HIJRAHS
"THINKING DANU"

Upon my return from Danu's house, I felt that there was much less. Maybe I miss that guy?

No, I can't be too far-fetched.a man as smart as Danu, even with the job he's in, I don't think I even have the right to fantasize about that guy.

The kindness he's been giving, just to make up for the guilt, yeah, wasn't he accidentally bumped into me. Then, with him saving my life and helping me. it's not the same as having atoned for her guilt.

Lea Lea, you have to be self-conscious, who you are and who Danu is. A very polite, kind and gentleman like Danu, will never accept you who is just a sinful woman.

In fact, you just can't keep your body, can you? until your body has been touched by many men.

Even if you repent, and now shut down your Awra, still your chastity will not return to you. And still.you will still be a former whore!

I sat alone, while cursing myself, how stupid I am. until I dared to miss a man like Danu, even look at it. Since my return, never once did Danu ask me news, right?

That means I am worthless.

"Lea," call Sindi's sister.

"Yes my brother" I replied.

"What are you sitting here by yourself?" said brother Sindi, because I happened to be sitting in the backyard.

"Ah no brother, I'm just looking for fresh air" I replied.

"Fresh air? in the middle of the day like this?" he said it which instantly awakened me.

Ah stupid, why am I sitting here in the hot sun? my mind is starting to get messed up!

"All of you are sunbathing" I replied.

"There is only Lea, oh yes, in the living room there is Angga" said Sindi.

"Anga?" confused answer.

"Yes, he's looking for you" he said.

"Finding me, brother? what's up, huh?" my answer.

"Either, you should meet him first" said Sindi.

I got up from my seat, and pushed Sindi's wheelchair into the living room, and sure enough, apparently Angga was sitting alone there.

"Assalamualaikum Lea" said Angga when I and Sindi brother have arrived.

"Wa'alaikumsallam, it's been a long time Angga?" my answer.

"No, just arrived" he said.

"Oh yeah, what do you want to drink? let me ask Asih to make it" I replied.

"No need to bother Lea, I brought you a cake" he said, handing over a box of cookies.

"Well, in what sense is this, when I am not having a birthday" I replied.

"It's not always Lea's birthday" he said.

"Yes, yes, but you do not have to bother to bring a cake" I replied.

"This does not bother Lea, do not forget to eat the cake" he said.

"Well, the cake must have eaten anyway, thank you very much" I replied.

"It's the same, how are you?" said it.

"Thank you my good news, instead of how you are" I replied.

"As you can see, I've always been good" he said.

"Thank God, thank God then" I replied.

"Lea, sister wants to go to the room first yes.you continue the conversation.sister wants to rest" said Sindi bamitan.

"How's your sister Lea doing, is she okay?" said Angga after brother here go into his room.

"Alhamdulilah, sis Sindi is also good. only I will do regular checks for my sister. regarding the wound on her leg" I replied

"Yes, it should be so. I am also worried about it. the article after having an accident.is not if Sintia directly brought her to the remote village right" said Angga.

"When you come home here, you're rarely seen. I mean rarely go to Danu's house?" angga.

"When I return, in addition to trying to take care of Sindi. I also busy myself in my business, I spend more time there, in addition to controlling the conditions there. I also want to know his progress as well" I replied.

"Your great Lea, still young has been successful" he said as he gave his thumbs up.

"You're great too, you're young, you're already a cop, and you even have stars" I replied.

"Ah, just one star Lea" he said.

"That's good, Angga" I replied.

"Yes, thank you for the compliment" he said.

"Yes, same thing" I replied.

We also chatted until some time. apparently Angga his people humorous as well, throughout our chat, not stopping her we laughed. There was just a funny thing that he told me. whether it was, it was, his personal story.the story of experience when registering as a police officer.or even, the funny story of his fellow police officers.

"Lea, I have to leave now" he said as we chatted for 2 hours.

"Why hunt? are you afraid your boss is punishing you?" answer me

"It's not so, I'm just afraid in the time frame.if it linger here for a long time" he said that makes me confused.

"What do you mean?" my answer.

"Fear of us getting caught by Lea's marriage" he said, which made me look up.

"There's just you" I replied, shaking hands.

"Haha, life is not too serious Lea. must be seasoned with laughter and jokes, so as not to get old quickly" he said.

"Well, I'll learn a lot from you" I replied.

"Indeed it should be, yes I've said it now yes, you do not forget to take care of your health and do not forget to keep smiling" he said while walking out of my house.

"Well, be careful and thank you for the cake" I replied, leading him to the doorstep.

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Angga, an athletic man

as well as having a fairly firm face.the man who also has a position and a fairly good job.

apparently he has the inversely proportional nature of his best friend.

Angga is more humorous and not so stiff, whereas Danu, he is more reserved and does not talk much. However, he is a pretty good listener and advisor.

Although Angga is quite handsome, but, for some reason? I always thought about Danu. Why didn't she ask me at all?

Or just come here to see me, like it's true.if Danu is not interested and likes me.

I'm the only one who's too far away to imagine. could have Danu, Danu,

I can't measure myself, who would want to be with a dirty woman like me?

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Today, after preparing all the needs of Sindi. I returned to my routine, which is to go to the place where I opened the business.

Yes, ever since I was free from my job, I busied myself in my restaurant, sometimes I was at the restaurant, sometimes I was at my restaurant. at the Japanese restaurant I manage with Sintia.

Yes, Sintia is not only my former co-worker, but she has also helped Sindi from death, somehow the fate of Sindi. if Sintia is not determined to bring Sindi's blood-soaked body. get away from the city.

After the dirty place was officially closed, I asked Sintia to take care of my Japanese restaurant, I made her Manager here.

in addition, she has a pretty face, apparently crazy is also talented or smart in terms of Marketing.

.Just what confused me? why did she become a prostitute?

in fact, he could have worked in a place that was very suitable for his education.

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