I'M Nathasya Gustari
What Again?

Caca no longer knew what to say. Why did the same thing happen again. Even though the person he was worried about was different. But both of them had incredible meaning in his heart.

In a different car, although Bima was still the driver, Caca headed to a hospital quite far from his hotel stay. The hospital where her husband is in custody.

Though Caca still remember well last night when they finished doing their night routine.

"Why isn't there yet?" tara Tanya ambiguous. While the talapak of his hand gently rubbed Caca's flat stomach which made the woman shiver amused.

"What?" reply Caca with questions as well. She did not understand the meaning of her husband's question.

"Youth" replied Tara, who switched to stroking her stomach with her lips, after previously turning Caca's body to sleep on her side facing her husband.

"Why?" tara asked so she did not hear any response from the wife. "You don't want a little creature that looks like me." he added by looking up and bending his face.

Caca chuckled and rubbed the face of the different husband over ten years old. "It's not fun if there's nothing like you. So there's not gonna be another guy I love, is there?" caca Goda.

Tara rubbed her chin dramatically. Acting and thinking in agreement. "Everything, anyway. But I still want to have a boy. Let someone take care of you and Mentari when I'm not around."

Caca was upset when her husband said that last night. But now she was afraid that her husband's words were a sign. His mind is now increasingly uncertain worrying about the husband who he has not seen for himself how his condition.

Her memory goes back to the debate last night that upset her.

"I don't need Tara junior to take care of me and Mentari." decak Caca was upset. "Until the end, only you will take care of me! so does the one who looks after Mentari until our little girl finds a man who truly loves and will look after her!" caca said as she brushed off her hands and kept her husband away from his naked body.

The woman pulled the blanket up to her neck and turned her back to her husband.

He would most dislike talking about death. It was enough that he had to lose both his parents which then he also had to lose the first Nindi-wife Tara-adoptive mother who was so fond of him at that time.

And now he no longer wants to lose the people he loves and loves. Especially Tara and Mentari their daughter.

Tara grabbed his wife from behind. "Why angry, hm?"

Caca did not respond and closed his eyes tightly. His chest rose and fell with an irregular breath holding back the emotions. He was too upset to respond to Tara. He was afraid that there was even his growing anger.

"Everyone's leaving, baby." said Tara softly. "Nobody is everlasting in this world. What else am I just a despicable human being."

Caca's chest throbbed pain upon hearing it. The woman turned around and looked at the face that was soothing to her.

Just staring with a sad highlight and without willingness. Without even arguing her husband's words. Because that is the truth.

Nothing is eternal in this world, including the age of a person. Even if God calls him tomorrow, he will not be able to escape. He can only submit to His terms.

"God has been so good to me. Still giving age to this day, until we can meet again. It's so good to have Mentari among us even after the doctors have decided that it's going to be hard to have children."

Caca doesn't like to see her husband sad like that. She just wants to see her husband who is always dashing and sometimes annoying.

"So... I still hope that God will once again do us good by bringing a second child for us."

This time Caca nodded after his silence. "Surely God will still be kind to us, mas" he said this time sure.

"It will still give us the confidence of having a responsible boy like his papa. The loving one is also kind as his mother."

Tara chuckled and peeked at the little lips of the wife who was so confident, even though she agreed. "Sure dong... My children should be as good as their mother."

All their conversations and debates last night still felt warm in his ears. So, when this afternoon Bima with a pias face met him who was accompanying Mentari swimming in the pool in her husband's private villa, his heart was already throbbing pain even though Bima had not said what he wanted to convey.

Their chatter instantly flashed and increasingly made his chest throb pain. There is a stifling fear.

Caca came out of the pool and was greeted by the waiter who gave him the bathrobe. So did Mentari who was immediately taken to the room by her sister after Caca gave the order.

"What's up, Bim." asked Caca trying as quietly as possible. Trying to shake off all the bad prejudices in his mind. Try to think positively so that what happens is also a good thing.

"Let me drive you to the hospital, ma'am." Bima was hesitant and afraid when saying it.

Caca. The more he tried to brush off all the bad prejudices that were increasingly difficult for him to throw away.

"What do you want to go to the hospital. Who is sick?"

Caca could see the face of Bima who was increasingly upset and confused how to convey his purpose.

"There was an accident on the project this afternoon, Nyonga."

"Then?" ask her again with a voice that is already difficult for her to remove. His throat was blocked by the feeling in his heart.

"Many project workers are victims on site."

Caca hush. Waiting for the bad news that Bima will tell you.

"And.. Signore... As one of his victims."

That second also Caca's world seemed to be turned upside down. His feet no longer felt. The feeling of fear as Tara discussed death grew increasingly ringing in her ears. Until Bima turned shadowy and everything went dark.

It took time for Bima and the servants to resuscitate Caca. Until the woman was hysterical and forced him to drive her to the hospital right then and there.

"But the condition of the mistress is still not good." reject Bima, Caca realized a while after the doctor who examined the retreat.

"You think I'll be able to stay home while my husband is somehow doing it?!" spray Caca on Bima towering in front of him. Caca hit Bima's chest blindly.

At that time all that was on Caca's mind was that she wanted to get to the hospital immediately and see for herself the state of her husband.

"Master is still unconscious. Later after you realize, I will immediately take the madam there."

Caca was getting angry at Bima. Until finally the big tall man relented to take Caca to the hospital where Tara was.

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