I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Iw#3. CHAPTER 8 - WE ARE NOT THE SAME

Lovely Journey is indeed full of twists and turns, apart from two toxic relationships, and releasing someone for the good of people in love has been passed by Beautiful, for him a year to heal may be enough when Indah was reunited with an old friend, who also had not been in a relationship with any woman for one year, after breaking up with her ex-boyfriend.

Dinner together in a cliffside restaurant brings the two of them to a romantic atmosphere, sparkling lights - the city lights are beautiful, really beautiful, not to mention the occasional fireflies with green light flying and the night sky was really bright, really bright, with thousands of stars on the roof of the same two men - the same is regulating their heartbeats with each other.

For Beautiful.. Ryan looks more mature, his jaw becomes more assertive than he first saw, the smell of citrus mint that makes the sense of smell Beautiful save the memory of the aroma that might be his favorite aroma in a moment, ryan's calm, charismatic and of course has a very high intellectual side, all of which is able to make Beautiful tear down the walls of his defense instantly.

As for Ryan.., I don't know what was thought by Ryan that night, but all the atmosphere of shahdu created turned out to make Ryan restless instead of playing, until finally it was no longer in his possession to reveal his heart. Be happy?! Obviously it is the right word to define how the content of the heart Beautiful at that time, it was terbesit is too soon Ryan said this? But again - all that can be broken by Ryan.

"I know maybe you think this is too soon, but we've known each other for more than two years, haven't we? And I think one year is enough for me to get my heart set and I'm ready to find a new love, I hope the same from you, it feels like a year is enough for you to heal all the wounds in your heart." Ryan's voice sounded a little holding back the gerogi-flavored vibe as he spoke Beautifully.

As if knowing her heart Ryan again - again managed to make Beautiful slightly dispel the doubt - doubt in her mind and heart, "Do you have the same taste as me Beautiful?" ask Ryan.

Lovely looked at Ryan and stammeredly finally confessing her feelings, "Dad.." there is still a sense of trauma, and everything always cannot be separated from worry.

"Well, you're nineteen, aren't you? And I'm twenty-three years.., we're still the same - just as young, you'll still want to pursue your career, whereas I've worked and have the wish - wish to enlarge my efforts, but I need a wonderful companion, someone who can support me and I think you are the right person for me, I don't want to play with this relationship" Ryan said.

Lovely was moved to hear Ryan's earnestness, but the past that exposed and hurt terribly in making Indah not only worried to protect herself, but also the person who would become a mooring of her heart.

"But.., I.., I'm not good Ryan.., my past is not good.." eventually Indah ventured to open her identity, as she had told her mother, as she had told her, that Indah will not deceive anyone who will be his companion, all relationships must be started with an honesty, right? It is better that everything is open at the beginning, rather than having to wait for the right time and all the speculation.

For Indah, the right time is now, although it does not explain blak - blakan, but Indah is quite sure if Ryan understands the direction of the conversation.

"Everyone has a past, right Beautiful.., I also have a past, and you also have a past, will we always live with the shadows of the past? Frankly I don't want to, I want to open a new page with you, without the need for us to see what happened first, then let it pass, maybe after you are twenty-one years old I will soon propose to you Beautiful, I do not want long - long, girlfriend - dating without direction like other young people, young people, I have goals in my life, and I hope you have the same thoughts as me."

"Of course I really want everything that you have to offer me Ryan.., I also will not be able to anymore if I have to live a relationship that is not necessarily direction, or direction, I also don't want to waste time being a pair of love birds just for people to see, that we are a mismatched couple or there is talk woiii look at her lover she is handsome and famous and this and that, times like that are enough for me Ryan, Ryan, I also felt that if I was too precocious, it felt like it was too soon for my almost five years of youth to be wasted. But one thing I need to make sure before I get things going, you need to know if my relationship before - before has a bad impact on my future, I'm not like any plain girl in general, everything that happened in the previous relationship has gone too far Ryan, please understand.., do I have to explain in vulgar words?" Beautiful is also frustrated talking long and wide, with everything diplomatic he tried to herd Ryan at the core of his conversation.

Ryan smiled and mangosteen - a sign of understanding, a hand grip felt by Beautiful, "I like honest girls.., and I am also you as you are, with all your shortcomings, with all your shortcomings, you must know if what happened first is very bad for you, right? Then rest assured.I won't touch you before time, I won't miss my limits, I'll take good care of you, if indeed we are a match whatever happened to you before will not affect your future and my future." It was beautiful to hear how Ryan would accept it for what it was.

"But one thing you need to know if you will immediately introduce me to my parents after this Lovely", sontak Indah remembered something that was no less important in the relationship that they would build together.

"Do you agree?" ask Ryan worriedly,

"Why not?" back Ryan wanted to convince Beautiful, but Beautiful face can not lie there is a doubt - a very big doubt, a very big doubt, maybe it's better this relationship doesn't happen at all and Lovely can still be friends with Ryan, than they will have to deal with this problem later on.

"What's Beautiful?" ask Ryan, though,

"Ryan.." as he returned the hand of the man who was able to make his heart shake again, "I don't think for this one we can be the same - just as tolerating it.." lirih Indah sounded desperate,

"What's? What do you mean beautiful? I don't understand." asked Ryan.

"Ryan..., you are a respectable family from a family group that is also religious, right? While I also have parents, especially my father, who is very religious, relationships with different beliefs will not be tolerated for both of our parents. I'm sorry to say it. I don't want you to like me more and vice versa and then in the end we have to separate for something that we actually realized from the beginning, isn't that the same as forcing our will on Ryan?" Lovely, frustration is immediately apparent from Ryan's body language.

"Why did I not think of this matter from the beginning Beautiful..., I was immediately dizzy and disappointed.., is not our Creator the same? The shining sun is also one, so why is this always a crucial issue in a relationship." Ryan complained with a sigh.

"Dad.., that's life.., but I'm happy it turns out you like me Ryan, too., I will pray that you get the woman you deserve, and can blend in with your family, too, of course it is based on honesty and is no different than us." Beautiful as if Ikhlas let go of the golden opportunity to be Ryan's lover because he did not want to be rash again in making decisions, everything was thought out carefully, he said, because the consequences of a forced relationship are the same as delaying heartache later in life and will only make it waste time, right?

"If you have touched on this one problem, I am no longer able to say - said Beautiful, it turns out you really quickly make me give up well.." Ryan half-joked to cover up his disappointment.

"If we were the same, I'd fight with you, Ryan, but we are different.." Beautiful lid that was finally received with a chest by Ryan.

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