I'm Beautiful#Part 2

I'm Beautiful#Part 2
Episode 51


Monday again welcomes my morning a little cloudy, and soon the rain will begin to wet the soil filled with dust, one notification this morning has graced my phone screen, he said,


"Good morning dear.., see you on campus" as if a short message sent by Dhino became a new vitamin for my day ahead, I really need Dhino now, he said, and honestly I was happy that morning.


"See you too dear" I replied, in a hurry I ran into the campus area, my hair was a little wet due to the rain which also participated in filling my morning,


We behaved normally like friends before in public, because that was our deal last night,


FLASH BACK:


""Can I answer it now?" I asked Dhino,


"Are you ready to answer? don't you need time to think?" a doubtful voice sounded across there,


"No I don't need time to think about my feelings that also feel the same as you Dhino" I replied with certainty,


Until a moment Dhino was silent only the sound of heavy but heavy breathing across there,


"Are you sure?" ask Dhino, again,


"I can't say that this is Dhino's love.., but I feel affection for you, hopefully with time I can be sure that this feeling is Dhino's love, Dhino's feeling, but for now I can't define the meaning of taste" I replied in frustration,


"It's been pretty beautiful.., I don't need love from your lips, I just need we can go through this relationship, by itself we'll be the same - the same know where our relationship will be, and is this what you'll call love" Dhino gently explained in a voice I couldn't explain, there was a bit of pain but I don't know why Dhino's voice sounded like someone holding back the pain in his heart, but it was also stirring maybe fearing that I would change my mind.


"Thank you Dhino.., already present to me" I said sincerely,


"Thank you for making me feel this kind of wonderful feeling" Dhino replied sincerely.


"I know you must not be comfortable if it arrives - everyone knows about our relationship in the future, I do not force you to have to behave differently Beautiful, we will live this slowly - land well.." it's sweet to hear what Dhino just said,


"Dad.., thank you Dhino, thank you for your understanding and for everything" I replied sincerely,


"Alright I think tonight I can sleep happily, you sleep well.., it's already night"


"Well see you on Monday, well, Dhin" I said, Then we closed our conversation sweetly that night.


- FLASH BACK FINISH-


We do not deny but also do not agree with what a pair of lovebirds in front of us are saying at this time, we were just laughing and as usual we could easily change the subject which would certainly distract Ami, but not Nita, Nita looked at me closely, there was great suspicion in Nita's eyes, and of course I did not dare to look at Nita as carefully as usual, now I avoid eye contact with Nita.


It was clear that Nita was aware of my attitude as if I were playing a cat - kelingan, "Beautiful.., can you read my mind at this time?" nita was full of intimidation.


"I'm not a psychic, and whatever's on your mind right now better not tell me if you're not completely sure" I replied,


"Is it really beautiful?" again urged Nita,


"I don't know what you're saying Nita" I replied, then picked up the book and pretended to be busy with the book I was holding, for a moment I glanced at Dhino, and then I looked at Dhino, and Dhino realized that if Nita was intimidating me, Dhino just smiled as usual, but I really appreciated Dhino's attitude, He didn't even do anything, what, what, because the more Dhino reacts, the more Nita will be suspicious and curious about our relationship.


"I'd be happier if my mind was right than your relationship with your playboy girlfriend who stamped the flip-flops" Nita said,


"I've had nothing to do with him" I replied briefly,


"Is it really beautiful? I know it's not really beautiful." whispered Nita coldly,


"Why can you talk like that?" my tofu, my,


"Because a few days ago, your mama invited me and Ami to attend your parents' wedding anniversary dinner, and your mama said Nio would be there too." whispered Nita,


Like a lightning strike in broad daylight, I seem to forget that we are students at the same university, but my ego is bigger than my fear, no matter what Nita said I thought about how to keep my rotten secret from being exposed by anyone, especially not known to Dhino and of course Nio, hate her - hate me with Nio but I'm still not ready to be dumped or dumped each other.






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