
Maybe if the difficulty of being a single mother has been felt since the beginning. But it's not good to be a widow, after years of bearing the status, only this time Caca felt it.
Every day there is something that disturbs his calm. Though Tara has reduced her visit to the house in order not to further cause slander. Except in the morning and afternoon when taking Mentari school.
Tara will just sit on the terrace and play with the princess, if you decide to stop by. But the negative view somehow still stuck to him. Even though he has maintained his attitude.
"So don't go home?" ask Erin who has started to clean up her work because it is hours away from work. He was astonished at his boss who sat up to refute his chin with his right hand. Dreaming of not thinking what.
"You guys go first. Thank you for your work today." said Caca with a sincere smile even though he could not cover up his gloom.
"We go first, brother." Caca nodded as one by one his employees went home.
Mentari is currently staying at the home of Dr. Risma, while tomorrow weekend. The boy hadn't stayed there for a long time. Even though at his own grandmother's house only once and never asked again.
Maybe it's because the boy has known doctor Risma for so long that they're closer. Will be a PR for him to bring Mentari closer to the people of Tara.
If the man himself no longer need to be asked. They're so close. Father and daughter are inseparable.
Perhaps if they were married, Mentari would spend more time with Tara than she did.
Right now, the boy is always asking to be picked up by Tara for school. If it wasn't the man who drove her, her daughter would go on strike at school.
A little difficult indeed. But it seems like Tara is enjoying her role as a father. Only when returning home from school and Tara there is a job that can not be left alone, Mentari wants to be picked up by him. Even at night, the man must come to the house if he does not want their favorite daughter to continue bending her face.
"When do you want to daydream alone?"
The heavy voice he knew returned Caca from his daydream. Near the door, Tara leaned against her side.
The man smiled. Decompose his hands and get closer to the table where Caca works.
"Mas Tara since when is here?" ask the woman confused. He did not hear the man coming.
Tara looked at the clock on her wrist. "Maybe about an hour ago" the man replied casually. As if it was not a problem he stood without knowing his whereabouts for so long.
"Why am I not being rebuked!" caca protest. Feeling bad made the man wait for him who was daydreaming.
Tara dedication. Lean on the table right in front of Caca who just regressed his seat.
"I told you, Mentari was staying at Risma's doctor's. So tonight I don't have to come."
"My only business is with Mentari? you're my future wife too."
Caca whimpering. "When did you propose to me?"
Tara smiled and exclaimed. "Ooh you've been waiting in Lamar all this time?"
Caca rolled his eyeballs. Twirling his work chair.
"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"
"The name of a married person must have been proposed to be newly married. Not direct coercion brought to the KUA." Caca sneer. Because he was never treated specifically.
Fortunately, Mentari came after they got married. So that the child is not the result outside of marriage. And the trust remains in Tara's name.
"sorry. I used to be too obsessed with wanting to have you alone. It blinds my heart to treat you better."
Caca sighed. "I'm not talking about our past. I'm talking about our relationship right now."
Tara nodded. Grabbing both hands of the woman for her to hold. "So. Nathasya Gustari's. Will you marry me? be my companion until we age together. Raised our two little daughters. Bringing funny sisters to him?"
Caca squealed and laughed. "What kind of proposal is this? there is no romantic!"
"Ca. You know I'm not a romantic guy. I can't express my feelings through words. Enough of you to feel through my attitude towards you."
Caca nodded. Look into the bluish eyes and dive into the depths. Looking for seriousness through the eyes of the man. The man he loved so much.
"At first, I wanted our relationship to go like this. But. in fact I'm not strong in talking about complex mothers every day."
Tara rubbed her hair to the side of Caca's face. "You want to move out of there?"
Caca nodded. "Actually I feel at home, mas. I just didn't know that my mom used to talk about me a lot. That's why until this hour I'm still here. Because those mothers must be waiting for me to come home." Caca pursed his lips.
"You want to go home to our old house?" tawar Tara is hopeful. He was eager to bring Caca and Mentari home.
"Gee!" Caca hit her ex-husband's chest slowly. "not halal. Later if we're married then I want to go back there."
"What's the difference now or later. We have both lived there."
"I want to start everything right, ma'am. Start things off in a good way."
Tara sighed. "alright. I also need to prepare time to introduce you and Mentari to the big family papa. They will be our first test in starting a new life. Our first test in repairing our relationship."
Caca frowned confused. Why and what the family is like. "They're gonna ban our relationship, are they?"
Tara dedication. He himself did not know what would be the response of his papa's extended family. But one is certain. He will fight for Caca and their daughter no matter what.
For this time, he won't let go of Caca for whatever reason. He lost enough of his wife and child. Don't let it happen again or it'll go completely crazy.
"We'll know the outcome later when we meet them. You just need to prepare yourself mentally."
Caca's feelings are getting more and more erratic. There is a fear of facing what will happen later. But he doesn't know what's ahead.
"But you have to believe, if I'm going to fight for you. Don't listen to what they say. Enough you believe you're valuable to me."
Caca nodded. He trusts everything in Tara. Good bad thing that comes his way, he will try to face together. He will not run away again like before. He promises to stand by Tara's side no matter what happens.
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