
After finishing with my own thoughts. I decided to go to the Mall. note the empty groceries at home has been given my assistant.
"Hallo brother" I said when the phone connection was connected.
"Yes Leah" replied Sindi, a typical person who just woke up.
"So I'm going to the Mall for a monthly shopping spree, brother wants to come?" my spoken.
"Come, you go to my sister's house, yes, I want to take a shower first" he replied.
"Okay sister" I said.
After the phone connection was cut off. I decided to go to Sindi's house immediately. I wonder if she also saw my pale face?
Along the way I was so clueless, why did others see my face pale huh? and I didn't see it myself?
This is all really weird and absurd?
And regarding the advice of the Amin mang. do I have to ask the ustadzah?
But, what if he's disgusted at me? or scolding me?
or instead, make me the object of the lecture for him?
Ah no, I can't imagine if my name was spread as a comfort woman, and worse still is. I'm a woman who may now be getting her punishment.
My body shuddered when I imagined it all. Oh gosh.
I won't ask Ustadzah.
I'm scared. so scared.
I'm sure, surely the worshippers will look at me contemptuously or worse
I will be stoned in Jambak. or even in the wine along the way.
Oh my God, I can't imagine it.
Until the car I drive has arrived in front of Sindi's house.
"Kak Sindi is there mbak?" ask me when I enter Sindi's house.
"There's Ma'am" she replied, looking at my face.
Ah, I already know the reason he looked at me so closely.I must have seen my face pale or even horrible in his eyes.
"Sister, haven't you?" I said a little screaming.
"Yes, come on, brother is ready" she replied as she walked out of the room
Now I stand before Sindi. However, she just kept quiet and acted as usual.Did she not see my face as others see huh?
Until our car drove through the streets of the city that was not so crowded.all the way Sindi was just ordinary.
"Eemm sister, my make up is too medok no?" ask Sindi because from now on she was acting ordinary.
"No, pretty" she replied, which stunned me.
"Are you sure?" kataku.
"Yes, why is it?" answerable
"Eemm not brother. I'm just afraid my makeup is too medok" I said.
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After almost half a day touring the Mall, I finally arrived home.
Remembering as I walked around the Mall. I became the center of attention of many people. Every time I passed by. not a few humans looked at me.
I'm sure they saw what my assistant saw, too.
Ah, I'm ashamed of it.
I went straight into my room, but suddenly there was a fragrant aroma in every corner of my room.
I sharpened my sense of smell. The fragrance is very soothing even very fragrant.
I continued to sharpen my sense of smell until my eyes opened perfectly when I caught a flower in a glass bowl.
Flowers are no stranger to me. Yes, that flower that was once in my dreams.
I looked at the flower at all did not wither, but it was almost a week from when I dreamed and found the flower came into my real world.
the fragrance of the flower is very attractive.even my room is so spacious. able to breathe it.
I walked out of my room and looked for my assistant.
"Bak, did the Asih mom put flowers on my dresser?" my words that made the middle-aged woman immediately glance at me.
"Eh mother, Yes Ma'am, I found the flower under my mother's bed. I think it was a flower owned by my mother. Because of its very fragrant smell. I put it in a glass bowl, Mom," the answer.
"Oh yes" I said.
I went back to my room and looked carefully at the flowers in the glass bowl.
I kept looking at the flower, why did this flower not wither at all? though the flowers in general will wilt in a day or 2 days if regardless of the stalk. But these?
do not wither. This flower even scatters a very fragrant fragrant.
The black spot on this flower is still there.I've never seen a flower like this before.it's pure white.even its white exceeds cotton.
The pattern is only in the form of a freckle.
"Actually where did you come from? why are you here? are you the reason I'm having this weird dream? ask the flower in front of me.
I went back up my cashier, intending to rest. After almost a day I walked around the Mall. where I was the center of attention of many people.
Sindi and I got confused about it? they could all see my paled face, and yet, strangely Sindi did not even see it?
I lay my body in my bed, pulled the blanket and tried to digest every strange thing that happened to me. My eyes felt very heavy
I closed my eyes too.
"Son.....
"Son, wake up....
"Lea baby, let's get up....
Suddenly I was startled by someone's call, and my shoulders were shaken. I tried to master my gaze.
However, when I managed to perfect my vision, I was surprised to find Father and Mother standing before me.
I quickly got up, and hugged their bodies tightly. Longing that all this time I could not pour out. I could finally vapourize it.
Mom's father, Lea misses Mom and Dad very much" said I who re-hugged their bodies.
"Mom misses you a lot, too" replied the mother.
"Mother, Lea's sick. Lea can't live without you. It's hard, let Lea come with you" I said
"All the time is Son, one day we will be found and united. However, regardless of that, it all depends on you son" replied Father as he stroked the tip of my head.
"What do you mean, Dad? I don't understand" I said
"One day you will understand Son" replied Dad.
"Son, I love you so much more than Mom's life" Mother said.
"I also love Mom and Dad very much" I replied.
"Son, come back" said Father.
"returned? what do you mean Dad? I don't understand" I replied.
"Go back, son," said the mother.
"Where's it going back, Dad? Lea doesn't know? Lea still wants to be here with Mom and Dad" I replied.
"Son, listen to this. If you want to be with us. stop sinning.Go back, son.Go back on the right path" Father said.
"We've never left you son, Mom and Dad are always here with you. So, never feel that you're alone. it will only hurt you. be free of all her and come back in the arms of both of us" said Mother who just contact to make me stunned.
"We have to leave, someday.we will meet again.just in what way? God found us?" Saying Father.
"No, Well don't leave Lea Well, Mom. Please take me too, ma'am" I replied
They also disappeared from my eyes.I could not hold back the tears.until the end I really cried bitterly.
However, when I realize all. My eyes are confused? where am I in some place out of nowhere?
A large tree stood upright among the swaying grass, and after I observed it carefully.I found a black color fluttering from behind the large tree?
Because of the extreme curiosity.I also stepped my feet. I approached the tree.the black cloth continues to flutter.
until I got behind the tree, I found someone sitting on my back.
A woman in all black clothes, which covered every area of her body.even her legs were not able to see.with a long hijab and black as well.
I saw the woman sitting on her back to me, but her clothes were blown by this very soothing wind.
"Excuse me?".my word