HIJRAHS
"MY GREAT DECISION"

Since my return from the village where he lived, Nurma. I always thought about the state of the family mbak Nurma.

How can I help the economy of the Nurma family?

actually, I also got a salary from Sindi, but I can not continue to rely on gifts from Sindi. because I get an erratic salary.

It has been completed and fed it has been very grateful.

I can't count on a gift from Brother Sindi.

A few days passed, my mind kept on being distracted until I decided to make a big decision in my life.

"Sister" I said to Sindi's brother who was sitting while playing his cellphone.

"Yes Lea?" the answer.

"Eemm, brother, I want to talk to you about something" I said awkwardly.

"Speak what?" the answer seems to be watching me.

"I-I want to work with Sindi" I said trying to make my resolve.

"What," he answered, looking surprised.

"I want to work with Sindi, in that place" said I who was still down.

Some time there is no answer from Sindi. I do not know what is thought by Sindi brother at this time?

"What did you say Leah? Why do you want to work with me there" he replied, still looking at me sharply.

"I need a lot of money sak, in addition to financing the two children mbak Nurma. and give treatment to his father.I also very much want to demand a reply to mbak Siti. who still roam freely. after making a lot of suffering for the Nurma family" I explained.

"Do you have any plans to find another job?" the answer.

"Sister you are right Ndok, do not make decisions when our minds are in chaos" said mbok Inah.

"I'm just a graduate of Elementary School (primary school) looking for a job is very difficult, first even though I was a maid. I got help and pretended to be a brother of Mbak Nurma. even the salary I get is not worth the injuries I got until now" I said.

Mbok Inah and Sindi are silent.they are still looking at me. Maybe they don't believe what I'm saying?

But I have no other path? being a maid is very difficult.my salary will not be enough to finance the two children mbak Nurma. and finance the treatment of her father. let alone put mbak Siti into the bars.

I'm sure, for sure I'll need a lot of money to punish the bad woman.

"Your intentions are very good Ndok, mbok can only pray for whatever decision you take, may be the best way for you" said mbok Inah while stroking the top of my head.

"Lea, I know your intention is very good, which is to finance the two children of Nurma's mother and demand justice for the actions done by mbak Siti, but you ask. and think again about your plan" said Sindi.

"I've been thinking about it for a few days now, brother, and my decision has been unanimous" replied I, trying to convince myself.

"Sister give you time to think about everything.if your decision is already round. tell brother" said Sindi.

"But brother?" my answer.

"Here, brother does not want us to discuss this anymore" he said as he walked into the room.

I pensively thought to myself what I just said.

"Ndok" said mbok Inah who came to me.

"Mbok" I replied.

"Ndok, are you sure of your decision?" said .

"I'm sure, some days I'm not calm.My mind is always disturbed by the fate of the family mbak Nurma" I replied.

"Do you know what Ndok's job is?" said it.

"No" I answered.

"The work is looked upon by many despicable people, you will be confronted by the striped man Ndok. Are you sure you will give your body to them?" mbok Inah.

I was stunned to hear the words mbok Inah,

"Ndok, you know? your brother repeatedly wants to quit his routine? but it can't" said mbok Inah.

"Mbok, I don't care what I'm going to face in the future.My current mind is only demanding revenge for Nurma's killer" I replied.

Mbok Inah's sad face really makes me unable to look into his eyes.

"I'm sure mbok" I replied.

"Huh, if it's your decision and you think it's the best way.mbok can only pray.maybe you're always okay" he said.

"Thank you mbok" I replied.

Mbok Inah passed away leaving me, now I'm alone here.

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One Week Later.......

For one week I kept spinning my brain, convincing myself of the path I was about to take.

I also met Sindi again and intended to say My intentions.

I'm not thinking about myself anymore.

Born out of an illicit relationship, and having a Cap as an illegitimate child was hated by many for the sins of my parents.

And lost my honor, then?

why am I still thinking about myself.

In fact, I got to Cap more despicable than the prostitutes.

The insults of Rehan's parents that day, really make me lose my mind. They say the treasure and throne is more important than Ethics.is not before? Mas Rehan's mother strictly forbids violence in her house, then what happened that day?

They slapped me, dragged me. and even insulted me. Worse than a prostitute. Does such an act deserve respect and respect!?

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That night, sister Sindi did not say much. The car we drove across the city streets.I've dressed as neatly and SE beautiful as possible. I was wearing powder, although I honestly wasn't very PD with my makeup, until our car arrived at the place I used to track.

"Lea," said Sindi.

"Yes brother?" my answer.

"You sure?" said it.

"Yes my brother" I replied.

"Listen Leah, once you enter the night world, your day will remain dark.if you dare to enter my legs into it, it will be very difficult for you to return" he said.

"I'm sure brother, and ready for the consequences" I replied.

"Then, come on" he said holding my hand.

I entered a place where there were so many women and men.Some were young and old.they were dancing, like the world really belonged to him.

A few pairs of eyes seemed to notice me, I felt very uncomfortable at the notice, but I had to get used to myself in this situation.

Until Sindi brought me into a room that looked closed and neat.in there was a woman with a face so thick will make up. and guarded by two men with a need for a muscular and fierce face.

"Sindi, what's wrong? and who are you carrying?" said the woman as she stood up to us.

Sindi did not answer the woman's words,

"Who is she, she's so beautiful" said the woman as she stroked my cheek.

"He's Lea, he's going to work here!" answer sis Sindi

"Wow, it's smart that you look for good things, she is very beautiful. different from others.you will get a big wage for your efforts to bring goods as good as this" he said which immediately made me stunned, The item?

"I don't sell it, he just wants to work for a while" Sindi replied.

"Oh Sindi, you are not a hypocrite.What do you think you brought him here for? if you just sell your body for money, then? " say the woman.

"Listen Mom, I don't want him why? because he only worked for some time" replied Sindi.

I wonder at the conversation between the two of them?