I'M Nathasya Gustari
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All waiting for Mama Shinta anxiously in front of the ER. Papa Tara was still staring intently at Tara. It was as if she hated her own child.

"See what you did, huh?! you're hamili papa's grandson. And you made mama dying!"

Tara immediately raised her face as her father said the word dying.

"Have one child, but don't know how to profit! better not have kids!!"

Caca's heart slipped upon hearing that. Tara felt so guilty. Not even the man dared to look at Caca's face. Afraid to see the girl's pity. Remembering himself so messy after being beaten by his father.

"Mas, in medicine first huh?" persuade Caca with a squeaking sound.

Tara shakes. Reluctant to leave his place now. He should know his mother's condition now.

"If it's in the medicine here, how?"

"Whatever!" sahut Tara with a voice that sounded thin. Not that he was angry with Caca. Just the worry and guilt made him reflect on saying it so sniffly like that.

Caca who had looked down immediately stood up and was about to walk away. Tara doesn't want her existence. But he also could not leave.

"Where are you going?" intercept Tara with a still cold voice. Not warm as usual.

"You call the nurse for medicine, you." Caca passed by without waiting for a response from Tara.

"Patience, son. Your father was just thinking a lot." rubbed his belly which already looked enlarged with a gentle caress.

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Days pass. The situation is still the same. Mama Shinta is still unconscious in her critical time. There is nothing to do but wait for a miracle. Doctors are doing the best they can.

Tara is the same. Shut up and answer only when asked. Sometimes I go home to clean up.

So did Tara's father. But the middle-aged man was still more visible alive in comparison to his son.

Devi's? the woman came once with her parents.

Devi's parents, who already knew the problem that made Shinta's mother go to the hospital, said thousands of apologies for their daughter's embarrassing mistake.

Even Devi's own parents will file for divorce. They will free their children to choose their own happiness in life. Including marrying the father of the baby in the birth.

"Feed first. You'll be sick." persuade Caca for the umpteenth time.

Tara wouldn't eat if she wasn't forced to. The more difficult days to persuade Tara who is desperate because Mama Shinta never realized.

"You can't be in them anyway?! my head is dizzy enough! denger you talk make more dizzy tau tak?!" snapped Tara who was tired of hearing Caca persuade her to eat.

The man loved his mother very much. So it's actually natural that Tara behaves like that. What else considering the condition of Shinta's mother who is declining.

But because pregnancy hormones make Caca shock and increasingly feel if his presence is not expected.

"Sorry.." - great-granddaughter Caca with bright eyes. "I'll go home first. I put the food here. Later if you are hungry"

"Yes. Ja. Take it on you!"

Caca swallowed his saliva chelate. Stand up and leave Tara with a roaring heart.

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Caca was crying all night. Until tiredness makes the two-bodied woman fall asleep before morning.

Feeling guilty. Feeling needless and unneeded.

Caca laughed bitterly. "He said he loved me. But he doesn't really care."

His brain was no longer able to think clearly. With the unanimous decision he took, Caca packed all his things. Prepare to leave the house and all the memories and people in it.

Not that he does not know the situation of Tara who is worried about Shinta's mother. But it was enough that he made a mess in the family that once loved him so much.

"Where's Mr Caca going?" a housekeeper approached her in shock and worried to see Caca coming down the stairs with a suitcase.

Caca smiled and rubbed the middle-aged woman's upper arm.

"Thank you bi. As long as Caca's here, Auntie's been really good with Caca. Manjain Caca's son too." Caca stroked his big belly.

Usually if he craves something always the housekeeper who seeks or makes.

Although she had known for a long time that Caca was pregnant. But not once did he leak Caca's secret. Instead, he was very caring and pampering Caca who fared poor.

"Where's Mr Caca going?" ask the woman again because she has not yet received an answer.

"Caca wants to go. Caca's enough to make a fuss here. To make Grandma critical." tears just flow.

"But then Mr. Tara must be worried about nyariin, non." Because Tara left Caca with her mother's housekeeper. To keep and obey all Caca's wishes.

"She doesn't care anymore." - caca bitterly.

"That's non Caca?" notya not listening. It just feels impossible that his employer does not care about his wife and children.

"She must be worried about Grandma. I don't want to make him dizzy."

Not wanting to be in that house longer, Caca waltzed away. Before his already rounded courage and intention evaporated just like that.

I don't know where he'll go later. There's no way he's going to Rani's house. Because surely her best friend will be the first person Tara looks for once she first realizes she is missing.

Caca sighed. With tears that never stop flowing. Carrying his car around in an uncertain direction.

Until on a deserted road, the car feels strange. And when it came down to see what was happening, it turned out that the rear wheels were deflated.

"Boying bearing. How dong.. I've never changed a car's tire." Looked at the right and left so quietly. No vehicles or people walking by.

The clock on his wrist was at eleven o'clock in the evening.

It's worth the road being so quiet. Moreover, it is not a highway that many vehicles pass through during the day.

Trying to find a workshop or mechanic that can be called to a place, on the internet.

Of the many workshops he contacted. None of them can help him.

Until a knock on the window glass beside him made him tiptoe in shock. He had not heard the vehicle pass before.

Not daring to turn his head, Caca immediately locked his car so that it could not be opened from the outside. Afraid if it was a bad person, considering the place was so quiet.

But not go. Gedoran is tightening.

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Caca present again. sorry if long hihihi.