
along the way, there wasn't too much chatter between me and Angga, not as usual.
In the past, I felt happy because I had a friend as good and as funny as Angga. who always could make me and Sindi laughing.
However, this time, all those feelings seemed to disappear.along with Angga's words that day, If I did not accept Angga's proposal. Would all be well?
Does Angga still want to be my friend?
Ah, all that is impossible.
"Come Leah, we have arrived" said Angga.
For a moment, my daydreams also appeared, Oh, it seems true.We have arrived at the Mall.
I went down and followed Angga.
"First, we buy cosmetic and skincare tools first yes" he said
"Yes, I'll come" I replied lazily.
"Alright, you are a good woman Lea. You do not burden men to ask for you" he said.
"Yes" I answered
We walked up the escalator. After arriving at the 3rd floor.and entered the largest cosmetic outlet in this Mall.
"Lea, choose the cosmetics you usually wear, and buy skincare okay, the pokonya buy all the needs you want" he said while sitting in one of the chairs while opening his phone.
I just nodded, and went to buy some cosmetics and skincare.
About 15 minutes, the select event has been completed.
"Have you?" said Angga who approached me
"Yes already" I answered
Angga also went to pay for a number of groceries I chose earlier, he said,
"Mbak's girlfriend?" ask a woman who I expect to be older than me.
"Hmm" I replied
"Mas' girlfriend?" ask this woman, to Angga.
It's basic yes, Netizen now.if you don't get answers or information from who has a problem, surely he asked elsewhere, he must have asked,
To the netizens now..
"No, she's a future wife" Angga replied.
Suddenly, I looked up at my head, and looked at the man who was smiling at me.
Without returning her smile, I immediately lowered my face back.
"Oh, his future wife.but, why is he rich unhappy huh? his rich face males that way, are you guys betrothed by your parents?"said this woman.
Suddenly, I was shocked amazingly by this woman's answer, Yes, even though I did not have the spirit to go with Angga. However, why did he also say in front of me. right he could say behind me only.
"Who said? I know, he loves so much, it's just that maybe he's tired" Angga replied.
"Oh, is that it?" the woman said as she left us.
I just shook my head to see the woman's behavior, you kepo! just want to know someone else's business.
"Don't think about what Lea said, people today are so, can judge others without judging themselves" Angga told me.
"No, I'm ordinary" I replied.
"Yes, then now we go to the shoe store, yes" said Angga.
"Yes" I answered, following this man's steps.
Throughout this journey, we did not talk to each other. Although several times, I caught Angga looking at me, and smiling at me. when our views clashed with each other.
Angga is not like other men who will hold the hand of the woman he loves, he walked alone, although our distance is not so far, however, even a second we are not close to each other.
"Lea, we've arrived" he said
"Yes" I replied.
"Just like before, choose the shoes you want" he said as he sat back down.
I was just following what he told me. Although, to be honest I really want to quickly return home.it feels, the two together with her. makes me uncomfortable at all, what might be because my heart is somewhere else, I think,
so, I feel like such a thing?
Long story short, at last all the needs that Angga had asked for, I had bought them and we had brought them and now, we had been on our way to my house.
Because he has to get back to the office.
On the way, I was staring at the street in front of me.
"Lea" he said .
"Yes" I replied.
"What do you think Danu looks like?" he said, which suddenly makes me like heating up in the face area, and my heart beats when Angga calls his name.
"Well, clever and Sholeh" I replied.
"That means a full package?" said it.
"Yes" I replied.
"Do you think any woman would want to marry Danu?" said later.
"There must be" I replied.
"What is Danu, including the man of your dreams? I mean, all those women must have a dream man? what is Danu, including men like your dreams?" he said. who suddenly surprised me, is Angga testing me?
"No, I never peg or have a dream man, I just want.if he sincerely loves me, and accepts my shortcomings" I replied.
"Oh that's right, Danu's never been in a relationship at all, or had a boyfriend. Yes, all because of his indifferent attitude, from school days, to college.and even now.he's not like other men.like to change partners, he likes to change partners, he was busy with his work" said Angga.
"That's good, that's Danu's sign of a hardworking guy, rather than a guy who likes to change partners right?" my answer.
"It's true, because of that, too. I'd love to match her with my friend, "he said, which made me distrustful.
It seems to be true, that Danu and I are not a soul mate.The proof, there are so many obstacles between us.
"Oh yeah, who?" my answer.
"Some, he's a close friend of mine, and a good friend of mine too" he said.
"How do you think?" said again.
"Yes, if Danu wants to, what's wrong?" my answer.
"Alright, oh yes, we have arrived, for the groceries we have bought, I have to bring it first" he said
"Yes, that's okay" I replied.
"Eemm, for the first time. You didn't offer me to stop by?" said it.
"Oh, you want to stop by?" rigidly answered.
"Hehe, it doesn't need Lea. later I come here again, I'm just kidding" he said
"Yes" I replied.
Angga passed by driving his car and left my home, which has always been the most comfortable place, and my pride.
I also entered my house, when I entered my house, Sindi was riding her wheelchair towards the living room,
"Eh Lea, are you home?" ask sis Sindi.
"Yes my brother" I replied.
"You're patient, brother sure, you can go through this all with patience" he said, who approached me when I was sitting on the sofa.
"But brother, I don't know? will I be able to see Danu marry another woman" I replied, which made Sindi very surprised.
"What, you mean how's Lea?" said sak Sindi
"Yes, Danu will be betrothed to another woman by Angga." I replied.
"Are you sure?" said sis Sindi.
"Yes, Angga himself said that he would match Danu with his friend.Maybe I can shut up and hold back, while burying my feelings. and most likely will marry Angga, however, can I resist. when I see Danu with other women sis? I don't think I'll be strong, even if Angga is a good guy, and a hard worker. And yet, somehow? my heart is somewhere else" I replied.
"O God Leah, what then do you want? if you really can't marry Angga, you should just say everything." said Sindi.
"What if I don't marry Angga, I can get Danu? I don't think sister, because Danu doesn't love me either. Like you said, she doesn't care at all, and asks me how I'm doing.
I'm also sure, the woman who will be betrothed by Angga. must not be a careless woman" I replied.
Honesty is indeed difficult to express, because some honesty will pay for the cost, even life.
However, it would be honorable for you, who are able to say honesty, even though you know, the world is not easy to accept.....