I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Episode 49's

Once at my house, I took a shower cleaning myself in silence, my tears falling along with the shower that was flowing like rain, while thinking "If out there Nio can find his own satisfaction and happiness very selfishly, why should I close my heart to the other men out there, who might be better than Nio, or even just those out there that's the last port for me." I muttered selfishly.

I decided to be strong by choosing an unusual path, which is to find escape by lying I want to get a comfortable place, he said, because honestly I am still not ready to really let go of Nio, I do not want to just be a slave*** for Nio, I do not want to be, I also want to be loved and cherished in a way that is as common as women in general.

I'm a little dressed up today, I don't know why, I don't know why myself, but today I just stay at home, after spending all day listening to music and doing college assignments I waited for Dhino to come to my house along with Ami and Nita, I had prepared a snack for the three of them, I had prepared a snack for them, but until nine o'clock in the evening none of my friends visited my house, until when I was about to enter the house, the sound of a motorbike entered my yard.

There is no Ami and Nita, only Dhino,

"Dhin..., alone?" I'm with Dhino, though,

"Dad, Damn the two of them, we walk the same way - just right up to the crossroad light traffic under the two of them even say, this is even a text if again the two dinners" Dhino said, I laughed in response to Dhino's nagging, "You didn't follow the courtship of Nita and Ami tuh Ndah?" dhino continued,

"No.., my boyfriend I don't have any" I replied,

"Lohs?! you serious? uda broke up with that law boy?" tanya Dhino is full of probes,

"Dad be serious, I just want to find a girlfriend now, just want to spread the same charm Ryan or I will walk the same time Reno ahahahaa!!" jest my lie, which was returned with a smile by Dhino,

"That short Ryan? " answer Dhino,

"Father short, but raise it Escudo Silver well.., if dating I don't need to borrow my papa car or Ryan's papa car right?" I replied while mocking Dhino,

"Oh.., uda started learning Mattre yah?" taunted Dhino to me,

"Not Matre, but realistic well Dhin" I replied not seriously,

"If his son the Civil Servant who PDKT is like you, you want to?" ask Dhino, please,

"Well depending, the person is like how" I answered while snacking on a snack in my lodge that I had prepared for the four of us, but now on the living room table there was only me and Dhino that night,

"If the man is like me? want no?" ask Dhino while guyan,

"Your kayak? ummmmm it seems like I will not" I replied and stuck out my tongue with Dhino,

"Oh. yah uda.." he said with a face that turned into another, in my heart it seemed like Dhino took my joke seriously,

"No want to call Dhin.., I'm just a guyonan, so I'm aja gambek, you're kind, friendly, smart, cute, where maybe women will reject you" I tried to entertain Dhino, I tried to entertain Dhino,

"I'm also just a guyon kok" replied Dhino, "Oh iyah.., someone wants to talk to you, but this is very serious loh" continued Dhino,

"What's Dhin?" my tofu, my,

"Oh, what a pity, Dhin.., I'm sure my parents would have agreed that Pace would have stayed in my house, let him sleep in my bedroom, it's empty, Dhin, if it's about eating a drink I'm sure my mama will definitely nolong Pace, we're the descendants to help Pace pay money for the semester anyway, what do you think?" my proposal to Dhino,

"You sure? papa mama you don't mind Pace here Ndah?" tanya Dhino was less sure,

"I assure you Dhin, my mother's father may not refuse to help Pace, because things like this seem to have become a tradition of my family, my parents are used to having many adopted children Dhin" I replied confidently,

"Thank you well Beautiful, tomorrow I'm like a friend info - a classmate who already knows this problem" Dhino was seen sumringah heard my response,

"You dandan yah?" suddenly Dhino asked while looking at me seriously,

"Dad, I guess you guys rame - rame will come and take me to the road - the way to find the wind, it turns out we're not even where" I said again - again lying, again,

"Oh, I think you're dancing and because you want to wait for me" Tempta Dhino told me, my heart was happy with our simple conversation, I was getting more comfortable with Dhino, there was a sense of selfishness, there was a sense of, wanting to be more than my best friend is what's in my brain right now, but I'm still going to resist this evil desire of mine, considering I've been lying about my current situation with Dhino, it would be nice if Dhino didn't know that I had a feeling of wanting to make it my backstop for a while.

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