I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Episode 38's

Have you ever lost faith in someone you love?

I'm sure you've experienced that feeling, though,

Struggle with what you have to decide,

I'm sure you've experienced it, too,

But at the peak of not believing in yourself, but,

I hope you never experienced it.

- Beautiful -

Since the incident that made me want to end my relationship with Nio, I tried to be more able to keep my feelings to him, not to believe in excess and not to put too much hope on him. One day Nio didn't usually come to my house without making an appointment first, He came with his own initiative, invited me to chat on my porch, trying to restore my trust in him, and of course with my mom.

It was a day that was a step for us of course.., until I finally found out the purpose and purpose of visiting suddenly that afternoon, after quite a lot of telling Nio opened up his conversation with mama, and then I finally found out,

"Tante if Nio wants to be a contractor like Om, what do you think auntie? Because Nio wanted to work helping Brother who had just won the Tender in one of Te County.." Ask Nio

"Of course Aunt supports you Nio, and Auntie is happy that Nio is willing to start learning to be independent even though she is still with Big Brother but it is good, because it will make Nio able to read the map of opportunities for a job" answered mom enthusiastically,

"If you were Ndah? what do you think?" tanya Nio made sure.

"Of course I'll support if it's good for your future" I replied

"Alright.., Aunt actually means and the purpose of Nio coming here is to ask for help," I immediately had a bad feeling with the sentence that Nio just said.

"What can Aunt help Nio?" ask mama, please,

"I apologize in advance Te.., if Nio Borrowed Om and Auntie money is it possible? to help the project Brother, if the work is finished later Nio will return Te.."

"How much do you need, son?"

"About Fifty Million Te.., for Te's early work", I just kept quiet about not reacting, but I honestly disagree, but all the decisions are in my mama's hands,

Even without a second thought, Mama agreed to Nio's request for help, "Of course Aunt will help Nio, when do you need the money?" ask mom enthusiastically.

"Nio needs it tomorrow te.if it is not too sudden Te.." replied Nio,

"Okay, wait a minute, well." replied the mother while leaving us both who were still sitting together on the porch of my house,

"Why didn't you tell me first Nio?" ask Nio, though,

"I'm afraid you don't agree, so I just came right away, and it felt rude to ask for help like this just by phone or text it was beautiful, so I ventured to come straight here" replied Nio.

"Alright..," I replied, my feelings were not very good, I felt I was being benefited by Nio that day.

After a few minutes mama came out with ten bundles of fifty thousand fractions, and gave the money to Nio directly, without any receipt, and that obviously means that my mom believes in Nio very much,

"Nio, this is the money.., you use a good one to work well.., Auntie hopes your job and your brother will run well and smoothly, Auntie wishes you the best" said mama with complete sincerity.

"Thank you very much Auntie.., Nio will use this money well, and if the money of the sister project will be liquid Nio will return it well Te.." replied Nio reassuringly

Nio smiled at me, and clasped my hand "Thank you very much" Nio said as he continued to hold both of my hands,

"Same father" I replied

Not long after, Nio left my house and I left home to go to college, because there was a lecture that night.

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Two weeks ago I did not meet with Nio, until tonight Nio invited me for a date and went to his friend's house, there I met some new people and of course there was a woman, he said, maybe he was older than me by about 5 to 8 years, I saw his interaction with Nio was very different, it was seen that he was joking around while holding Nio's hand as if showing that the ring Nio was wearing was a gift from him, and again he joked with Nio while pinching Nio's waist in front of me, they acted as if there was no me watching their interactions.

The woman held a spoiled glade in Nio's hands, until (sorry) her air was stuck in Nio's arm, but Nio did not show any uncomfortable gestures, Nio seemed to keep responding to everything she said and all the woman's attitude, until finally Nio called me from the car to get out and get acquainted with the woman,

"Pretty introduce this my friend Dance, he's the son of the owner of the hangar" said Nio

"I'm Beautiful" I replied as I extended my hand with a smile,

"Dance" she answered briefly and welcomed my hand "Nio.., don't forget well.., promise us!! just be careful if you forget" said Tari in front of me, then leave to Nio, to me? of course not. Nio did not reply just nodded and waved his hand while laughing.

"We're waiting for my friend, okay?" ask Nio,

"By" I answered

"We're in the car, yeah." invited Nio, when we were in the car I noticed Nio's ring finger and ventured to ask, asking,

"Nio.. The ring you wear, who loves?" much

"Oh..this?" while raising her right hand, and I just nodded, "this is what love Dance" Nio replied casually,

"Oh.. that is.., what does he love?" much

"He loves you just as a friend, so why?" this time Nio sounded uncomfortable with my question,

"It's okay, it's just that as an ordinary friend, is it worth giving a gold ring to a man who's not who?" kinku,

"Beautiful, I've been friends with Dari for a long time, and even before we dated, besides, if I've also dated him, it doesn't mean I should stay away or as if we were enemies, right?" answer Nio a little emotion, though,

Hearing Nio's answer is enough to make me understand, that Dance has indeed been more than a friend with Nio, I'm sure at this time my eyes have been glazed - glass and I do not want to extend this talk, I do not want to extend this conversation, I chose to bow down and not say anything else.

Of course it's okay - does it communicate well with your ex, but deacons mean that there are no limits, right? Nio has to keep my feelings and of course my pride in front of his friends, with his attitude like that makes me feel embarrassed even as if I am unwanted in his circle of friends, am I wrong if I ask him to have restrictions on his girlfriends or even his ex-girlfriend? if it really made him uncomfortable then for what our courtship status, and of course this sense of possessiveness is getting stronger considering the extent of my relationship with Nio (my inner back to war itself)

My breath was almost crowded with his attitude, Nio chose to get out of the car with his upset face and approached the house of his friend who had not come that night, you decided to find out all of Nio's background that night.

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