I'M Nathasya Gustari

I'M Nathasya Gustari
Before the End



Yuk who has not stopped by at Sky Dusk stop by and join the crowd. While waiting othor thought how to make ending for Caca same Tara.


I received the marriage and marriage of Jingga Radika Putri bint Radika Putra, with the dowry paid in cash" said a young man loudly. As soon as the word "Sah" was said, the girl next to him - who was now officially his wife - cried as much.


He sighed. He knew marriage was a mistake. A marriage that she doesn't want or the girl next to her. The girl he had considered his own sister. Moreover, he also had to inflict the same wound on the young man whom he had also considered a younger brother. The wife's lover.


The orange felt so tormented with pain. Sick because he had to release his girlfriend by force. Sick because it hurt his lover with his marriage. If he could, he wanted to yell and refuse the marriage. But what power, he could only accept the decision of both his parents for his own good. And he couldn't have stayed with the Bas in that state. His heart and the heart of the lover are currently in the same condition. Crushed to pieces. No happiness for them now.


The twilight, which sat right behind the bride, bowed in. Removing the unceasing tears flowing from both corners of his eyes. Feeling guilty for the friend who is now his sister-in-law. Hearing the cry of Orange, his heart was slashed. He was hurt like his best friend was hurt.


The girl's eyes glanced at the corner of the room. There, his other best friend was also looking down deeply. He knew Baskara must have been very hurt watching her lover's marriage to another man. There is a deep sense of guilt for both. Both of them have also cut wounds for him. Wounds that had not even been healed until that day. But caring for her two best friends always beats her selfish side.


As for Baskara, she is clearly hurt when suddenly the lover who has been almost two years he dated must marry another man. The man who also Bas knew well since he was a child. The man he had considered his own brother.


Maybe if the one who married Orange wasn't that guy, Bas wouldn't be as hurt as he is right now. But knowing who became her lover's husband was a man she already knew so closely, it hurt her so much. Their families know them well. They are like a family that cannot be separated. Can he see his ex-lover all the time, but he can't get back?


Feeling angry and betrayed. Feeling guilty and perhaps also karmic for himself and the betrayed Orange behind their friend, Dusk. Even if hiding their relationship behind the girl can be called betrayal. They have nothing to do but the rope of friendship. Even though they still incised wounds for their friend. Make the orange stay away and never forgive them. Until this marriage happened.


Wanting to feel reprimanded, but his evil thoughts actually think that Dusk planned this all to take revenge on him and Orange. Trying to separate them for not wanting to see them happy whereas the girl was crying herself.


A handkerchief stretched out in front of him. Make the bus lift its face from its slump.


"It's not just girls who can cry. But don't slump too long." said flat girl who had been very long never again invite him to talk. Never returned every greeting. The girl who walked away from him a year ago when this girl in front of him knew of her relationship with Orange.


Instead of accepting and feeling happy because after a long time finally Dusk wanted to talk to him again, he instead snorted and brushed off the hand of the girl who was still holding out a handkerchief.


"Not to be so caring. I know, you're behind all this!" bus cried stifled because many people around them. He didn't want to provoke a scene.


Dusk smiled blandly. "It's up to you to think how. But what happened will not be able to come back again" he said, turning around. Before his foot stepped, he spoke again. "Gue is also not a forgiver who pretends to care about traitors." he added and actually left his best friend. Or an ex-friend?


The corner of Bas's heart ached at being called a traitor by Dusk. But his anger was greater and he controlled himself not to feel guilty.


He looked at the girl who was now someone else's wife. In his heart he offered the best prayer for his first love.


"May you be happy with this marriage, Orange. Although I'm not the one who makes you smile again, but I will still be happy when I can see your beautiful smile." Bas murmured inwardly. "Let me go to heal my wounds."


Baskara passed before people realized her chaotic state. He did not want to see the pityful gaze of those who knew of his relationship with Orange. He doesn't want to be a sad person. He will take his love away. Hope that love will heal him from the pain he feels now.