I'm Beautiful#Part 2
episode 1

With a dull sound, Brother Ayi came to my house excitedly "Night!!!!! Aunt, is there a beautiful?" his voice was clearly in my ears, I was in the temple room - pura sleeping and sure enough, my room door opened violently, he said,

"Beautiful.., let's get up!! wake up!!!" Brother Ayi shakes - shakes my body,

"Duhhhh!!! what - what the hell brother!!" nagelku to Kak Ayi...

"Ndah.. It worked!!! yes!! Yes!!, do you know Antonio??? this cool and handsome guy in our city is Ndah..., you know?? he's the famous one, that's a lot..." Kak Ayi sparkled - twinkle and very excited,

"Hmmmmm...., Beautiful do not know ahahahaha!!" I laughed out loud - bahak,

"Basic!!! Antonio has a crush on you Ndah.., after he saw the photo of the three of us" said Kak Ayi, and mama immediately rushed to us who were gossiping in the room, and the,

"I'm not Yi!!" ask mom excitedly,

"Great aunt" replied Kak Ayi spontaneously,

"And you just broke your heart, same Mathew kan Ndah.., well.., this I love you your solace.." continued Kak Ayi..,

"Neither ah sis.., very males!" reject me to Ayi, sister,

"Don't be a moron You are Beautiful!! Iyah in aja Ayi.., if he seriously tell him to play at home here, know the same Beautiful as soon as possible well..." Mama is very antusian with the news brought by Kak Ayi..,

"The guy PDKT used to be cake.., see the photo directly fancied, strange.." scolding me,

"Aarr!arggghh!! later if PDKT, just direct dating, then you will know first so you are not awkward, we would like deh Ndah.., brother sure!" he said it was full of emphasis, though,

"Oh well..one more..., Antonio is bald, ahahahahahahaha!!!!" kak Ayi's laughter blared in my room,

"Yeeekkkk,

Kak Ayi is my cousin from my papa, actually if from the family lineage Kak Ayi is my nephew, he said, but because he is older than me and I ignore the family lineage then Kak Ayi I introduce as my cousin to anyone who wants to know him,

Again, again.., mama took a role in my life, my good business was re-organized by her.., while I still want to wait for a truth to be revealed between my relationship with Mathew, sister Mathew, mama tried to break my chain of marks, and immediately forced me to start a new relationship with a man I did not know, and worse yet the man had never met mama even once just hearing the story of Ayi's sister it was enough for mama to draw conclusions for my relationship..,

I ask myself, if I obey my mother's will, whether I will get better, or if I become more broken, that's my question, and whether this man would accept me for who I am.

"When will you come here, Antonionya Ayi??" ask Mama to Ayi's sister,

"Bent aunty, Ayi sms she used to yah te.." Kak Ayi replied antusian and took his latest phone from his sling bag, I just glanced at the activities of mama and kak ayi bored, bored,

"Oh God!!!!!!! Yup!! Yes!!!" Shouted Ayi, startling me and mama,

"Why Yi??" ask the curious mama,

"Says he's coming tomorrow night at seven aunty!!" replied Brother Ayi excitedly,

"Okay, we're shopping tomorrow!!" answer me spontaneously,

"Dad ma..," I replied presumably...,

"What fate is waiting for me after this.," I muttered in my heart,

After being satisfied to hear the story from Kak Ayi, my mother immediately left us both in my room,

"What Auntie said is true, why do you drag on by thinking about Mathew, no profit for you" Entertain Kak Ayi..,

"Sister.sister does not know how in his relationship with Mathew kak.., and three years and a half it is not a short time, I have wasted time in my life, I have wasted time in my life, to establish a relationship that breaks my heart.., I need to start with something new and not rush sis.." I replied seriously,

It feels like I want to refute it again.., this is my life!!! why are you dizzy, but I realize, if Brother Ayi sincerely loves me, I also smile with Brother Ayi, without answering anything, he said, but apparently my smile does not give satisfaction to Brother Ayi,

"Ndaahh.. tomorrow he will come here, Ndah,

"Well, what do you want.., brother is the same mom who met the famous one.., I'm not saying I want to meet him" I ketusku,

"INDAAHHHH!!!!____" before her screams were blaring in my room, I cut the sentence with my mouth shut using both hands,

"Yeahahh!!! lovely to meet!!" I answered half-screaming,

Sistak Ayi, jumping with excitement in my room, I laughed at the behavior of Ayi who was hoping for my happiness..,

After being satisfied to tell a long story, about his love life, Ayi finally said goodbye to go home, he said,

"Ndah, brother back well. don't forget a good tomorrow with Nio yah.." pinta Kak Ayi.

"Nioo??" ask me wonder

"Yes Nioo.., Antonio right???" answer Brother Ayi,

"Ohhh... Iyeah.. Okay" I replied as I extended my smile to Brother Ayi..

"Okay... Byee dear.." said Kak Ayi again to me,

After Brother Ayi left my house, I closed my eyes again, and remembered all my sweet memories along with Brother Mathew, not feeling my tears, flowing profusely..

"Why would you do something like this, and break my heart.., what is my fault with you Brother.."My smile to myself, "My heart is broken and even broken Brother..."

Suddenly my phone rang, and I saw a short message coming in from a foreign number,

"Adek. Please pick up the phone brother, soon brother will be home Dek..."

"Sir Mathew,

Not feeling my tears coming back, when I said his name, I thought at that time, I could not hesitate or change my mind in the slightest, my heart was fixed with my decision, although it was very painful for me, I was very happy, but this pain will fade and disappear slowly as time passes, although time cannot remove the traces of life, but time is the best medicine to restore the soul, is not it?

The short message I ignored, did not want to feel affected in the slightest, but the heart will never be able to lie, if the pain still hurts...,

"Maybe I need someone who can make me forget Mathew, do you think, Nio can?? but I also don't know who and what his background is, even I can't guarantee if he'll accept me, when he knows what my condition is"

Back in my fear raging in my mind and heart, it was hard for me to be confident..

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