fact.he is not as sincere as it is not" said Sindi.

"So, according to brother. I have to accept Angga's proposal, right?" my answer.

"Yes, is this now? you love Danu, however, what about Danu? if Danu also loves you.You can reject Angga. because you can be happy with Danu, who also loves you. But, isn't Danu like she doesn't have feelings for you?

look, he rarely even comes and asks you how are you?" said sis Sindi.

"Yes, brother's right. Maybe I just experienced love clapping one hand. Danu doesn't seem to have feelings for me" I replied.

"Yes, sister just wants you to be happy. Whatever your decision.sister will definitely support you. However, before you decide, you want to think first, not because of your love for Danu, instead make regrets later on" said Sindi.

"Okay, brother" I replied.

So long talking to Sindi, shortly after, Angga came.

"Assalamualaikum" he said upon entering my house.

"Wa'alaikumsallam" replied Sindi and I.

"Kak Sindi, I asked permission to bring Lea shopping, for your needs" said Angga.

Don't know why? after hearing the word reddish. made my chest feel tight and sore. I looked towards Sindi's sister.she smiled at me.

"Yes, please take good care of Lea and don't hurt her" Sindi replied.

"No, brother, oh yes, brother Sindi, what do you want to do?" angga

"No, brother just ask. hurry back" replied Sindi. she seemed to know, if I do not want to go together with Angga. especially to shop for necessities later.

O Allah, please strengthen me. If it is true, Angga is the best mate and man you send me. Please, open my heart. and, also eliminate my love for another man, who is none other than his best friend.

I don't want to be a human being who hurts other people, especially this guy who has a very good relationship,

please, strengthen my heart to receive Angga,

"Come Lea, hunt for the afternoon" invited Angga.

"Yes, come on" I replied.

"Sister, we go first yes. sister is good at home" I told Sindi.

Sindi did not answer my words.she just nodded.signifying understanding with what I said.

Even though my legs were heavy and lazy to step on, I kept pushing my legs, I looked at the back of the man in front of me, this very firm and upright back, this,

perhaps, out there, there are a lot of classy and learned women waiting and expecting the love of the man before me. - I have,

How not, besides being handsome, Angga also has a very good job.

However, I do not have a sense of her yet. Hopefully, someday.I can accept the man before me, and love her. like she loves me, accept me, like he accepted me.