I'M Nathasya Gustari
Little Angel

"Mama!!" shouted the little boy with slightly golden hair, with those adorable white skin and chubby cheeks as he entered the house. The type of face and hair that comes down directly from his biological father. Although Dance at a glance similar to Caca, but both the color of the eyes and the type, as well as the nose bangirnya, all exactly the same as Tara's. Except those typical round cheeks of kids.

The four-and-a-half-year-old had just returned from school at an early age. The child who was present was full of wounds and tears. But Caca was grateful her little angel grew up to be a cheerful and strong boy.

"Greetings dear if you enter the house." scold Caca while rubbing the fine hair of his baby when kissing the back of his hand.

"Sorry mama" said the little girl with her innocent expression. "Asalamualaik.. Mentari's home."

"Vaalaikumsalam. Dong. That's just a pretty mama's kid." pinch Caca on her son's chubby cheeks.

"Now change clothes first, we keep eating. Okee."

"okay!!"

Caca has always loved his daughter's seemingly endless spirit. Being an injection of spirit was also for her to live the day. Fighting for the future of the baby.

Since Mentari was born, Caca no longer lives in the home of doctor Risma. The woman took a home close to her startup called Mentari Fashion Art - the name Caca will use for her daughter's name when she was born. Choose a close so that he can work while accompanying his son so that he is not alone at home. Caca did not use the services of a babysitter and chose to take care of her own child.

Only the housekeeper who was in charge of cleaning and washing clothes came in the morning and went home when his work was done.

"When are we going to granny's, mah?" the grandmother Mentari was referring to was Dr. Risma. The woman really considers Dance like her own granddaughter.

Though Caca has often banned his daughter from visiting there too often. In the depths of his deepest heart, he still felt bad because it was like playing the only son of the woman's puppet.

Caca, who could not accept her marriage to Rian, immediately left the house and chose to stay at the MFA (Montari Fashion Art). In a room that he had wanted to live in before the doctor Risma forbade.

Rian, worried, persuades Caca to return to his mother's house. The man also promised to never come to the mother's house as long as Caca was there, if it made Caca uncomfortable.

Really am. Caca wasn't uncomfortable with Rian. He just didn't want to ruin Rian's brilliant future.

So then. When the child was two months old, Caca filed for divorce from Rian. Because the goal is to get married just to get the identity of his daughter. Risma's doctor has said she can file for divorce if her child is born.

Evil indeed. It's not fair to Rian. He felt so guilty about that man. But that's all Caca did for Rian's own good. Also because his heart still could not forget the father of his son. And maybe forever it will be like that.

Caca decided to never marry again. Quite a fake wedding he did with Rian. And the marriage of hearts that he did with Tara.

He doesn't want another wedding.

Rian was even still very kind to her as well as Tari even though she had already hurt the man. Occasionally the man visited to accompany Tari to play or take her for a walk.

"Mah! mama!" the shock to his arm shocked the drowning Caca with his past.

"Why baby?" Caca cleaned her daughter's mouth that stuck food on the corner of her lips.

"When we go to Grandma's house." whine the kid again.

"Grandma must be busy, baby. Do not play there often, yes, later if the Mentari holiday."

"But Dance wants it now mah.. Kangen dance with grandma. Dancing hasn't seen my dad in a long time. He says he's far away from school now, huh?"

Caca sighed. Rian did continue his studies abroad a year ago. Once again the man proposed to her in earnest but she refused.

"Yes. Rian's father was in high school so he could work and be successful. Later if Mentari is big. Mentari must also be diligent in learning so that they can go to high school, dear."

The boy nodded steadily. "Yes mah. Dancing rich dad. Dance wants to be a great man."

Caca could only nod and resigned when Rian said so, first.

Caca did not even think that she was still Tara's wife when she married Rian. The one in his head just so he can give identity to his baby.

"Assynnya!!" the cry from the front door made Caca move.

"Spend the food can only come down." said Caca commemorate his son. Caca did apply regular life for his son.

"Yes mom.."

Caca hurriedly headed for the front room as the guest knocked on the door again.

"Rian! doctor Risma!" caca was surprised. Since when did Rian return to Jakarta.

"Not allowed in, is it?" sindir Rian who saw Caca was still stunned.

"Eh. Ja. Please come in, ma'am, Yan." Now the girl opened the door of her house wide.

"Where is the mother's grandson. How not to be seen." Risma's doctor turned his head towards the connecting door to the living room.

"Starting eating mom, just got home from school."

"My son is in school?" rian's eyes sparkled hearing that.

Caca scoffed at "Not a child, lo!" as always. But unfortunately there was doctor Risma.

Actually, Caca just feels bad for Risma's doctor. Although there is guilt for Rian, but because Rian can always make himself feel like when they were friends first, making himself a little back to Caca who Rian knew in college.

"New to school this year. So I just went to school bi-weekly." explained Caca.

"Pantes, fitting play to the house last month Dance is not a story already school."

Caca smiled in a nod. "See, I call Mentari first, ma'am. The boy asked when to play at the mother's house. The boy misses he said."

"Waaah.. We mean something!" exclaim doctor Risma like getting a lottery prize.

Caca had not had time to call his son, Dari had already appeared in the living room and immediately exclaimed as soon as he saw who came.

"Dad!!" the little girl immediately jumped onto Rian's lap and poked her arm around the neck of the man she thought was the father.

Sometimes Caca thinks, will Tara be as happy as Rian when she is with Tari?

And somehow that guy. Caca only wishes Tara healthy and happiness.

Which Caca doesn't know. Tara's been living horribly since Caca's death.

Being a super cold and fierce boss that all employees fear. Spend every night by going to a nightclub. Only to be able to fall asleep without thinking about Caca whose existence has not been found, by downing bottles of liquor.

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