I'M Nathasya Gustari
Perplexes

Tara was already asleep when Caca entered the man's room after the doctor resigned.

Caca sat on the edge of the bed. Looking at her husband's face was worried. The doctor said Tara was fine. Only the man remembered something missing from his memory. Makes Tara's head feel throbbing pain.

Caca tidied the mane of hair that covered the forehead of the husband. Giving a kiss inside there as a feeling of longing. Miss Tara her husband. Not Tara's father. "You get to when mas like this." he murmured softly.

"Me, Mentari and the others hope to heal" Caca's hands endlessly rubbed Tara's hair lovingly. Spread all his feelings there.

"But if the healing process must be painful like this, I'm worried."

There are no more tears. Because he has to be tough to deal with all the problems that exist. There is no handsome Tara and will defend her as well as Mentari. Because the man himself is helpless.

"May all pass well, mas." whispered again who then left a fleeting kiss on her husband's lips, before passing from there so that Tara could rest well.

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In the afternoon Tara woke up in shock. Cold sweat soaked his forehead and nape. His breath was hunting with dreams present in his sleep. Massaging her painful forehead from a sudden awakening.

Tara's been asleep for a long time. And in his sleep, he had the same dream as Mentari had told him. There was a clear view compared to only the shadow that he had seen this afternoon.

Tara also dreams of the beginning of her relationship with Caca who takes the honor of the girl she is supposed to look after.

Some of the things he had forgotten were present in his dreams. But Tara still doesn't clearly remember. Whether it was just her sleeping flowers or she did have a special relationship with Caca.

Want to know the answer soon. Tara got out of bed and looked for Caca who seemed to be joking with Mentari in the next room. Sounding from the typical Mentari laughing sound with a slightly unclosed door.

Tara knocked on the door. It turns out Caca just finished bathing Mentari. The woman who was combing her son's long brownish hair was shocked to see the person standing in the doorway.

"Ma- uh Dad's awake?" his tanyanya almost fell asleep by calling Tara with a mas.

Caca realized there was something different about Tara. The man even looked at her without saying a word. Making Caca nervous with the intention of Tara meeting him.

"Why yeah? we're noisy, aren't we? bother dad to sleep?" caca asked in a row because Tara never spoke and still looked at him which made Caca uneasy.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" finally Tara made a sound after a long silence.

Caca nodded and turned to look at his daughter. "Drinking to play under the same sister first huh? mommy wants to talk to dad first."

The little girl nodded despite being reluctant to be away from her mother. The mentor who passed by Tara smiled at her father. No longer put on a hostile face after his fear last afternoon when he saw his father in pain.

"Don't be long, yeah. Later we play together." said the boy still with a smile.

Tara who was still putting on a serious face now chuckles. "Tumben didn't call grandpa?" tanya Tara squatted equating her height with Mentari.

Mentari pengedik. "Father is too handsome to be a grandfather. Pity it'll be handsome."

Tara grew increasingly stupefied at the answer from the little girl. Caca just shook his head in disbelief. Why is his daughter so good at racing like her father.

"Yes already. Play first, I'll follow."

Mentari gave her thumbs up to Tara. Giving a kiss on Tara's cheek suddenly made Tara startled. Because it's Mentari's first kiss for her after waking up..

"Papa is healing. Dance kangen." replied the little girl with teary eyes and ran away leaving Tara still glued to the last sentence Mentari.

"Where are you talking, Dad?" caca's voice roused Tara from her shock.

Tara rose to her feet and entered the room that Caca occupied with the princess. Tara pointed at the peach-colored medium-sized sofa. The color dominates the room. Very cheerful room for kids.

"This is it." said Tara. The man also patted the sofa next to him as a gesture for Caca to sit there.

Doubtfully, Caca stepped closer and sat down next to Tara. Sitting there staring and waiting for Tara to convey what the man wanted to talk about.

"What right?" ask Tara straight to the point. There's not enough time to make small talk for Tara right now.

"What exactly is it?" reply Caca to the question because he doesn't know what Tara's really asking.

Tara can't remember anything other than passing shadows and dreams.

"The man who Dari called Om and took him for a walk to the zoo?" tara said when she saw Caca did not know the meaning of the question.

Caca. What did her son tell Tara so that the man could ask. Did Mentari tell you that Tara was his father?

"Dance the story to dad?" ask Caca worried.

"He told me he used to call his dad, Om."

"She also told me that they used to walk together to the zoo and her papa cried because Dance story she was never invited to go with you."

"But I see, the father is there. The man Dari told me about."

Caca swallowed his spittle. Don't know what to say. Would it be okay if he told you that what Tara saw was true?

But Caca was afraid that Tara would be like this afternoon. Pain and keep screaming.

"Dad don't have to think about it. Later if you're cured, you'll know for yourself." said Caca finally can't take the risk to hurt Tara. He was sure Tara would remember it by herself. No need to force it.

"What's dad, Dad Dance?" tara asked still curious about the shadow she saw in her memory.

He felt a different feeling for Caca. Love is not like a father who loves his daughter. But he never thought if their relationship could go that far. Destroying the princess he had taken care of himself. Bringing a daughter out of their relationship.

"Jawab, Ca?" press Tara. .

"Dad get some rest, huh? I'll get dizzy again." Caca got up and was about to leave the room. Avoiding Tara's questions.

No. Caca doesn't want to say everything. He even really wants to say everything when even Tara just realized and did not remember it.

He wants Tara to remember their relationship and love. But Caca was scared. Caca was afraid it would hurt Tara.

"Sorry father, Ca." said Tara stopping Caca's steps with frown. "Sorry to have taken your honor" he added, which immediately made Caca turn in shock.

"Dad.." the sentence was stuck. Either he should be happy or not. Did Tara just remember it?

And Tara was getting shocked. So it is true that what was present in his dream was not just a sleeping flower. But it really happened in his life.

"So right?" guess Tara when she saw Caca's shocked expression.

"W-what?" Caca was confused by the current situation. Confused if Tara really remembered it. If you remember, why ask?

Tara got up and stood right in front of Caca who was still shocked mixed in confusion. "Sorry dad, Ca. Sorry." Tara immediately hugged the stiffly standing body.

There was a warm feeling like coming back home when he grabbed Caca's body. "Sorry I can't remember. But I will try to remember our relationship. With our son."

Caca keeps Tara's embrace away. The man was confused. "What does this mean?"

Tara shook her head and hugged Caca again. "Let it be like this for a moment, Ca. Comfortable."

Caca let Tara hug him. The woman can also feel the kisses on her sheep that make her more confused.

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Haiii... Sorry long.. Othor his hand again males very invited nulis. Hihahi

Hope you guys miss Tara and Caca