I'M Nathasya Gustari
To Be 'We' Back

Tara feels nervous when her own biological child is afraid of her. He repeatedly apologized to the little girl, trying to make friends. The little girl was crying.

"sorry. Better not be too forced. He is too small to understand our situation. Slow down." Caca's interruption from Tara's attempt to approach Mentari.

Actually Caca has not liked since Shinta's mother introduced Tara as a "papa" to her daughter.

Come onl. Mentari is still very small to take it for granted. With children, we need to be patient and slow. What else the impression he caught, his son was afraid of Tara because he had been angry.

Mentari is obviously scared. As long as he raised the little girl, he never once scolded her. Always gently reprimand.

Only Caca felt bad if he had to reprimand right then and there. Surely Tara and Mama Shinta are feeling very happy to see Mentari.

But the tolerance limit is enough until the child cries.

"Come, mas, grandma. Go in first."

It's impossible, Caca pretended not to know them like the other day. Both men knew the nest like this.

After steadying her heart, Caca finally managed to pull the previously soft bone-like leg to step on.

With his left hand still holding his daughter. Caca looked for the key in the bag with his right hand that was still trembling.

Caca's trembling movements when entering the key that repeatedly almost fell, can not be separated from Tara's observation.

"Let me open." Pinta Tara immediately took the house key from Caca's hand which made the woman's beard startled and immediately pulled her hand as soon as Tara took over the key of her house.

"Can it slide a little?" tara asked, as Caca was still silent on the spot and looked at her confusedly.

"Ah. Yes." replied the woman nervously as her consciousness recovered. Giving enough space for Tara to open the door of the house.

"Please sit. I made you drink first." said Caca without waiting for the two to actually sit down.

Caca dropped his daughter off in the living room. "Monitor darling. Dengerin mama." pinta Caca who directly obeyed his son. Those plain eyes blinked and looked at his mother fixedly.

"Dance can't be like that anymore, can it? Dance should not be disrespectful to parents. Kan mama always teaches Dance to salim with parents. Respect them." Caca felt bad about her daughter's attitude. Tara must be sad to hate her own child.

"But Om is evil, mah." Mentari is not a difficult child to tell his mistakes. But if the little girl knew she wasn't wrong, she would be a stubborn girl who didn't want to be blamed.

Like now, for example. Mentari knows if he is disrespectful. But he didn't do it for no reason. He was still afraid of Tara scolding him in Bali.

"But his Om apologized, baby. Maybe at that time Om Tara was busy so angry because Dance interfered with her work time." Caca's throat felt choked when calling the man's name.

The mentari kept shaking strongly. "Om is evil! and Om that's not Papa Tari! papa Tari is just one. Rian's father!"

Caca exhaled. Let him talk again. I don't want to keep my guests waiting long.

"Yes already. Mama wants to make a drink for grandma and Om up front. Dance wait here for a minute, okay?"

The little girl nodded and grabbed the toy in the corner of the room and played on the living room carpet.

The not so big house makes Tara also mama Shinta hear what Caca and Tari say. What's more the part the little girl yelled out in rejecting her status as a father.

Even his own daughter did not want to accept it. the battery back the train.

Caca, who had been sitting on a single sofa, after putting tea and coffee to both guests, apologized. Apologizing to Tara who was still looking at their daughter who was playing in the family room.

"I'm sorry for Mentari's attitude. From the small figure of the father that he knew only Rian. So if the way you guys approach her is straight to the point, it'll just scare her and get further away."

"Little children if they already have toys that they like, will not want to be replaced with toys that are much nicer though. Because it's a matter of the heart. If you really want to be able to hug Mentari. Approach him slowly."

Whether what he said was true or not. At least as a mother who understood how her daughter was, that was all she could convey to Tara.

"Are you the same as Dance?" tara's question made Caca frown confused.

"Aren't you able to accept me like you used to?" added Tara who understood the expression of his ex-wife. His heart was slashed as he remembered Caca was no longer his wife as he once was.

Caca. Playing fingers. Typical of the woman if she is confused and agitated.

"Our situation is different now. And of course we can't just go back to what we used to be" Caca said after a long silence.

"Why can't it? you are no longer the wife of that man, are you? and looking at you who chose to take care of our daughter alone, explaining that you still have the same taste that I feel."

Caca sighed again. It turns out that five years did not bring any change to Tara. He is still a man who is so ambitious about himself.

"Dirty water only has to go through many processes and requires a lot of media to be used. What else do I and Mentari feel." said Caca with a little emotion.

"We're not something you can easily take home, after you find it."

"We already have our own lives. And I'm sorry, because I made things like this." Caca knew he was wrong to leave Tara. Maybe people think he is not understanding with the husband.

But Caca is also a woman who is feeling. If someone else can run at the old man to complain, and come back again when the heart is calm. Where does he have to run?

Just going away that moment crossed Caca's mind. Because Caca was not a tough woman who was clearly not expected, but still had the face to stand in front of Tara at that time.

Caca still remembers until this moment when Tara snapped at him and told him to shut up because the man was dizzy hearing his voice.

Also when he came home, Tara again snapped and tied him with a barrel. Instead of worrying about a big pregnant wife who will go home alone.

Which woman's heart does not hurt is treated like that. The hormones are unstable.

"Try it slowly to reach Mentari's heart. My heart problem, will definitely follow."

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