I'm Beautiful#Part 2
episode 5's

Beautiful POV :

"Hi Indah, it's me Nio. I just got home, can I call?" - Nio

A short message was sent by Nio after visiting my house, and of course my mother's habits are very enthusiastic about what she likes then the mother will always be interested in everything.

Unknowingly arrived - my mother was standing next to me by saying "In reply Ndah.., say May call me that, let's cepetaann!!" My mother's voice was impatient, I could only sigh deeply at my mother's behavior.

Honestly, I was very surprised to see this enthusiastic mama, Mama was even more enthusiastic than myself, so I replied with a short "can"- Elegant

Seeing my reply, my mother glared and suddenly my phone rang, "Thank God, I don't hear the scolding from my mother anymore." I muttered in my heart, But my eyebrows frowned at the new number on my phone screen, I hesitated to pick it up or let it go, but it was not my custom, never to receive a call from a foreign number, considering the events of a few months ago, when I was in terror exhausted by Mathew's woman, I also seemed lazy to respond to anything from unknown numbers.

Instead of having to spend time mind and energy to deal with problems - problems that are not important then I better avoid it.

Then there was a message on my phone, "Beautiful.. It's me Nio, why wasn't my phone picked up? I called again in the lift well. - Nio"

Reading Nio's message I rounded my eyes, and felt as a silly and paranoid person at the moment,

"Geez..why am I so stupid, why do I not immediately save the number, until - until I think it's a foreign number" Do not want to postpone again soon I save Nio's mobile number, and immediately my phone rang again, but this time I no longer ignored this incoming phone, and immediately picked it up,

"Hello.."

"Hello Nio, huh,?"

"Beautiful. are you not yet sleepy?"

"Have it been good, what's my phone call night?" ask awkward.

"Well.would we be more than just friends?"

I smiled at the question from Nio, and my heart was tingled to tease Nio, 'Toh this time Nio declares his love not directly" my inner self.

"More than just friends? meaning to be friends?? okay - it could be Nio" I replied back to a smile,

"Beautiful.I'm not a good guy to set words, I like you, I want us to have a serious relationship, not just friends, you know what I mean?" Nio's voice sounded saying it really - really.

"I'm sorry I don't understand, I don't know what you mean, because we just got to know, how can you possibly say you like me?" aside from teasing but I was a little distracted with my thoughts 'right I don't understand the character of this guy, not even met just look at the photo he immediately likes me, this really does not make sense!'. I can't believe what love is at first sight, what else love is when I see a photo, isn't that a strange feeling?

"Are you not willing to try or give us a chance Beautiful?"

Unknowingly, suddenly my mother had pinched my arm, glaring even though it did not look like a bulging person in general, you know what I mean?? 😅😂 (because mama's eyes are just like buttonholes, so small, so glaring - glaring at her mama, well the size is only as big as a buttonhole)

"You must accept!!" mama's whisper was enough to make me dizzy and confused at the time, and of course I was afraid that Nio heard mama's whisper.

Not wanting to be disturbed by my mother, I chose to just go into my room and wanted to lock my room from the inside, but was held back by the push of my feet, so that mama is currently standing at the door holding the doorknob so that she can eavesdrop on my conversation.

The breath just came out of my lips,

"Nio.. I've just been heartbroken, even now that my ex-boyfriend is still trying to contact me, are you sure you want to try when you know how I am?" ask him, though,

mama who was in front of me immediately "tapok jidat" heard what just came out of my lips, with the face that had been bent mama stared furiously.

"Dad.., let everything go according to what should be beautiful" replied Nio to me,

"All right.." I replied. Honestly, if it wasn't for all of this being my mother's wish, and coercion and from Kak Ayi, I wouldn't have been ready to start this relationship, I wouldn't have been ready to start, but since I also realized that I should not expect Mathew or even be weak in the presence of Mathew then I should move on, considering that in a few weeks he will return from his duties, he said, and we'll definitely meet when he'll pick up his motorcycle.

"Thank you.. I'll pick you up tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay Nio, see you tomorrow" I said,

"See you Tomorrow dear..."

Iiihhh..., not yet what - what uda dear.hunt - I immediately turned off my phone, shudder in horror at that time.., also new acquaintances, meetings, called uda invited to date, joking, hang up the phone uda called me dear.., it makes no sense to me.., even though my heart beats irregularly and fails to focus because of his good looks, he said, not that I can accept everything instantly like now.

Look that night that's very flowering - flowers are my mama? mama was very happy, I also smiled to see my mother's behavior, without waiting for long, I said to rest to mama...

Once in the bedroom, my heart broke again, agitated again, always this feeling perched when I was about to close my eyes for a moment, I turned the Norah Jones tape on my walkman, I put on a headset, turned off the room lights, and heard the music from Norah Jones called "December", My heart is soft, whose hand belongs to whom..,

Why does this hand really have the heart to make a feeling of tightness in my chest. suddenly my tears fall.., I remember the times of my High School.., "Jack..., you're one of my biggest regrets, I'm so sorry I didn't fight for your love back then.., and Roy., you were the biggest regret of my life.., why didn't we meet before I got to know Mathew.and you Mathew, you're both a deadly Love and Poison for my life, even your Love killed my Future!! Your love is so evil Mathew!! I no longer want to meet a love similar to yours.I hate you Mathew!! I hate you..."

My tears again - again unbearable, I cried myself to sleep and hoped to recover from the endless pain.

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