I'm Beautiful#Part 2
episode 2

A new day has arrived.., all the busyness today as I usually go through as my daily routine.., not too much work other than waiting for the announcement of the graduation of new students at the Private University that I choose.., actually before enrolling in this Private University, I have passed the PMDK exam in Private University with a major in Medicine in Surabaya, Surabaya, it's just that my parents at that time could not afford the donation money requested and the obligation to enter the Faculty of Medicine of my choice.

Faculty with Medical study program has become a public secret that requires large capital, voluntary donations in my era only at a minimum of one hundred million rupiah, at least, beyond building money and program money Lecture Plan per semester.

Not to mention the preparation of practical exams and supporting books, everything is not cheap, my parents income can be said is not a steady income that receives a salary every month, all wages can be erratic, and the income of my parents can not be said, it depends on the project my father was working on at the time. I also had a chance to think, even though I could register and pay the initial money it was not a guarantee I would finish my college which of course there would be a lot of expenses - other expenses beyond the standard costs written in the brochure wasn't he?

Disappointed??? obviously, disappointment really struck my heart and mind.., if only at that time my parents could finance my college and give guarantees to be able to educate me to the end, today my fate would be very good, he said, But even though I had a dark time, but I am still grateful for whatever happened in my life.

Since high school graduation I spent more time in my room, listening to music was the best medicine for my soul and writing poems and rhymes out of my heart was the best outlet for me, I wanted to go to college in the arts, I thought at the time.. If I learn everything that is my favorite and hobby it doesn't feel like a burden, I searched on Google about the University information that there is a study program of Art Music or Fine Arts turned out to be in Solo and in Yogyakarta, but again - again - again both my parents opposed it exhausted, it ran out, especially my mom,

"When you go to college out of the island, then who will help papa to work to support this family?!! you become a child do not be too selfish well!!, who know yourself a little and know thank you to parents.., have been raised know a little remuneration, a little, even if you die you will never be able to repay what you have given to you!!" mama snapped with rage when I was eager to enroll in the University.

"You're a loh, majoring in Music tomorrow - what tomorrow will it be???!!! Huh?!!" continued again.

If medicine is rejected because the financial capabilities of both my parents are limited, I understand and understand the circumstances of both of my parents, but my choice of art major was rejected because I had to work to help papa to support my whole family, well I give up again.., finally I decided to major in Management Economics at one of the private universities in this city. There is not the slightest spirit of learning in me, all like a mandatory routine if everything goes.

I don't know if it's because I'm so weak with all the last words from my mom, or because I'm afraid of being hated by my own family, it felt like there was not a single bit of my desire that I was able to say clearly, it all felt like everything was arranged, it all felt like it was all programmed, it felt like, and all are the wishes of both my parents and the demands for me with the label I am the eldest child, the child who deserves to be the backbone and be an example for his younger brothers.

And let's go back to my romance story?

Today I will meet Nio, and well, right now all the piles of new clothes have been on my bed, like going to a beauty contest, like, mom was so busy arranging my makeup for tonight.

Sometimes my mother's attitude is very confusing, sometimes I feel very dear, sometimes I feel just a tool to prepare a fortune for her. But I do not want to think negatively because after all she is the mother who has conceived and given birth to me.

>> At 19.00

"Good night aunt..." Sapa Kak Ayi..,

"Night Ayi.., Eh.. Who is this??" asked Mama kindly to Kak Ayi and there was clearly a handsome man who was smiling standing behind Kak Ayi..,

"My aunt Antonio's night, can be called Nio, sorry I came to bring nothing - what's aunty, just this.." while giving a parcel of cake for mama., etc.., Nio was so perfect that night.

I saw Ayi's brother smiling proudly, as well as my mother, while I was still focused on the computer in front of me, if he said he deliberately ignored the guest who had just arrived? the answer is well true I deliberately ignored this guest, a guest I had not expected so soon to come to my house.

Without waiting for me to immediately save the data I have done and turn off the computer in front of me, and move and approach those who have been waiting for me, he said,

"Good night" said I.., hugging Ayi's brother who looks very handsome this time, then I turned to the handsome, white, clean and fragrant man in front of me.. I carefully watched the allogarithm of the shape of the man's face before me, the round and sharp eyes, the thick eyebrows, the nose of which Oh Lord is very sharp, and the lips are red like a K-Pop artist, of course he doesn't smoke, no smoker has lips as bright as my inner lips, that's the first impression when I met Nio,

So did he, as if probing Nio gazed at everything on my face, in my heart 'don't you dare judge my nose, clearly when compared to your nose, my nose was like a clown's nose, not how long Nio smiled brightly at me.

"Hi.., I'm beautiful" said I as I introduced ourselves, we shook hands with each other, seen Kak Ayi smiling happily, as well as with mama, we shook hands with each other, they even looked at each other and played eyebrows at each other, Oh Lord... I felt like running to the room and buried my face in the pillow when I saw the silly behavior of my mother and sister Ayi in front of Nio.

"Beautiful night, introduce me Nio" he said kindly replying to my words, Nio did not turn away one bit, just kept looking fixed on my face with a smile.

I don't know what was on Nio's mind at the time, but this first impression was so good, Nio looked polite actually, not much to say, Including the man who looked calm.

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Dear reader...

I'm sorry I just updated after months, first because I'm really busy in the real world,

and also the position of mbk Indah who is now also busy bangeetttt, we are the same - just did not have time to communicate to continue this novel some time ago, but Alhamdullilah finally today can meet again..

InsyaAllah Novel I am Indah part 2 will I update regularly again..

although per episode not throughout the previous Novel..

happy reading all...