I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Episode 35's

The announcement of the ospek alignment has finally been announced, and the Talent Search event at the University will be the peak night of our celebration, meaning that the initial plans of the seniors are changed, The timing of the juxtaposition meeting and instructions are conveyed by the event committee clearly. Of course as usual my mouth can not hold when there are some things that I can not tolerate, I protested about the OSEK event that will be done, he said, and apparently I was again the target of the hatred of the female seniors back then, I did not care about their hatred or their envy of me, considering how I behaved at the beginning of the introduction of the campus was enough to make some of them hold a grudge against me.

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True or not that the basic nature of a woman is envy\, never satisfied with what she has\, always desiring the property of a better person\, compare her to another\, compare her to another\, and feel happy when there is someone or a group of friends who lie to him by saying ***"you are more than him"**Daddy right??! Since I also have a dark side of it\, but the difference is I always feel inferior to myself\, I never feel the most okey of anyone around me\, the desire to be 'okay' of course there is.\, but don't dare to reach it\, always feel Insecure wherever I am\, I look brave but actually I'm Coward\, actually\, I look Strong but actually it's just camouflage\, actually\,

Like this time, today I feel in terror by a group of my seniors, just because of the way I walk!!! The gezzzzz!!!! because of the way of the road, they protested because I walked with an upright body (aka no slouch), he said I puffed my chest when walking and it was for them I had already challenged them, he said, obviously I protested and said that I didn't challenge anyone and it's like this my way, and do you know?? who came to scare - my son is a senior brother, with a group of senior sisters, wahhh this is out of bounds, but still I do not want to look weak.

"Sorry, I don't feel like challenging anyone here" I replied in a flat voice,

"BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH A KAYAK FACE HUH?! YOU WANT A PRETTY SOK?! STRONGEST HERE?!!" shouted the senior man who was intimidating me,

I gathered up my courage to look at him and said "There is nothing wrong with the way I walk, and with my face even now I answer I do not feel wrong, if everything is wrong for my brother, it means that there is something wrong with my own brother" I replied firmly,

"seen right? this woman is indeed brash, pretentious she is" chirped one of my senior women, but I do not want to be influenced to look at it one bit. Until Reno finally came and mediated us, then told me to return to the line calmly. There was a great sense of dissatisfaction on the faces of the female seniors, but they were unable to do much, and during the juxtaposition location I got closer to Reno, she said, but to be far from my friends how not far, among those who follow the alignment of only Nita, not with the spoiled child Ami, and Dhino like a stranger to me at that time, Nita was also always kept away from me by the senior group organizers, as well as Nita, we were always separated in the group.

Lucky for 3 days here I feel safe because there is a Reno who watches always my movements, quite flattered by the goodness of Reno at that time. Have a last night where everyone has to take a mud bath and I don't know what else my old friend did, because Reno told me to stay calm and not to follow the peak activities, I just obey.

All my old friends have returned there are still covered in mud, some are clean, and the seniors have played dugem music, some seniors have attracted their semester sisters to jog together, and some seniors have already played dugem music, they looked very happy, ignoring the tension that had been there during the juxtaposition I saw the scene before me happily, and Remember the senior guy who intimidated me he invited me to join the dance, of course I am embarrassed, but because all friends are not ashamed, then finally this shame vein I set aside first for a moment of pleasure.

Amid the hustle and bustle of RnB music and the densely packed senior junior joggers.all of a sudden - something pulled me from the crowd of people, and it turned out Reno..

"We're just here.., the night sky is clear well.., a lot of stars." said Reno opened the conversation

"Dad.., good.." I answered still follow where Reno pulled me, it turns out Reno invites me to sit behind the Pick up Car that has no wheels, no wheels, but there was a clean tarp running through the back of the car, we were both sitting there.

"Beautiful.. I know who your boyfriend is.." hearing what Reno said without trance surprised me, but to get through I did not answer anything, just smile.

"What are you looking for from Nio? you know how many women he has made into Ndah toys..," said Reno concerned.there was a tone of seriousness, I looked for lies in the radiance of his eyes but I did not find any.

"Do you know where I'm dating Nio?"

"I'm looking for Ndah.., I don't know how long you've been dating, but would a couple pretend to be unfamiliar if they met on campus?" asked Reno in surprise, I smiled again

"It all depends on the way people look at Reno.., if I'm ordinary, there's nothing wrong because the people who run this relationship are me and Nio" my answer was gentle but there were already two people who said this, and honestly like there was a Needle piercing my heart, there was also fear in me.

"Ndah.., I don't know if you agree with Nio, but as a fellow male Nio's attitude is unnatural to me, and about my feelings I can't get rid of these feelings, honestly I like you, but I respect you who don't want to be with me, I don't want to because of this feeling we can't be friends anymore Ndah..," Reno spoke calmly but there was a tinge of frustration with my choice,

I was moved to hear what Reno had just said, "Thank you so much." I said with a smile and we got late with various topics of conversation, joking at each other until finally the seniors and some of my friends came to us with suspicious gazes, some were teasing us, some were, and there was Dhino who only saw me for a few seconds before leaving indifferently leaving the group.

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