HIJRAHS
"CLOSES THE HEART"

"Loh Sri, where's the groceries?" ask the mother on the Sri mbak who just got off the motorbike.

"Budhe look at me later" he replied, glancing at me.

And the two fathers who had brought us just shook our heads while patting the bidat.

"What happened to Sri, why is there not a single item you brought? did you forget the onion? or don't you. You guys got robbed?" ask the worried looking mother.

"Budhe take it easy, we are not robbed or do not bring money, and oh yes, this is the shopping money that was dear to Sri" replied mbak Sri while giving money to mother

Mother and some people seemed confused by our arrival because we went to the market, but there was not a single shopping that we brought. until not how long when I sat near Sindi. cator brother that I had rented arrived and stopped right in the yard of the mother's house.

some people looked confused by the arrival of the cator.I saw a middle-aged woman approaching the father and asked. Yeah, even though I don't understand what they're saying.

All the groceries I had bought were down from Cator. and made everything on the porch look confused.

"Sri, whose groceries is this? why would Muklis drop all the stuff here?" ask Mbak Sri.

"Budhe just ask Lea, she bought all this" replied mbak Sri while looking at me.

"Son?" ask the mother who is looking at me.

Some people look at me because I feel awkward at noticing I only lift my shoulders.

"And all these groceries, use Lea budhe's money. Lea did not let Sri move in the slightest. Lea who bought all this" said mbak Sri.

Grocery items have also been input into the terrace of the house, and some people open a variety of boxes and large plastic.

"Geez, this is a lot of spice? you buy how much Sri" asked a mother when opening a kitchen spice parcel.

"Everyone bought a kilo, and Lea bought it" replied Sri.

"It's also chicken, buy how many kilos?" said another mother.

"Chicken is 20 kilos, and beef is 5 kilos, and everyone who buys Lea" replied Sri with a slight laugh.

Some people looked at me. Some were smiling, some were shaking their heads.

"It's a lot of basic food, too?" said another.

"Children's snacks there are 2 dus. not to mention sugar coffee and others.think budhe want to open a stall" replied mbak Sri

"Son, why did you buy all this? is your money not afraid to run out." mother asked me.

"Mom, the market here is quite far. actually not the distance. just the road is very good.my waist just feels sick.so it's a pity if far shopping there just buy a little" my answer.

"You buy noodles until there are how many dus kiddo, not to mention you buy eggs until one crate, until you buy rice and spices and others. this must be a big run out? and why did you buy all this, son?" said the mother who was followed by the gaze of some people who were opening our groceries.

"What's wrong Mom, earlier mbak Sri said she wanted to buy condiments for her later 7 daily father. than the cape bulak back mending all alone Bu. it's sembako and rice. right here again a lot of people. so I buy banyan. last night just like I want to make noodles. mbak Sri must go to a night stall. so now if anyone wants to make noodles. there is already stock.so there is no need to bother having to go to the stall that is in front there" I replied.

"Then, the meat? why do you buy so much" he said.

"Sama, here are many more people.and mother can also set aside for 7 daily events father later.mother can put in the refrigerator so as not to rot" I replied.

"Son, why are you so nice? you don't know what to say? and in what way do you repay all your kindness" he said, bowed.

"Just take care of your health, and take care of Zani and Zian. That's more than enough Mom" I replied

"Sri's right, you are indeed a good woman Lea"

"Yes, I was wondering what you were like, but after meeting you were really nice"

"We're lucky to meet you Lea"

"Not only are you beautiful, but you're also very nice"

"Yes, you are not uncomfortable and want to help the numra family who is not who you are"

"May your kindness be repaid with a thousand Leah's kindnesses"

Some thanks I got.

"Thank you for your prayers, you are so kind" I replied.

"Where do you want to make the stall? this same hammer saw is ready"

"Truly, this is very rich want to visit. shop a lot"

"We just marry Sri all of you, the responsibility of shopping this much if in grapein.

"What the hell, how am I"

"You are not married yet Sri, mending you marry now.mumpung Lea shopping a lot"

"Yes, marry Sri immediately. But who's the man?"

"If no one wants to. we just marry the jagur.rooster jagonya Pak Muklis"

"That's right, when I got married to a chicken anyway" .

"Haha"

We were all joking on the terrace while continuing to tease Sri. Yes, mbak Sri is the same age as me. we only differ a few months only. mbak Sri was born before me.

mbak Sri also once told me that she did not want to get married because she was afraid to experience what was experienced by mbak nurma.

Yes indeed, the incident in natural mbak nurma. can make others traumatized. especially Mbak Nurma in living when her baby is still very red. I'm very sure.if Zani and Zian. had never met his father.His father was drunk treasure and woman.

Actually I also feel afraid, I also do not want to put love in men. After being disappointed for my first love. namely Rehan mas. it seems I no longer want to have a relationship. not what? if I hadn't been this dirty in the past, and had gotten such a strong rejection

The humiliation of myself was so deep in my chest that the man who promised to marry me would defend me and always be with me. would be able to convince his parents to accept me. and will do anything for me. There is no evidence.

Mas Rehan was silent, when both his parents insulted me. dragging me like an animal.and also doubting me? she doesn't trust me. The woman she's been saying loves me so much. Apparently it's all just an illusion.

If I had been rejected raw, then what about now, even though I have a lot of money, but my body is already plastered by many striped men.

Where would anyone want to be with a dirty woman like me? there I would be nothing but gossip. Instead of having to feel the same pain.I would rather not love a man and live for myself.

[Mom, we've got Jodi's information and address]

Suddenly, a message came in and broke my daydream.