I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Episode 42

It is impossible for a six-year-old child to lie, after all everything Paula said as if it was all just the spontaneity of a little child who is still innocent in my mind,

"Aunty..., Aunt...!! how daydreaming?" ask Paula, please,

"Tante is not daydreaming dear, later if aunt Risa comes here again the same story with Beautiful Aunt, but this is our secret, let no one know, okay?" I have a little doubt about Paula,

"Okay Aunty..!!!" shouted Paula with enthusiasm, different from myself.., my knees immediately limp, but I still have to master myself, to not look disappointed in front of the Nio family, Nio, I'm sure they also know who came to this house, but they definitely chose to keep Nio's privacy.

Pain enveloped my heart and mind, wanting to end this relationship immediately but still unable to, I was afraid I could not afford to lose Nio, different from when Nio was caught the same way - the same Ayu, I was afraid, at that time I felt well established by leaving Nio, but not this time, not this time,

Revenge and the desire to retaliate were in my mind, but I don't know if I can? while it feels like I want to find a new leaning place to pour out all my disappointments and heartache. Until I decided to go home, and was back alone in my bedroom, I felt a prolonged upset.

Some days I go to college with a gloomy and cheerless face than usual, I spend more time in my own library, reading books that I do not know why I chose philosophy books that are not my college major, but I feel calm with reading, reading,

I tried to ignore Nio's attitude, who rarely contacted me, trying not to contact her first, but when she called through a short message I would reply normally, there was no invitation - a call to the road - another path as I always did, and it was clear he was getting free out there. Although we still go out on dates every week, there is something bland in our relationship.

Everything went on for about two months in me controlling me, until one time I waited for public transportation to go home alone on campus, because my friends had all gone home, all of them, only I live alone who is still on campus for spending time reading until told to go home with Ms. Ara,

"Beautiful... I have postponed closing this library from 1 hour ago, but I see your bok*ng is still stuck in that chair" said Ms. Ara,

"Hehehee.., must be closed, ma'am?" I answered stupidly,

"Well son.., you're going to continue again.well, or are you going to take the book home, son?" hail Bu Ara in a friendly manner,

"Let's just here the book ma'am., it feels better to read in this Library, than at home, later Beautiful afraid even not to do campus work because reading this book ma'am" I replied while putting the book back on the shelf where I had picked it up.

After seeing Ms. Ara leave by car leaving the campus, I walked to the front gate of my Campus, I felt alone until the drizzling rain started to drench me, I felt myself,

"Why are you waiting for the rain - rain gini?"

I looked up at that voice,

"If inside or shelter later can not bemo" I said..

"Are you happy with the rain?" ask him again,

"Well, for the moment I feel like it's raining" I replied,

"Where is a Bemo that's carrying people soaking wet" really sucks my mind,

"Kan drizzle does not make wet, most also moist - moist doang" I replied

"Let me drive you home.Love the rain, right? if you like it means not waiting for Bemo, just ride the Motor." Invite him while holding me regardless of my answer,

"Dad.., this is the direction to my house, you change my sister's clothes first, nnti rain subsides just now we go home" replied Dhino casually,

"You have been very diligent for a few months to Perpus" he continued,

"Dad.., again addicted to Perpus aja, "I replied,

"Oh.., but why is it that every day on campus is like a living corpse" he sneered

"No, ordinary people" I said again,

"But it's not usually beautiful moody...., what's the problem to?" ask Dhino, please,

"Your house is still far away?" ask me to divert the conversation, please,

"It's going to go" Dhino replied, next to Dhino's house is Alan's other classmate's house, "You want to play at Alan's place?" ask Dhino, please,

"No, I'm at your place" I replied

Arriving at home there was no one at all, then I saw Dhino was on the phone, and after that he went into the room and out of the room brought me a shirt and shorts, and then he went,

"It's change first, I called my papa, it turns out they're all gone until night, there's a family event, you change it in my room, or in the bathroom" he answered while blaming the cigarette in his hand,

"You don't change clothes, too?" my tofu, my,

"You want to change clothes?" again without morality.

"It sucks!!" I answered, and was repaid with a harshness by Dhino,

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