I'M Nathasya Gustari
Starting From the Beginning

Although God erased his memories of his son and wife. But God still leaves the same taste to Tara. Tara's feelings don't change even though the memories of their togetherness are gone.

At first Tara herself did not know what she was feeling. What an unnatural feeling it is. It was only after the incident this afternoon that Tara was convinced that she loved Caca and that there was a strong sense of protection. Although he himself did not know, wanted to protect Caca from what.

"Take a. Dance can call papa again?" the little boy looks happy when Tara joins him playing and asks Mentari to call him 'papa'. "Have you ever wanted to dance again?" add the child with a smile that continues to expand.

Tara could not bear to break her daughter's happiness. What else is this happy smile that is so sincere first from Mentari for him. The first one that was engraved in his memory.

"While papa doesn't remember. But papa remains papa Tari right?" tanya Tara, who is holding her little girl in the Caca family room, is preparing dinner for them.

"So you don't remember?" Mentari spoke softly with his head lowered.

Tara breathed heavily. He kissed with affection the cheek of the sad girl.

"How about we reload all of them?"

Mentari blinked cutely staring at Tara. "What story?"

"What makes Tari sad if papa forgets the same Dance? it's important that you stay dear and become Papa Tari." Dance shook her head in confusion. "But papa can recall Dance with practicality."

"Where's the reward?"

"When is the happiest Mentari with papa?" answer the Mentari with questions.

The little girl tapped her index finger on her chin and looked up at the sky-lagit. Trying to remember when they were happiest when they were together.

Suddenly Mentari snapped his finger. "Everything is happy, pah. But the happiest dance is fitting we take a walk to the safari park." Mentari's eyeball looks sparkling happy.

"Why?"

Tara wants to repeat all of their togetherness. Or make new memories that will be wonderful to remember. It was not a bad memory that would make his daughter sad.

Tara will start all over. Trying to get to know his wife and son. Knowing every habit of both to the smallest detail.

He wishes. Though his memory has not returned. But he can make Caca and Mentari happy.

Mentari. "I don't know. But that's the first day of Dance call papa with papa."

Tara was overwhelmed to hear it. He should be happy that day. Happy because his daughter wants to call him that name. But he forgot about it. Even now he remembers a little how it happened. Remember from the memories that flashed past that afternoon.

"Sorry papa, dear." Tara clutched her daughter's body tightly. Gave him a kiss on the top of the princess's head.

"Why are you sorry?" Dance doesn't like to see her father sad. Although he was angry because Tara forgot about him. But he still loved his father.

"Mama said, papa's sick. So it's not pa-pa if papa doesn't remember Dance. Later also remember again, right pah?"

Tara nodded without taking off her arms. "Papa must remember again."

Caca who was not far behind them hurriedly wiped his tears. He was so excited to hear the conversation of the two.

"Yuk eat. Dinner is ready." said Caca cheerfully as he approached the two most meaningful people in his life.

Tara holds Mentari on her shoulders. Running to take her daughter to the dining room. Mentari held her father's head tightly with a carefree laugh.

Caca who followed them from behind smiled happily. Thank God for giving your family happiness. Thank you for returning Tara to be her husband and father for her daughter.

Although the memories of them have not returned, but most importantly Tara accepts them affectionately.

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That night, for the first time as well, Tara returns to accompany her little daughter to sleep. Read a fairy tale book that Mentari told him. Although his storytelling style looks strange. But her daughter was endlessly curling both corners of her lips. It seems like Mentari is really happy because Tara is back as a father figure for her.

Tara confirmed her daughter's sleeping blanket. Staring at Caca who was lying on the other side of Mentari who was also staring at him.

"Why?" tara's hand rubbed a drop of water that fell on his wife's cheek.

Caca nodded. "Thank you for accepting us as children and wives even though you don't remember us yet."

Caca could only reply with a nod.

"Should I sleep here too?" tara asked who made Caca frown with a small smile.

"You want to sleep with me in our room?"

Caca chuckled small. Turns out Tara's still Tara.

Tara got up slowly so that her daughter would not be bothered with her movements. Stretched out a hand that was immediately welcomed by Caca who rose up from his lying position.

There was a sense of awkwardness in both of them when they were already both lying side by side. Moreover, Tara, her heart was pounding non-relaxed. Feel like a newlywed first time sleeping with his wife.

"May I ask you something?" tara broke the silence and awkwardness between them.

"What?"

"I have taken away your sanctity. And.." There was a sense of hesitation for Tara to ask him.

Caca positioned his body tilted. Waiting for her husband to continue his question.

"What Dance results from a relationship with no strings attached."

Caca nodded without offense. Because Mentari is not the result of their forbidden relationship. Caca is grateful that Mentari was not present when they were not married.

He and Tara have committed a great sin. And it went on long enough. Maybe that's why their relationship didn't go well in the first place. Because God is punishing them.

May God accept His repentance. Forgive all sins and be kind to give happiness to his household in the future.

"We have been in sin for almost a year. But Mentari is present when we are religiously married." replied Caca calmly. For him the past is just a runner. All of them have been revealed and no longer want to be remembered. Except for the good memories they shared.

"Then now?"

"Now we are officially married. Two months ago."

Tara asked Caca a lot about them that night. About why Mentari called him om. Ask about why they just got married after the big Mentari. And ask me something else. Including apologizing for making Caca and Mentari's life difficult.

"I promise. I will fight for you. Trying to get to the last point of blood to protect you. And it will make you happy" Tara said when Caca explained the current conditions where the media are pursuing them because of the condemnation of many parties who do not like their relationship.

"What's wrong with falling in love with a foster child? we can't control who we fall in love with" Tara said.

"Perception is different, mas." replied Caca trying to calm down. "For them this is unnatural and disgusting. We just need to close our ears. And the mas must heal quickly to solve the problem in the company. Poor papa who's been taking care of this."

Tara nodded. He will try to ask permission to return to the company. Even if he can no longer be a leader there. At least he wants to solve the problems he created and harm the people who depend on his life there.

"Can you hug?" ask Tara. He wants peace in the arms of his wife.

Caca nodded and immediately greeted Tara in his warm embrace. "Don't be so tight, dowel it." - Pinta Caca.

"Why?" Tara looked up to meet their views in a straight line.

Caca smiled and guided Tara's hand towards her flat stomach. "There's our second child here."

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