
Beautiful confession to Dhino is like digging his own grave, Indah continued to cry as much as she felt guilty for all her actions so far to a sincere man like Dhino.
'Why do I always make stupid decisions when I'm put on two choices, why am I so stupid, twice in my life I've wasted people who love me so much with all my heart' Beautiful again - again blaming himself.
When Indah was blaming herself while occasionally taking a heavy breath, suddenly Dhino's voice sounded vibrating,
"Has there ever been any love from you for me??" The heavy sound was stamped - brick and sting, Dhino's eyes looked reddened with tears, The beauty who saw Dhino's reaction could not answer correctly was just a nod of her head and a bitter embrace that could answer Dhino's one-sentence question to her.
"Please give me an answer.." Dhino asked again while replying to the tight embrace of Indah,
"In the end I love you, in the end I chose you, but because of my greed and my anxiety everything became as chaotic as it is today.. Forgive my stupidity." Exquisite cry was even more stingy when getting a reply from Dhino's embrace,
A few minutes they spent hugging each other, and Dhino let go of her arms while wiping away the tears in her eyes, "Then what do you want?" ask Dhino seriously,
Beautiful can't ask him to stay with Indah, returning the memory of the fight between Indah and her mother dashed in his mind, even Nio who has been loved by mama alone can humiliate Indah by bringing up the dark past of Indah, maybe now Dhino can accept everything because of his passionate love, and his love for her, what if Dhino woke up like Nio who was like a person awakened from his daydreams suddenly turned around to leave Indah just like that.
"Beautiful. Please tell me what you want from me.." Dhino asked Indah again,
"I won't be angry Beautiful... Tell me honestly, what do you want from me?" the same question was repeated again by Dhino,
After preparing her mental, Indah ventured to answer Dhino by looking closely at the two men's eyeballs in front of her,
"I beg you to forgive me, I beg you to live well after this, and remember me with all my good, bad, and carelessness, We will not be able to be with Dhino at this time, and I don't know in the future whether I can fit myself for you? only God knows, but for now leave me this stupid one.." Lovely talking while crying bitterly,
"I... I've loved you and I'll always remember you as part of my sweetest memories, I'll always remember you as a lover who always kept my pride at a time when I couldn't keep it with all my filthy deeds, I will always remember you as a golden-hearted man who never once got angry with me even at a time like this, Dhino..."
"Pardon Me. and Leave Me even now there is still your desire to defend myself. Really..."
Dhino can only listen to all the beautiful words conveyed with Pilu with a disappointed look also sad,
"Alright if that's what you want... I will obey all your wishes Beautiful.." the more Beautiful to hear the words Dhino the more Beautiful feel destroyed, now there will be nothing more that can be his escape in times of sadness, sad, and no more warm smiles from Dhino for him..
"If we mate someday I will accept you as you are without bringing up all the problems that have happened, but if you are not my soul mate Beautiful... you are still a sweet girl who dares to risk everything to be honest" said Dhino and then kissed Beautiful forehead long enough, as if the kiss was the last kiss.. that was the last kiss that Dhino gave to Indah.
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Upon returning home after still being escorted by Dhino, Indah immediately rushed to the house of Nio for a consolation service before the body was buried.
The next day on the day of the burial both Indah parents came to visit Nio's house, both Indah parents were greeted with cries from the Nio family, also Nio welcomed his papa Indah politely, and Nio welcomed his father Indah with courtesy, similarly, the mother is beautiful, although there is a sense of revenge on the chest of the mother at that time, but this formality must be carried out, said the mother to Indah while whispering.
When all the funerary events were completed in the implementation of Indah and her family went home together, after that in the evening the representatives of the Nio family came to Indah's house to discuss the wedding plans Indah and Nio in the future.
But when both parents Indah said they would negotiate with a large family, then firmly Indah rejected it raw, raw,
"Sorry Om. sorry aunt and sister, I do not deign to continue my relationship with Nio, forgive me. But Nio already does not want to be with me, then why forced? everything will be in vain if forced, right?" say Beautifully with Resoluteness,
Papa who does not know clearly the subject of the problem becomes confused with the sentence uttered by Indah,
"Actually what's up until Nio doesn't want to be with you Beautiful? this wedding will be the trust of the late father Nio, it does not need to be held in the near future, it could be several years, but what is important now you are tied first with the name of the engagement." Papa Indah explained beautifully,
Beautiful and her mother who heard only held her breath of fear there was one of the Nio family who was obsessed with the problems made by this Beautiful.
"But Pa.. Beautiful it's been broken up with Nio pa... Beautiful nothing to do with Nio, yesterday Beautiful came to Nio's house all solely because of the respect of Indah to her parents Nio papa..." Lovely talk to his dad, though,
"Why wonder see this relationship of yours, have you not been all right - how could you break up?!" ask Papa..
"Because Nio cheated on her and Lovely replied to her as well Pa.so there was no meeting point between the two of us, the only thing we have right now is that we hate each other." Lovely trying to make her papa not to ask again,
"Lohs... Ndak... doesn't this matter happen because Nio doesn't want responsibility for the child you bear?" ask one of Nio's famous relatives not to be able to keep his mouth,
"WHAT?!!! YOU PREGNANT?!!!" Papa screamed unconsciously as shock heard the latest news from his proud son.
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