I'm Beautiful#Part 2
episode 18's

"What a disgusting question is that! You're so disgusting, Matthew, get out of my house before I call the cops or the provost to get you out of here!" i'm firm.

"I'm really frustrated with your attitude Beautiful." still had time - he wanted to re-examine with me, he wanted to re-examine with me,

"OUT!! GET OUT!!!" I snapped while pointing right at his face with a chest that had already deflated due to the explosive emotions.

""Do you know Beautiful. it feels like big brother now wants to let go of longing as you are Beautiful. big brother misses you very much" while stepping closer to me, really do not know Mathew at that time, really do not know myself, it feels like I just want to snap his pock hair was the emotional cusp I saw Mathew's behavior.

"GET OUT!!, I said GET OUT,!!" and this time I immediately went to my house's phone to call the police station immediately so I could forcefully kick Mathew out if Mathew was still trying to make me crumble.

"What do you want?!" mathew asked riled up by gritting his usual teeth while holding back the emotions on him,

"I said get out or I'll call the police now!!" without waiting for an answer from him I immediately pressed the button on my home phone by continuing to glare without fear of Mathew.

"Beautiful!! STOP IT!! okey!!! okey!!! brother comes out now, please Lovely don't be like this" he asked again to try to be clear in front of me,

"Get out!!, get out of my house right now" I said flatly and firmly,

After I saw Mathew come out of my house and out of my fence, my whole body, feeling very limp, my legs felt like boneless, I fell down instantly and cried, I cried as hard as it was, tight as it was, My heart is broken, my life is broken and my future is ruined. But I don't want my past darkness to be a ball of lies that I frame like a golden egg in front of Nio, I have to tell Nio the truth, Nio has the right to choose to stay with me or find a woman who is much better than me.

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"Beautiful Hi!!" call Nita to me, please,

"Hi!!" I waved my hand at Nita,

"Too late you Ndah!" it's ten o'clock in the morning, you will definitely get a sentence from the semester sister, late is thirty minutes normal, late for up to two hours!" taunted Nita to me,

"Dad sorry, there was a guest who made me late here Nit" I replied, saying,

"Who? your boyfriend?" ask Nita

"Not really" I answered

"Well who??? story dong..," urged nita,

"Former me, I'll tell ya.., yeah" I replied.

"Okay.., by the way.This task is collected later before the afternoon break, and do not forget today, you will have a lunch session together equally.." nita said at length,

"Oh ****!! I forgot Nit" I said, and Nita chuckled at my answer, on the sidelines of my activities working on money given by my semester sister, I saw from the west Stan coming towards where I was sitting with some friends, my friend,

"Oh.., this guy again, dizzy me Nit" I scolded,

"Just relax" answered Nita, and I pretended not to see the arrival of Stan who was right in front of me,

"Rapain lu Stan?" ask Nita, please,

"You need to minjem your friend for a moment" replied Stan, and I was still bowing down ignoring Stan's presence,

"Lu think my friend what backpack bag? can be on pinjem - pinjem as good as udel you yourself?" said Nita lazily, though,

"Before a minute, beautiful..I want to talk for a minute, can you?" stan asked, and I looked up my face,

"I'm still a lot of work, can we talk after I finish this job?" I asked politely, considering that my brother last semester was looking at my behavior and reaction,

"Well, I'll wait here then" replied Stan, "i'm actually not for long, at most 5 minutes" urged the booth,

"Heeemmm..., 5 minutes well.. and after that don't bother me anymore, okay?" I said, looking at Stan's eyes,

"Okay" said Stan, chuckling, now we're walking a little away from the crowd, and I'm waiting for what Stan will say,

"Huueeemmm.., honestly I really don't know if you're Nio's girlfriend, and if I did, I wouldn't bother you-"

"Sttt!!! what the hell are you Stan, never discuss my personal relationship with anyone, okay?!! I'm sorry, but remember about who my boyfriend is or my relationship with Nio only you know, no one should know from your mouth, can you keep this a secret?" I cut off Stan's conversation, immediately,

"Okay, I actually just wanted to get your attention yesterday, but it turns-"

again I cut his words,

"Stan, it's been five minutes, I don't have time to discuss this matter, which I've obviously forgiven you, but remember my message, okay?!" my message is full of emphasis on Stan, though,

"Okayy.., goodluck Ndah.." cried Stand,

I smiled and went back to my friends to continue my delayed work,

"What did he say?" ask Nita, please,

"She's sorry about me last week" I replied,

"Stand's sorry??? huh.. Tumben" ceplos Nita,

"Let's be. yuk, just one more hour" I replied, and Nita nodded her head in understanding,

An hour passed, and now it was time for the collection of duties, and it was my turn to gather one of my semester brothers named "Intan" to separate the fruits of my labor from the others, "Why am I always the target of their dislike anyway?" I'm in my heart, because I know something's going to happen and it must be very unpleasant.

"Okay.., it's all collected, right? for those who have arrived late, please come forward" cried Intan the semester brother, yelling,

So, I went ahead, and some and others, I heard Intan asking what time they arrived at the campus, average of all the answers of my class students, they were between five and twenty minutes late, and now it was my turn,

"What time did you get to campus?" ask Intan,

"Four ten in the morning, brother" I replied politely,

"Oh... great well.. The others are twenty minutes late at most, this one is up to two hours, who do you think you are?? how dare you feel as good as yourself, you think this is your Father's campus?!!" yell diamond, yell diamond,

As soon as my blood boils he calls my papa,

"Are you not taught by your parents to be an orderly child, huh?!!" again Intan shouted, and now my anger boom axis was almost ignited, and now my anger was almost ignited,

"I wonder what your parents are like, how unlucky it is to have a child like you who--, ekhh..eekkhhhh....ekkkhhhh!!!"

"Beautiful!!!"

"BEAUTY RELEASE!!"

"BEAUTIFUL!!!! Remember the Lord Jesus Beautiful!!"

"DAD..Istighfar Ndah.., please ndah. this is me Nita.., aware Ndah...!!!"

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